Yak\u0131nlarda bir yerde, kendisini g\u00fcn\u00fc ayd\u0131nlatma g\u00f6revlisi zanneden horozun teki, g\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131rtarcas\u0131na \u00f6t\u00fcp duruyordu. Babaannem de yar\u0131 uykulu beddualar sayd\u0131r\u0131yordu pe\u015f pe\u015fe, \u00a0\u201cOoyyy, boyu devrilesice!..\u201d Sonra hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi di\u011fer taraf\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcp devam ediyordu uyumaya.<\/p>\n
Bu arada g\u00fcne\u015fin bin par\u00e7aya b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f ayd\u0131nl\u0131k ve g\u00fclen y\u00fcz\u00fc, pencerede as\u0131l\u0131 ince t\u00fcllere ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeden dolu\u015fuyordu yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z odan\u0131n ortas\u0131na. Karamsar biri, \u201cNe var bunda, ne fark\u0131 var \u00f6nceki sabahlardan?\u201d diye sorabilirdi. Yoktu ger\u00e7ekten. Ama ben, karamsar biri de\u011filim i\u015fte.<\/p>\n
\u0130lkbaharda yeni do\u011fmu\u015f \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bir kuzuyum. \u0130ste\u011fim, \u00e7ay\u0131rl\u0131klarda hoplay\u0131p z\u0131plamak, \u201cmelemek\u201d. Ko\u015fup yuvarlanmak, \u00a0sonra yine \u201cmelemek\u201d. Bilmedi\u011fim her \u015feyi koklay\u0131p tan\u0131mak… Ve bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc durmayan zaman\u0131n, ak\u0131p gitti\u011fi nehre atlamak, onunla birlikte \u00e7a\u011flay\u0131p gitmek…<\/p>\n
Ha, bu arada okulda \u00f6\u011flenci oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in okul saatine kadar sokakta oynamama izin veriliyor. \u00d6devlerimi bitirmem \u015fart\u0131 ile tabii\u2026 Annemle anla\u015fmam\u0131z b\u00f6yle. Bazen \u00f6devim oldu\u011fu h\u00e2lde, olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyip f\u0131rl\u0131yorum yine de soka\u011fa\u2026 Babaannem, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131k yapmamam \u015fart\u0131 ile sa\u011f ve sol omuzlar\u0131m\u0131zda durdu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi\u011fi meleklerin bunlar\u0131, g\u00fcnah yazmayabilece\u011fini anlat\u0131p inand\u0131r\u0131yor beni de buna\u2026 \u201cUmar\u0131m hakl\u0131s\u0131nd\u0131r babaanne\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Soka\u011f\u0131n hemen ba\u015f\u0131ndaki evimiz, beyaz boyal\u0131, tek katl\u0131 ve \u00e7inko \u00e7at\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. Ya\u011fmur, her ya\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7at\u0131y\u0131 d\u00f6ven damlalar\u0131n sesini dinlemek mutluluk verir babaannem ile bana. Kendimizi, o anlarda evimizin i\u00e7inde \u00e7ok g\u00fcvende hissederiz. Yola bakan pencerelerimizin \u00f6n\u00fcnde, annemin b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hevesle yeti\u015ftirdi\u011fi ve her g\u00fcn dakikalarca konu\u015ftu\u011fu reng\u00e2renk pencere \u00f6n\u00fc \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri; g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyip selamlarlar gelen ge\u00e7eni\u2026<\/p>\n
Hemen kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda, babaannemin dedi\u011fine g\u00f6re altm\u0131\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z olan Cemile Teyzelerin, \u00f6n\u00fcnde mor \u00fcz\u00fcm asmas\u0131 olan iki katl\u0131 evleri vard\u0131r. Babaannem Cemile Teyze\u2019yi s\u00fcrekli \u00f6ver. Onun \u00e7ok iyi bir kom\u015fu oldu\u011funu, kendisinden \u00e7ok ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n iyili\u011fini istedi\u011fini ve b\u00f6yle insanlar\u0131n bu zamanda fazla kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yler durur. Cemile Teyzeleri ge\u00e7ince bizimkilerin baba dostu dedi\u011fi Erdallar\u0131n tek katl\u0131 evi \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte bu evin hemen biti\u015fi\u011finde kare \u015feklinde bo\u015f bir arsa var. Bir taraf\u0131 yola cepheli, bir taraf\u0131 tek s\u0131ra kavak a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 ile \u00e7evrilidir. \u00d6b\u00fcr iki taraf\u0131 ise di\u011fer bah\u00e7elere dikenli \u00e7al\u0131l\u0131klar ile s\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131r. Evet, biz bu mahallenin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, \u00a0o bo\u015f arsada oynuyoruz oyunlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Arsaya vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda