{"id":9494,"date":"2019-09-01T15:45:41","date_gmt":"2019-09-01T12:45:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9494"},"modified":"2019-09-01T15:45:41","modified_gmt":"2019-09-01T12:45:41","slug":"ay-cikmazi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9494","title":{"rendered":"Ay \u00c7\u0131kmaz\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ne oldu\u011funu bilmeyelim.<br \/>\nAy\u0131n co\u011fraf\u00ee konumuna m\u00fcstebit<br \/>\nBir \u015fiir kesbetmek yaln\u0131z mecburiyettir.<br \/>\nAy\u0131n dokunakl\u0131 sessizlik diafonunda<br \/>\nNe kadar i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015fim kald\u0131 diyafram\u0131mda<br \/>\nBilemem.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz g\u00f6r\u00fcml\u00fc\u011f\u00fc diye,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn iki ucundan tutsalar da<br \/>\nAy\u0131n izafesine m\u00fcnferit k\u0131lsalar.<br \/>\n\u00c7ok ki\u015filik yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n aydan berkitildi\u011fi<br \/>\nGeceleri mi var aram\u0131zda?<br \/>\nPeki ben neden i\u00e7im s\u0131ra bal\u0131klama sevdalan\u0131r\u0131m?<br \/>\nKendi izd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc kar\u0131\u015flayacak kadar<br \/>\n\u0130btid\u00e2i miyim?<br \/>\nYoksa m\u00fcbtel\u00e2 olmamdan m\u0131d\u0131r?<br \/>\nHer gece can\u0131 \u00e7ekilen yerlerimden tutulu\u015fum.<br \/>\nBu bir sefarettir ellerim k\u0131ym\u0131klar\u0131na tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015fken<br \/>\nCan pazar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<br \/>\nKa\u00e7 tane s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131m bilemem<br \/>\nYenilmi\u015f yerlerimden.<br \/>\nEzelden midir bir ya\u011fmac\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fer pe\u015fime?<br \/>\nTa\u015f koyar i\u015fime,<br \/>\nYa\u015f koyar g\u00f6z\u00fcme,<br \/>\nPeki ben neden her ba\u015f k\u00f6\u015fede,<br \/>\nKendimi senden az severim?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ne oldu\u011funu bilmeyelim. Ay\u0131n co\u011fraf\u00ee konumuna&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":198,"featured_media":9495,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9494"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/198"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9494"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9494\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9494"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9494"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9494"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}