{"id":9598,"date":"2019-11-03T19:21:16","date_gmt":"2019-11-03T17:21:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9598"},"modified":"2019-11-03T19:21:16","modified_gmt":"2019-11-03T17:21:16","slug":"bekleyen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9598","title":{"rendered":"Bekleyen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00fcm insanlara anlat;<br \/>\nA\u015fk be\u015f vakittir.<br \/>\nKelimelerin har\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fime uzat;<br \/>\nPervane d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn sise, kaybolsun nizam,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcls\u00fcn as\u0131rl\u0131k efsun, vakit tamam.<br \/>\nYak beni, kaybet, mecnun et, arat\u2026<br \/>\nYokta me\u015fgul et, varda i\u015fgale u\u011frat.<br \/>\nDe\u011fi\u015fen manalar\u0131mla gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6\u011fe uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hoyrat avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda<br \/>\nYetim g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerimi sakl\u0131yorum.<br \/>\nT\u00fcrk\u00fcler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, mahrem ve m\u00fcnzevi.<br \/>\nHer sevdan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131k, sonu belli.<br \/>\nHudutsuz bu hasrette can yitik, sevgili;<br \/>\nN\u2019olur mesafe koyma aram\u0131za,<br \/>\nS\u00f6nen ate\u015fimle gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Sen ta\u015f\u0131yorsun umudun k\u0131vrak s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imde ve d\u0131\u015f\u0131mda sen ya\u015f\u0131yorsun.<br \/>\n\u0130nsanlara renk g\u00f6zlerin, yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015fa ahenk\u2026<br \/>\nMenziller tutamaz seni,<br \/>\nS\u0131n\u0131r tan\u0131maz bir co\u011frafya y\u00fcre\u011fin.<br \/>\nEn ayd\u0131nl\u0131k yeridir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sendeki ma\u011fara<br \/>\nZamana \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn umut \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nK\u0131r\u0131lan putlar\u0131mla gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Akl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc seviyorum,<br \/>\nG\u00f6nl\u00fcme vuru\u015funu her han\u00e7erde\u2026<br \/>\nAynalar dizilmi\u015f i\u00e7ime perde perde;<br \/>\nNe yana d\u00f6nsem a\u015fk,<br \/>\nNereye baksam sen\u2026<br \/>\nVe kalbinle kalbim aras\u0131nda d\u00f6n\u00fcyor d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nG\u00f6\u011fe varan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131mla gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imin putlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131kar sesin.<br \/>\nYalana d\u00fc\u015fsem, s\u00eegaya sen \u00e7ekersin.<br \/>\nZaman ge\u00e7er, takvimler eskir, uslan\u0131r fikir;<br \/>\nY\u00fcre\u011fimin p\u0131nar\u0131nda \u00e7a\u011flayan sensin.<br \/>\nS\u0131lam sensin, hasretim sen,<br \/>\nZindan\u0131ms\u0131n sevgili, h\u00fcrriyetim sen\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00f6n\u00fcl gurbetinde yanarken ben<br \/>\nEn kuytu yaln\u0131zl\u0131klarda<br \/>\nKuruyan \u0131rmaklar\u0131mla gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Kafda\u011f\u0131 gibi<br \/>\nBilinmez bir da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda<br \/>\nVe hep k\u0131rk ya\u015f\u0131nda\u2026<br \/>\nAkreple yelkovan aras\u0131nda,<br \/>\n\u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fe t\u0131rmand\u0131\u011f\u0131 o ho\u015flukta<br \/>\nKoydum g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc n\u00e2r a\u011fac\u0131na.<br \/>\nSa\u011fanak ya\u011fmurlar\u0131mla gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Namlular kalbine dayanm\u0131\u015f mazlumlar\u0131n,<br \/>\nDerin bir h\u00fczne g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyor h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7ocuklar.<br \/>\nKederden bir g\u00f6k \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczde,<br \/>\nSo\u011fuk g\u00f6lgesi d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kalbimize silahlar\u0131n;<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcyorum!<br \/>\nBir yan\u0131 hep \u00f6ks\u00fcz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n;<br \/>\nRenginden vuruluyor insanlar,<br \/>\nSesinden vuruluyor\u2026<br \/>\nKorkuyorum!<br \/>\nHep yetim hep garibim bu bo\u015flukta.<br \/>\nY\u0131k\u0131lan surlar\u0131mla gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Bilmem \u00fclkemin da\u011flar\u0131na bahar gelir mi?<br \/>\nG\u00fcn olur bu b\u00fcy\u00fcyen karanl\u0131k g\u00fcne\u015fe yenilir mi?<br \/>\nMenek\u015feler yeniden kokar m\u0131 bozk\u0131r\u0131mda?<br \/>\nYola d\u00fc\u015fmeden biz, yol bize d\u00fc\u015fer mi?<br \/>\nBin geceyi g\u00fcne \u00e7evirdi\u011fin gibi<br \/>\nD\u00f6nd\u00fcr yine g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcn mahpus rengini.<br \/>\nBir kez olsun S\u00fcha ol ak\u015fam\u0131ma,<br \/>\nSuya doyan topraklar\u0131mla gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0131rak yanay\u0131m visaline erene dek<br \/>\nDikenlerini bat\u0131r, y\u00fcre\u011fimi kana boya,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imin mahzeninde kavrulsun s\u00f6z.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim ikiye b\u00f6l\u00fcns\u00fcn yolunda<br \/>\nVe ge\u00e7sin senden gayr\u0131 ne varsa \u00f6teye<br \/>\nSusup var\u0131lan o a\u015fkta\u2026<br \/>\nBin kere \u00f6ld\u00fcr beni sevgili, bin kere dirilt.<br \/>\nAte\u015f ver yak, suya hasret b\u0131rak,<br \/>\nAk bulutlar\u0131mla gel bana;<br \/>\nBekliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Ben ki sevgili;<br \/>\nHer deminde \u00f6mr\u00fcn<br \/>\nHep ayn\u0131 sevdayla<br \/>\nHep sendeyim, tek sendeyim.<\/p>\n<p>Bekliyorum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ncire ant, zeytine yemin olsun!<br \/>\nDermandan vazge\u00e7tim, derdim yeter bana.<br \/>\n\u201cD\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f O\u2019nad\u0131r\u201d diye verilince emir,<br \/>\nBulu\u015fmak i\u00e7in o g\u00f6lgelik alt\u0131nda<br \/>\nSonsuz dualar\u0131mla gelece\u011fim sana.<br \/>\nBekliyorum&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00fcm insanlara anlat; A\u015fk be\u015f 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