iki adam\u0131n belirli yerlere kaz\u0131klar \u00e7akt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve bunlar\u0131 iplerle ba\u011flad\u0131klar\u0131na \u015fahit oldum ilk \u00f6nce. \u00dc\u00e7 adam daha vard\u0131. Onlar, kazma k\u00fcrekleri ellerinde, ip gerenler i\u015flerini bitirsin diye bekliyordu san\u0131r\u0131m\u2026 Ard\u0131ndan, bir kamyon, d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ince kum tepeci\u011fini ve \u00fczerinde ne\u015fe ile z\u0131play\u0131p k\u0131\u00e7 \u00fcst\u00fc oturma oyunu oynayan alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda ki sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n ikizler Seda ve Eda\u2019y\u0131… Yine bir kamyon kadar \u00f6zenle indirilmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen ama birka\u00e7\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 delikli tu\u011flalar\u0131, ayr\u0131ca baz\u0131 yerleri paslanm\u0131\u015f in\u015faat demirlerini\u2026 Daha \u00f6nceden kullan\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131 belli olan eski tahtalar\u0131, kalaslar\u0131\u2026 Ve kalaslar\u0131n \u00fczerine oturan mahallemizin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar olduk\u00e7a mutlu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu\u2026 \u0130nsan\u0131n ho\u015funa giden tatl\u0131 bir esinti ile kavak a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n yapraklar\u0131 h\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Neler oluyordu mahallemizde?<\/p>\n
Heyecanla kalaslar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. T\u0131pk\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k hava tiyatrosu seyircileri gibi olan\u0131 biteni izlemeye koyuldum\u2026<\/p>\n
Yoldan, \u00f6nce, tozu topra\u011fa katan karpuz y\u00fckl\u00fc at arabas\u0131 ge\u00e7ti. Sonra, \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u00e7izgili \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc ile a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 burnunu kapatarak h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n\u2026 Bu, oydu. Mahallemizin, hakk\u0131nda en \u00e7ok konu\u015fulan kad\u0131n\u0131. Aynen \u015f\u00f6yle \u015feyler: \u201cBak\u0131\u015flar\u0131, insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine i\u015fleyen kad\u0131n. Bu mahallenin yabani otu\u2026 Bu eski mahalleye, bu evlere, bu tozlu yollara, bu a\u011fa\u00e7lara, c\u0131l\u0131z c\u0131l\u0131z akan bu kurba\u011fas\u0131 bol dereye\u2026 Buralar\u0131n kad\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil o\u2026\u2019\u2019 Kederler i\u00e7inde k\u0131vrand\u0131\u011f\u0131 o kadar belli oluyordu ki\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde durana bak\u0131yor san\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Ama o, uzaklara, kocaman bir denizin sonundaki ufka bak\u0131yordu sanki\u2026 K\u0131rg\u0131nd\u0131 birilerine. Ama k\u00fcs de\u011fildi kimseye\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde, bo\u015f bo\u015f bakan tatl\u0131 bir tebess\u00fcm\u00fc vard\u0131\u2026 Onun hakk\u0131nda k\u00f6t\u00fc konu\u015fan yoktu. Hatta sayg\u0131 bile duyuluyor denilebilirdi. \u0130nsanlar onu \u00e7ok g\u00fczel ve \u00f6zel buluyordu bence\u2026<\/p>\n
Birka\u00e7 dakika sonra Karga Amcam ile bizim Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesi geldiler merakl\u0131 izleyiciler aras\u0131na. Ha, bu arada babam\u0131n amcas\u0131 olur Ali Amcam\u2026 Karga gagas\u0131na benzeyen burnu oldu\u011fundan, babamlar ona \u201cKarga Amca\u201d derler\u2026 Karga Amcam\u0131n, bembeyaz sa\u00e7\u0131 ve sakal\u0131, g\u00f6mg\u00f6k boncuk g\u00f6zleri vard\u0131r. \u00c7ok sigara i\u00e7mekten a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131ndaki, eskiden beyaz olan sakal\u0131, b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131 sararm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u2026 Babamlar\u0131n dedi\u011fine g\u00f6re Karga Amcam\u0131n ileri derecede prostat\u0131 ve kas\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da f\u0131t\u0131\u011f\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. Eliyle ha bire kas\u0131\u011f\u0131na bast\u0131rmas\u0131 f\u0131t\u0131k, s\u0131k s\u0131k tuvalete gitmesi de prostat y\u00fcz\u00fcndenmi\u015f\u2026 \u0130yi bir \u00fcz\u00fcm yeti\u015ftiricisidir Karga Amcam\u2026 Ve bir d\u00f6nem de \u015farap \u00fcreticisi. Ama dendi\u011fine g\u00f6re, son y\u0131llarda \u015farap\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p meyve suyu i\u015fine y\u00f6nelmi\u015f art\u0131k. Bizim mahallede hemen herkesin bir \u00fcz\u00fcm ba\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131r ve bu y\u00f6renin en iyi \u201c\u00d6k\u00fcz G\u00f6z\u00fc\u201d cinsi \u00fcz\u00fcmleri bu ba\u011flarda yeti\u015ftirilir.<\/p>\n
