{"id":9797,"date":"2020-02-01T00:20:08","date_gmt":"2020-01-31T22:20:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9797"},"modified":"2020-02-01T00:20:08","modified_gmt":"2020-01-31T22:20:08","slug":"firuze","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9797","title":{"rendered":"F\u0130RUZE"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bir zamanlar okyanus kadar<br \/>\nDerin hayalleri vard\u0131 Firuze&#8217;nin&#8230;<br \/>\nUmudunun sesi durmadan f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yordu kalbine:<br \/>\n&#8220;Mutlu olmak i\u00e7in hayat\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakmal\u0131y\u0131m yelkenlerimi,<br \/>\nK\u00e2\u011f\u0131ttan gemilerimi y\u00fczd\u00fcrmeliyim.<br \/>\nIl\u0131k esen meltemli r\u00fczg\u00e2rda<br \/>\nDans etmeliyim bulutlarla<br \/>\nG\u00fcne\u015f nerdesin?<br \/>\nGel g\u00f6n\u00fcl ota\u011f\u0131ma misafirim ol,<br \/>\nBirer \u00e7ay i\u00e7elim kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131.<br \/>\nHey mart\u0131lar nerdesiniz?<br \/>\nU\u00e7urun beni mutlu mesut diyarlara<br \/>\nDenizin e\u015fsiz kokusunu iliklerimde hissetmeliyim.<br \/>\nSar\u0131lmak istiyorum huzurun g\u00f6vdesine,<br \/>\nTutunmak istiyorum \u015fefkatli dallar\u0131na,<br \/>\nTutunmak ve d\u00fc\u015fmemek bir daha<br \/>\nSakin bir limana demir atmak,<br \/>\nDemir atmak g\u00fcvendi\u011fim bir a\u015fka\u2026&#8221;<br \/>\nFiruze kimi zaman konu\u015fmaktan yorgun,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7 sesini dinlemekten uykusuz, kendini anla\u015f\u0131lamayan biri gibi hissediyordu.<br \/>\nMevsimlere b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn muammalar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nSu gibi ak\u0131p ge\u00e7en zamana&#8230;<br \/>\nAy\u0131n \u015favk\u0131 yolunu ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nHangi yana baksa hep d\u00fc\u015fsel bir bo\u015fluk ve derin sonsuzluk&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinin dalgas\u0131 ise onu yutmaya haz\u0131rlanan dev bir bal\u0131k gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<br \/>\nYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan an\u0131lar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br \/>\nYaralanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 en derinlerden&#8230;<br \/>\nKendi vaktine esir bir hayaletin g\u00f6lgesi gibiydi art\u0131k<br \/>\nSoluk benizli, duygusuz, ama\u00e7s\u0131zca dola\u015fan, \u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00e7&#8230;<br \/>\nAcaba unutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hangi ac\u0131 hat\u0131ras\u0131nda durmu\u015ftu saati?<br \/>\nHangi zaman diliminde?<br \/>\nOkyanus kadar derin hayallerinin i\u00e7inde kaybolan hayali biri olmu\u015ftu Firuze&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir zamanlar okyanus kadar Derin hayalleri&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":182,"featured_media":9798,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9797"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/182"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9797"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9797\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9797"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9797"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9797"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}