Hastaland\u0131n ya sen, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn yata\u011fa
\nSensiz sapland\u0131m ben kald\u0131m bata\u011fa
\nHani benzetirdin beni bir da\u011fa,
\nDa\u011f\u0131nda bir ceylan olmak istedim\u2026<\/p>\n
Seninle bil ki ben, bildim d\u00fcnyay\u0131,
\nSeninle dokudum, \u00f6rd\u00fcm h\u00fclyay\u0131,
\nKalbinin i\u00e7inde g\u00f6rd\u00fcm simyay\u0131,
\nNe olur b\u0131rakma, kalmak istedim.<\/p>\n
Bazen k\u0131rar y\u0131kard\u0131 bir tek s\u00f6z\u00fcn,
\nFakat sanki melekti kalbin, \u00f6z\u00fcn,
\nMasumca bakarken g\u00f6z\u00fcme g\u00f6z\u00fcn,
\nO g\u00f6z bebe\u011finde donmak istedim\u2026<\/p>\n
Aylar var, y\u0131llar var, bir tek sen yoksan,
\nBa\u015fkas\u0131nda pek yok, ya bende \u00e7oksan?
\n\u015eimdi tekrar co\u015fup, i\u00e7ime aksan…
\nZihnime bak\u0131p da g\u00f6rmek istedim.<\/p>\n
Yavrular\u0131m\u0131z var, dur gitme, \u00f6lme!..
\nGoncaya doymayan g\u00fcl gibi solma.
\nAzrail gelince kimsesiz kalma,
\nTek elinden seni, almak istedim\u2026<\/p>\n
Sen gittin, \u00e7ocuklar oldu peri\u015fan.
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015fmaz o\u011flumuz tembeldir inan,
\nK\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z hep h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n durmuyor bir an.
\nBen senin h\u00e2lini sormak istedim.<\/p>\n
Hayatta bir vefa g\u00f6rmedin benden,
\nBir tatl\u0131 kelime bekledin dilden,
\nSanki birden tekdir g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00e7e elden,
\nHer \u015feyin fark\u0131na varmak istedim.<\/p>\n
Allah\u2019t\u0131r \u015fahidim, ettim, eyledim.
\nBelki hep seni k\u0131rd\u0131m, kem s\u00f6yledim.
\nYavand\u0131 bu g\u00f6nl\u00fcm, sende yaylad\u0131m,
\n\u015eimdi kar ya\u011f\u0131yor, donmak istedim.<\/p>\n
Masamda kitaplar, y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 kald\u0131,
\nKom\u015fular d\u00fcn gece her \u015feyi ald\u0131,
\nMemurlar bu sabah kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131,
\nOnlara haczolup gitmek istedim.<\/p>\n
Yine temizlik yap, ak\u015fama kadar,
\nOlsa da olmasa da hepsi kader…
\nTozlu raflara bakt\u0131k\u00e7a hep keder,
\nDoluyor i\u00e7ime, silmek istedim.<\/p>\n
Bir an bedenimi terk edip, att\u0131m;
\nSensizli\u011fi mutlak h\u00e2liyle tatt\u0131m
\nKavuran ac\u0131m\u0131 ruhuma katt\u0131m
\nD\u00fcnyama h\u0131zl\u0131ca d\u00f6nmek istedim.<\/p>\n
Pi\u015fman\u0131m desem de d\u00f6n\u00fclmez geri,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn sevdada yok mudur yeri?
\nEy tek sevab\u0131m benim, \u015eirin Peri!
\n\u201cSeni seviyorum\u201d demek istedim\u2026<\/p>\n
Ey Sevgilim, Can\u0131m, Biricik\u2019imdin
\nNerelerden koptun, g\u00f6nl\u00fcme girdin
\nDoymadan sana ben, u\u00e7ma\u011fa vard\u0131n.
\nBir i\u00e7re binler kez \u00f6lmek istedim…<\/p>\n
\u015eiirdir abartm\u0131\u015f, yazm\u0131\u015f deseler,
\nYa benim gibi onlar da sevseler?..
\n\u0130nan\u00e7ta yeri yok diye, bilseler,
\nBelki bir g\u00fcnah \u00e7\u0131kartmak istedim…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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