\u0130n\u015faat\u0131n temelini kazmaya hen\u00fcz ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f olan i\u015f\u00e7ilere, laf olsun diye, \u201cBu ba\u015ftan de\u011fil de \u00f6b\u00fcr ba\u015ftan ba\u015flasayd\u0131n\u0131z\u201d diye \u00f6neride bulundu Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesi. Bu \u00f6neriye, i\u015f\u00e7ilerden \u00f6nce, ilk itiraz Karga Amcamdan geldi. Bir d\u00fcnya \u015fey bilen Karga Amcam. \u201cG\u00fcne\u015f\u2019in hareketini g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcne alman\u0131z laz\u0131m\u201d dedi ilk \u00f6nce ve sonra ekledi, \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ilerleyen saatlerde g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n daha dik ve yak\u0131c\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutmay\u0131n.\u201d Bunlar\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7ilerden \u00e7ok Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesine anlat\u0131yor gibiydi. Ve i\u015f\u00e7ilere sesini duyurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in daha y\u00fcksek sesle devam etti, \u201cS\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n i\u015finizi zorla\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutmay\u0131n bence\u201d diyerek y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki say\u0131s\u0131z k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n kendisine katt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u00fcvenerek tespitini yapt\u0131. Elini ceketinin cebine dald\u0131rarak t\u00fct\u00fcn taba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131. Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesine do\u011fru elindeki taba\u011f\u0131 sallad\u0131. \u00a0Ve \u015fehvetli \u015fehvetli, \u201c\u0130\u015fte, benim en iyi dostlar\u0131m; birincisi cigara, ikincisi \u00e7ay\u201d dedikten sonra, i\u00e7inden \u00f6nceden sard\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir dal sigaray\u0131 al\u0131p \u00e7akma\u011f\u0131yla yakt\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan taba\u011f\u0131, yan\u0131ndaki ihtiyara uzatarak ona da ikram etti. Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesi, istemedi\u011fini belli edercesine y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ek\u015fitti. Ve \u201cYapma be Ali Day\u0131, \u00e7ay neyse de t\u00fct\u00fcnden dost mu olur? Allah a\u015fk\u0131na\u201d dedi. Bu arada Karga Amcam i\u015f\u00e7ilere, \u201cBiraz daha derine inerseniz su \u00e7\u0131kacak ona g\u00f6re\u201d diye bir \u00f6ng\u00f6r\u00fcde bulunma ihtiyac\u0131 duydu. \u0130\u015f\u00e7ilerden biri ters ters bakt\u0131ysa da amcam oral\u0131 olmad\u0131. Sigaras\u0131ndan derin bir nefes \u00e7ekip duda\u011f\u0131na yap\u0131\u015fan t\u00fct\u00fcn par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 \u201cT\u0131\u0131pp\u2026\u201d diye bir ses ile t\u00fck\u00fcrd\u00fckten sonra Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesine d\u00f6nerek, \u201cT\u00fct\u00fcnden daha zararl\u0131 olan \u015fey nedir biliyor musun?\u201d diye sordu. Sonra Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesinin cevaplamas\u0131na f\u0131rsat vermeden \u201cTembellik\u201d dedi. \u201cTembellik mi?\u201d diye tekrarlad\u0131 Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesi anlams\u0131z bir y\u00fcz ifadesiyle. \u00a0\u201cTembellik ya\u2026 Bu hayattaki en zararl\u0131 ve tehlikeli \u015fey tembelliktir,\u2019\u2019 diye yineledi Karga Amcam ciddi bir tav\u0131r ile\u2026<\/p>\n
Ard\u0131ndan ince kumda k\u0131\u00e7 \u00fcst\u00fc oturma oyunundan s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131p takla atma oyununa d\u00f6nen \u00e7ocuklara do\u011fru \u201cKumu da\u011f\u0131tmay\u0131n yavrum, ge\u00e7in kenara ak\u0131ll\u0131 uslu oturun\u201d deyip g\u00f6zleri ile bizleri i\u015faret etti. Bu da bizim ak\u0131ll\u0131 uslu oturdu\u011fumuz anlam\u0131na geliyordu ki \u00f6yleydik ger\u00e7ekten…<\/p>\n
