Siz bakmay\u0131n k\u00f6p\u00fcrmesine denizimin ve durulmas\u0131na bazen<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok korkuma, az\u0131c\u0131k cesaretime.<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n giden rengime, hep grili\u011fime<\/p>\n
Ya bu\u011fulu h\u00fczn\u00fcm, olmayan ne\u015fem?<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n i\u015fte tats\u0131z tuzsuz hallerime.<\/p>\n
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Siz bakmay\u0131n a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma, sonra g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme<\/p>\n
K\u00fcst\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme ve bar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n
Al\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 giden delikanl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131ma<\/p>\n
Ve s\u00f6v\u00fcp sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131ma, anas\u0131na avrad\u0131na alay\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n i\u015fte savurdu\u011fum galiz k\u00fcf\u00fcrlere, belden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 laflar\u0131ma.<\/p>\n
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Siz bakmay\u0131n kas\u0131la kas\u0131la dola\u015fmalar\u0131ma yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde,<\/p>\n
Zafer ilan edi\u015flerime; daha yar\u0131\u015fa girmeden\u2026<\/p>\n
Ve yenilgiyi kabullenemeyen haysiyetsizli\u011fime<\/p>\n
Ve \u00e7ok g\u00fczel kaybedi\u015flerime<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n i\u015fte yitip giden sersefil \u00f6mr\u00fcme.<\/p>\n
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Siz bakmay\u0131n siperde durdu\u011fuma kahramanca,<\/p>\n
Cigaram\u0131 \u00e7ekerken; k\u00f6k\u00fcne kadar ci\u011ferlerimin\u2026<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n \u015fafakta \u00e7alacak h\u00fccum borusu ile \u00f6l\u00fcme gideceklerin en korka\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fuma.<\/p>\n
Ve bir sava\u015f esirinin y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f utan\u00e7 ile dola\u015fmalar\u0131ma yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde,<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n i\u015fte hayatta kalman\u0131n s\u0131z\u0131s\u0131na y\u00fcre\u011fimin.<\/p>\n
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Siz bakmay\u0131n r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n sevgiyle ok\u015famas\u0131na tenimi, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Savurmas\u0131na ruhumu karanl\u0131klar i\u00e7ine,<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n bir daha d\u00f6nmeyece\u011fimi s\u00f6yledi\u011fim yoldan d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme.<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fim \u015fark\u0131ya,\u00a0 yar\u0131da b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m resme ve tamamlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fiire,<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n i\u015fte arkamdan y\u00fckselen \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klara.<\/p>\n
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Siz bakmay\u0131n y\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayallere,<\/p>\n
\u00c7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m umutlara ve i\u015fledi\u011fim g\u00fcnahlara\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir mahk\u00fbm gibi elleri kelep\u00e7eli, tutsak<\/p>\n
Gece a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda kendimle hesapla\u015fmalar\u0131ma,<\/p>\n
Bakmay\u0131n i\u015fte bir avc\u0131n\u0131n vurdu\u011fu ceylan\u0131n karn\u0131ndaki yavru kadar masum oldu\u011fuma!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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