\u015eimdi ard\u0131ndan bir \u015fiir yakal\u0131m,
\nB\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n izleri unutal\u0131m, atal\u0131m.
\nBeyaz sa\u00e7 tellerin genetik de\u011fil
\nO g\u00fcn g\u00f6zlerinden anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Anlad\u0131m da y\u00fcre\u011findeki yang\u0131n\u0131,
\nS\u00f6nd\u00fcrebilir miyim yoksa da\u011flar m\u0131y\u0131m
\nY\u0131kabilir miyim duvarlar\u0131n\u0131?
\nToplayabilir miyim sonra y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131?<\/p>\n
Bedeninin \u00fcst\u00fcne bir s\u0131va \u00e7ekmi\u015fsin
\nUla\u015f\u0131p ruhuna ac\u0131 vermesin diye hi\u00e7 kimse.
\nBir isyan tutturup gitmi\u015fsin,
\nYan\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015fs\u0131n o yaray\u0131 gitti\u011fin her yere.
\nSigara i\u00e7mezsin bilirim, ama yakars\u0131n her dertten sonra bir \u015fiir.<\/p>\n
Sevsen de s\u00f6ylememi\u015fsin belli,
\nBelki hi\u00e7 sevmemi\u015fsin.
\nPeki hi\u00e7 hissettin mi
\nOrucunu tuttu\u011fun ama hi\u00e7 tatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n anne \u015fefkatini?<\/p>\n
Biraz eski y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131n cesareti olsa,
\nUzan\u0131rd\u0131m sana, kollar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flasan da.
\nBiliyor musun yans\u0131m\u0131\u015f hissettiklerin bak\u0131\u015f\u0131na
\nVe biliyor musun t\u00fcm insanlar k\u00f6t\u00fc de\u011fil asl\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 omuzlar\u0131nda, y\u0131llar\u0131n hatr\u0131na
\nHesab\u0131n\u0131 sorar m\u0131yd\u0131n o kad\u0131na, gelse kar\u015f\u0131na?
\n\u0130ster miydin a\u011flayarak ondan \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu?
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr beni der miydin o \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fin parklara?<\/p>\n
Peki ya kursan kendi park\u0131n\u0131?..
\nD\u00f6\u015fesen i\u00e7ine t\u00fcm kayd\u0131raklar\u0131, sal\u0131ncaklar\u0131.
\nT\u00fcm sal\u0131ncaklar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n o h\u00fczn\u00fc silip atsan.
\nOtursan sal\u0131nca\u011f\u0131na ve ben seni yava\u015f yava\u015f sallasam
\nEn son bir h\u0131zla seni ellerimle g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeki mutlulu\u011funa u\u00e7ursam.<\/p>\n
Nerde bir dertli g\u00f6rsem dokunmak isterim
\nSen de onlardans\u0131n.
\nDaha \u00e7ok \u015fiir yazar\u0131m da sana, okumay\u0131 istemezsin.
\nBu \u015fiiri sana yakt\u0131m, yakt\u0131m seni bu \u015fiirle.
\n\u00c7\u0131k git diye, git ba\u015f\u0131mdan diye…<\/p>\n
Att\u0131m.
\nYakt\u0131m.
\n\u00dcfledim, gitti… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u015eimdi ard\u0131ndan bir \u015fiir yakal\u0131m, B\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":197,"featured_media":9492,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9491"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/197"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9491"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9491\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9491"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9491"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9491"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}