Birden kulaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 t\u0131rmalayan o ses ile dikkatimiz da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. \u201cOsman, Osman hemen eve geliyorsun\u2026\u201d Osman, Karga Amcam\u0131n uyar\u0131s\u0131na kadar ikizler ile beraber kumun \u00fcst\u00fcnde taklalar atarak zevkten, \u00e7amur bulmu\u015f su ayg\u0131r\u0131 gibi debelenip duruyordu. Birden g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden inen melek safl\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnerek \u201cNe oldu anne?\u201d diyebildi\u2026 Kar\u015f\u0131dan \u015fiddetli bir hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015f daha geldi Osman\u2019a do\u011fru: \u201c\u00c7abuk eve gel dedim sana! Sonra, elindeki sopayla s\u00f6ylene s\u00f6ylene ipte as\u0131l\u0131 olan karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131k desenli k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 hal\u0131ya; \u201cPat! Pat!\u201d diye vurmaya koyuldu. Bu arada Osman, sa\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k oyunu oynamaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026 Ve bunu okul saatine kadar s\u00fcrd\u00fcrecekti anla\u015f\u0131lan\u2026 Hakl\u0131yd\u0131. Zira bu e\u011flenceyi b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeye hi\u00e7birimizin niyeti yoktu\u2026<\/p>\n
Birazdan, \u201cOoooo Mesut geliyor\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 Mamo\u015f. Kalaslar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde oturan hepimizin kafas\u0131 komut alm\u0131\u015f askerler gibi yola do\u011fru d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Mesut, daha iki g\u00fcn \u00f6nce s\u00fcnnet olmu\u015ftu. S\u00fcnnet g\u00fcn\u00fc giydi\u011fi beyaz g\u00f6mle\u011fi h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00fcst\u00fcndeydi. Sol eliyle de k\u0131yafetinin tam \u00f6n\u00fcne gelen k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcnnet yaras\u0131na de\u011fmemesi i\u00e7in \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyor, ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yan yan atarak geliyordu.<\/p>\n
Bizler kaybetmek korkusu ile yerimizden kalkmad\u0131k. Bunun yerine Mesut, ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 buzda y\u00fcr\u00fcyen biri gibi dikkatli dikkatli atarak yava\u015ftan yakla\u015ft\u0131 yan\u0131m\u0131za ve \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizleme gere\u011fi g\u00f6rmeden, \u201cNe yap\u0131yor bunlar?\u201d diyerek s\u00fcnnetin s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131ndan kurtulman\u0131n ve ger\u00e7ek bir erkek olman\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcveni ile sordu sorusunu\u2026<\/p>\n
Bu arada i\u015f\u00e7iler, kazma darbelerini pe\u015f pe\u015fe indirmeye devam ediyordu. Ve kazmalar kalk\u0131p inerken i\u00e7lerinden en gen\u00e7 olan\u0131, \u00e7ok derin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerdeydi. Etraf\u0131nda olan bitene ald\u0131rmadan bir ba\u015f\u0131naym\u0131\u015f gibi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Bedeni oradayd\u0131 fakat ruhu zaman\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, ba\u015fka yerlerde, uzaklardayd\u0131. Bir gemiye binmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Limandan uzakla\u015fmaya ba\u015flayan bir gemi. Arkas\u0131ndan, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde el sallayan bir kad\u0131n ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu… G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc beyaz bulutlar ile kapl\u0131… Serince esen ilkbahar r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131… Bir beden ve bu gemide olmak istemeyen ruhu… Onun iste\u011fi gerisin geri gitmek, geride, limanda kalmak\u2026 \u00d6nceden kurulmu\u015f hayaller ile\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir an kazman\u0131n ucu, irice bir ta\u015fa ve herkesin dalm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu hayallere denk geldi\u2026 Kulaklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nlatan bir ses yay\u0131ld\u0131 havaya. \u0130\u015fte o zaman; \u201cd\u0131\u015f\u0131ndakileri \u00e7ekti i\u00e7ine zaman\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Sesin geldi\u011fi y\u00f6ne bakt\u0131k hep birden. \u00a0O arada, Mamo\u015f ve Osman birbirlerine g\u00f6z k\u0131rp\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek \u201cAmma da a\u011flad\u0131n be Mesut!