\u00c2\u015f\u0131ks\u0131n i\u015fte! Bal gibi \u00e2\u015f\u0131ks\u0131n. \u0130nk\u00e2r etmen neyi de\u011fi\u015ftirecek, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak kime neyi kan\u0131tl\u0131yorsun? A\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n geceleri sadece sen biliyorsun diye, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc m\u00fcs\u00fcn s\u00f6ylesene!<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7inde bo\u011fuldu\u011fun o koca denizi senin g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n doldurmad\u0131 m\u0131? G\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz, ac\u0131nas\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyeyim diye kahkahalar atm\u0131yor musun? \u00d6ld\u00fcn, sen biliyorsun bunu sadece evet! Peki, kime ne faydas\u0131 var s\u00f6ylemedi\u011finin!<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan i\u00e7ece\u011fi kanl\u0131 zehri kendi elleriyle haz\u0131rlar m\u0131?<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan en ac\u0131l\u0131 ve zehirli han\u00e7eri elleri aras\u0131na al\u0131r da kendi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne saplar m\u0131?<\/p>\n
\u015eeker Han\u0131m; ac\u0131n\u0131n tarifini o ac\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ekmeyen yapamaz. Senin ac\u0131n\u0131, senin \u00e7ekti\u011fin ac\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ekmeyen anlamaz. Senin gururun yok san\u0131yorlar; var, senin kalbin ac\u0131maz san\u0131yorlar; ac\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Senin g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n yok zannediyorlar; sen de a\u011flars\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Senin ate\u015fin s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f de\u011fil; belki en \u00e7ok sen yanars\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Biliyorsun; \u015fiddetle sevdi\u011fin her ne ise, hak etmiyor hissetti\u011fini. Y\u00fcre\u011findeki o devasa yang\u0131n, eksik sevilmeden. Ama ne geliyorsa elinden yapt\u0131n, sevilmek i\u00e7in. Ne tuhaf de\u011fil mi \u015eeker Han\u0131m; sen de sevemiyorsun seni \u00e7ok seveni.<\/p>\n
Ka\u00e7\u0131p duruyorsun, susup uzakla\u015f\u0131yorsun.<\/p>\n
\u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00fcyorsun ya\u015famak isteyeni\u2026<\/p>\n
Sevmek en \u00e7ok insanlara basit geliyor oysa. Ya\u015famak denilen meselenin i\u00e7inde en az yeri sevgi kapl\u0131yor. Bazen hi\u00e7 umursanm\u0131yor hatta bir tatl\u0131 s\u00f6z, bazen hi\u00e7 \u00f6nemsenmiyor bir ufak bak\u0131\u015f. Ne kadar de\u011ferli oldu\u011funu unuttuk kalbin. \u0130nsan denen yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir mekanizmadan ne ay\u0131r\u0131r; unuttuk. Unutulmu\u015f eskiler aras\u0131na, maalesef sevgiyi de biz, kendi ellerimizle koyduk.<\/p>\n
Sen yapam\u0131yorsun bunu \u015eeker Han\u0131m. Senin i\u00e7in en \u00f6nemli mesele sevmek, gerisi as\u0131l hissedilmesi gerekeni; \u201cSevgiyi\u201d s\u00fcsleyen ufak yap\u0131 ta\u015flar\u0131. Senin i\u00e7in h\u00e2l\u00e2 b\u00f6yle; sevecek insan kalmam\u0131\u015f olsa bile.<\/p>\n
Biliyorum, Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n her insana bir hediye verdi\u011fine inan\u0131yorsun. Belki \u00f6d\u00fcl olarak g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bu \u201c\u015eey\u201dler; lanetleridir insanlar\u0131n. \u0130nsanlar kendilerine verilen hediyeler i\u00e7inde cefa \u00e7ekerler. \u0130nsanlar kendi cennetleri i\u00e7inde yanarlar. Senin cennetin kalbin, senin cennetin kalbin ve sana ait bu kalp; senin en b\u00fcy\u00fck cehennemin!<\/p>\n
Bir serseri \u00e7ukur i\u00e7inde \u00f6\u011frendin yanmak ne demek. Bir sonsuz umut i\u00e7inde kap\u0131ld\u0131n bir \u00e7ift g\u00f6ze; \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bildin de bile bile y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcn, kanaya kanaya y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcn seni sars\u0131p solduran ate\u015fin i\u00e7ine. I\u015f\u0131k zannediyorsun, etme; yakacak seni!<\/p>\n
Sen hi\u00e7 dinlemedin ki beni\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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