{"id":9642,"date":"2019-12-03T22:08:13","date_gmt":"2019-12-03T20:08:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9642"},"modified":"2019-12-03T22:08:13","modified_gmt":"2019-12-03T20:08:13","slug":"asagiya-tirmanmak-inhiraf","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9642","title":{"rendered":"A\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya T\u0131rmanmak (\u0130nhir\u00e2f)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Cismimin c\u00fcretinin c\u00fcr\u00fcm koydum ad\u0131n\u0131
\nSon \u00f6ns\u00f6z\u00fc yaz\u0131yor ve ithaf ediyorum.
\n\u0130\u00e7imdeki cesetten canl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kan kad\u0131n\u0131
\n\u00d6teliyor kendimden ve itl\u00e2f ediyorum.<\/p>\n

K\u00e2h kabrimin ba\u015f\u0131nda buluyorum kendimi,
\nK\u00e2h kirpik u\u00e7lar\u0131mla uluyorum kendimi.
\nBu \u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm son art\u0131k, biliyorum kendimi
\nSonsuzlukla son defa itilaf ediyorum.<\/p>\n

Bir musalla ta\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6p\u00fcp \u00f6len yan\u0131m\u0131
\nYarasalardan \u00f6nce emdim kendi kan\u0131m\u0131
\nBenim i\u00e7in \u00f6lmekti ya\u015faman\u0131n tan\u0131m\u0131
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc ben \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcm itiraf ediyorum.<\/p>\n

Cinayete bula\u015f\u0131p her cinnet ata\u011f\u0131nda
\nCesetler topluyorum cehennem yata\u011f\u0131nda
\n\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fcyen bir sefilim bu hayat bata\u011f\u0131nda,
\nSoyundu\u011fum bedenden, istihf\u00e2f ediyorum.<\/p>\n

Tabutumu ta\u015f\u0131rken titredim her bat\u0131nda,
\n\u00c2yetlerden kovuldum yine Tanr\u0131 kat\u0131nda
\nYalvarmak yazm\u0131yordu yeralt\u0131 l\u00fcgatinde
\nKutsal\u0131ma k\u00fcfredip inhir\u00e2f ediyorum.
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc ben \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcm; itiraf ediyorum.<\/p>\n

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\u0130nhir\u00e2f: E\u011filim, sapma (yan delilik)
\n\u0130stihf\u00e2f: A\u015fa\u011f\u0131lama, hor g\u00f6rme, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00f6rme<\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Cismimin c\u00fcretinin c\u00fcr\u00fcm koydum ad\u0131n\u0131 Son…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":9643,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9642"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/12"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9642"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9642\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9642"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9642"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9642"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}