\u201d diyerek Mesut\u2019un sinir u\u00e7lar\u0131na dokundular. Bu konu\u015fmalar orada olan herkesi g\u00fcl\u00fcmsetiyordu. \u201cHi\u00e7 de bile\u201d dedi Mesut. Ve savunmaya ge\u00e7ti, \u201cO lokumlar\u0131 t\u0131kmasalard\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma hi\u00e7 a\u011flamazd\u0131m. Hep lokumlar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden\u2026\u201d dedi. Ayr\u0131ca dalga ge\u00e7me s\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131n yak\u0131nda kendisine gelece\u011fini ifade etmek ister gibi kafas\u0131 ile hen\u00fcz s\u00fcnnet olmam\u0131\u015f Mamo\u015f\u2019u i\u015faret ederek \u201cSizi de g\u00f6rece\u011fiz\u2026\u201d dedikten sonra arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp geldi\u011fi gibi yan yan ad\u0131mlarla evine do\u011fru yolland\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu arada Karga amcam\u0131n s\u00f6yledi\u011fi gibi \u00f6\u011flene do\u011fru g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n dik ve daha yak\u0131c\u0131 olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, kazma k\u00fcrek seslerinin seyrekle\u015fmesi ile anla\u015f\u0131lmaya ba\u015flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026 O s\u0131rada tekrardan \u00a0\u2018\u2019Osman, Osman hemen eve geliyorsun. Yoksa gelme bir daha\u2026\u2019\u2019 anonsu ile Osman, biraz sonra annesinden poposuna yiyece\u011fi terli\u011fin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hissetmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131 ki i\u015fin ciddiyetini kavray\u0131p, ko\u015farak evin yolunu tuttu\u2026<\/p>\n
Karga Amcam da cepken cebindeki zincirli saatini \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p, k\u0131st\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zlerine do\u011fru bir yakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p bir uzakla\u015ft\u0131rarak bakt\u0131. Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesine d\u00f6nerek; \u201cNamaz vakti yakla\u015f\u0131yor, ben camiye do\u011fru gidiyorum\u2026\u201d dedi. Ve ard\u0131ndan \u201cSen ne zaman namaza ba\u015fl\u0131yorsun?\u201d diye sorunca Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesi, hem \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 hem de k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belli edercesine, \u201cAllah! Allah! Yahu Ali Day\u0131, sen k\u0131l. Ne yapacaks\u0131n benim namaz\u0131m\u0131?\u201d diyerek, rahats\u0131z oldu\u011funu hissettirdi. Ve s\u00f6ylene s\u00f6ylene ba\u011flar\u0131n aras\u0131na do\u011fru yolland\u0131.<\/p>\n
Karga Amcam giderayak, \u201cMezarda M\u00fcnker ve Nekir geldi\u011finde de ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylersin\u201d diye seslendi arkas\u0131ndan\u2026 Ama bereket, Erdal\u2019\u0131n dedesi duymad\u0131 ya da duymazl\u0131ktan geldi\u2026<\/p>\n
Amcam\u0131n se\u00e7ti\u011fi kelimeler, hedefini silahtan \u00e7\u0131kan bir mermi gibi delip ge\u00e7iyordu. Bug\u00fcn, burada, kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 suikast giri\u015fimi ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Evet, okul saati yakla\u015f\u0131yordu. Haz\u0131rl\u0131klar i\u00e7in, hepimiz bir bir evlerimizin tutuyorduk. Birazdan bizim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, okuldan d\u00f6necek olan di\u011fer sabah\u00e7\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar da ya\u015fayacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Hani b\u00fcy\u00fcmek ister ya b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ocuklar bir an \u00f6nce, b\u00fcy\u00fckler de i\u00e7 \u00e7ekerek d\u00f6nmek ister \u00e7ocuklu\u011fa\u2026 San\u0131r\u0131m ben hep \u00e7ocuk kalmak istiyorum\u2026<\/p>\n
Ah \u015fu okul denen \u015fey\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yak\u0131nlarda bir yerde, kendisini g\u00fcn\u00fc ayd\u0131nlatma…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":185,"featured_media":9666,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9665"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/185"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9665"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9665\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9665"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9665"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9665"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}