Toprak aynaya dedi ki: \u201c\u0130mreniyorum sana! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kim sana baksa kendini g\u00f6r\u00fcr, bana bakanlarsa sadece beni g\u00f6r\u00fcr.\u201d Ayna topra\u011fa cevap verdi: \u201cEy kara toprak! Ne beyhude bir dertle dertlenmi\u015fsin! Bilmiyor musun, ben bana bakanlar\u0131n bug\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6steririm. H\u00e2lbuki sen, sana bakanlar\u0131n yar\u0131n\u0131ndan haber verirsin.\u201d Bu cevap topra\u011f\u0131n ho\u015funa gitse de tekrar dedi: \u201cBelli ki i\u00e7imi rahatlatmak i\u00e7indir s\u00f6zlerin. S\u00f6yler misin bana, sana bakanlar hi\u00e7 d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakar m\u0131 bana?\u201d Ve ayna topra\u011fa ac\u0131 bir tebess\u00fcmle \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledi: \u201cMerak etme! Bana bakacak y\u00fcz\u00fc kalmayanlar\u0131n g\u00f6zleri hep sana d\u00f6ner!\u201d<\/p>\n
Ahh! D\u00fcnya, terzi d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 gibisin i\u015fte. \u00d6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc veren de elbisesini giyen de sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 savurarak mis gibi kokan, taptaze ilkbahar sabah\u0131nda sal\u0131narak gezen gen\u00e7 de belli m\u00fcddet \u00fczerinde dinlenen de gider. Kal\u0131r m\u0131 hi\u00e7, vakti dolduysa, nefesi bittiyse, bir zamanlar aynalar\u0131 \u00e7atlat\u0131r olsa bile kal\u0131r m\u0131? Kalmaz elbet, kalamaz… \u0130stese de kalamaz. Gelen de gider, giden de yol al\u0131r. Dertlenme kara toprak! Aynaya bakanlar\u0131n hepsini de g\u00fcn gelir al\u0131rs\u0131n koynuna, sarars\u0131n usulca.<\/p>\n
\u00d6rtersin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc, sevenlerini geride b\u0131rakan nice tazecikleri de al\u0131rs\u0131n yan\u0131na, nice gelinleri de balalar\u0131 da al\u0131rs\u0131n. Ne evlatlar verir analar senin koynuna, sev onlar\u0131, iyi bak onlara. D\u00fcnya sahnesindeki son rol\u00fcn\u00fc oynayanlara… Ah! Baht\u0131 kara lakin ba\u011fr\u0131 naif olan kara toprak, halk aras\u0131ndaki \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc son bulanlar\u0131 da al\u0131rs\u0131n koynuna, ger\u00e7ek \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc seyre dalanlar\u0131 da…<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok da uzun olmayan bir zaman dilimi i\u00e7in geliyoruz d\u00fcnyaya, belki de sadece bir ikindi vakti g\u00f6lgeli\u011fi gibi. Ama yine de \u00f6m\u00fcr saatini bo\u015fa harc\u0131yoruz. O \u00e7ok de\u011ferli vakitleri, belki de bir y\u0131l i\u00e7inde kendimizin ve herkesin de unutaca\u011f\u0131 \u015feyleri, kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek ge\u00e7iriyoruz. Bedenimizi hi\u00e7e say\u0131yoruz i\u015fte \u00f6ylesine. Hunharca kullan\u0131p, zarar bile veriyoruz \u00e7o\u011fu kez. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her sabah kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda iyi h\u00fccreler de olu\u015fur k\u00f6t\u00fc h\u00fccreler de v\u00fccudumuzda. Sen hangisini tercih eder ona y\u00fcz verirsen o bitiverir yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda. Endi\u015fe t\u00fcm hastal\u0131klara \u00e7anak tutar,\u00a0 \u201cBuyur gel, m\u00fcsaidim, bu beden sen nas\u0131l istersen \u00f6yle davran\u0131r\u201d der, mesaj verir, haber verir. \u0130yi bilinir ki endi\u015fenin \u00e7\u00f6reklendi\u011fi beden iflah olmaz. Savunmas\u0131z, kimsesiz, direnci d\u00fc\u015fen hastalanmaya ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte tam da bundan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcr ki bir b\u00fct\u00fcn olarak bakmal\u0131y\u0131z can\u0131m\u0131za. Hem ak\u0131l hem de ruh sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za. K\u00f6t\u00fc h\u00fccrelerin, kanser h\u00fccrelerinin h\u0131zla \u00e7o\u011falmas\u0131na meydan vermemeliyiz. Ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 daha di\u015fe dokunur i\u015flere ve duygulara, olumlu g\u00fczel d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere b\u0131rakmal\u0131y\u0131z. Zira hayat g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131p kapay\u0131ncaya dek ge\u00e7ip gidiverir de bakakal\u0131rs\u0131n ard\u0131ndan. Bir g\u00fcn gelir o s\u0131k\u0131 f\u0131k\u0131 dost oldu\u011fun aynalar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek istemezsin, o ilk aklar d\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flamaya g\u00f6rs\u00fcn. Hani o Hazreti \u00d6mer\u2019e \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc hat\u0131rlatan aklar var ya i\u015fte onlar. \u0130\u00e7ine dokunur, bo\u011faz\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenir, \u00f6l\u00fcm gelir akl\u0131na, a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 bozan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n
Yine de ak\u0131llanmaz insan, ders almaz, ayn\u0131 hataya d\u00fc\u015fer zaman zaman. Gereksiz \u00fczer kendini, yorar, h\u0131rpalar. Be\u015fer dedi\u011fin bu i\u015fte.<\/p>\n
Amerika\u2019da bir mezarl\u0131k giri\u015fine not d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fler \u00f6l\u00fcme dair. Hi\u00e7 \u00f6lmeyecekmi\u015f gibi davranmaya dair. \u015e\u00f6yle der giri\u015fteki tabelada: \u201cBu mezarl\u0131k, hayatta iken d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ancak kendileri d\u00fcmende bulundu\u011fu m\u00fcddet\u00e7e y\u00fcr\u00fcyece\u011fine inanm\u0131\u015f insanlarla dolu. Onlar d\u00fcnyay\u0131 \u00e7oktan terk ettiler fakat d\u00fcnya h\u00e2l\u00e2 y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam ediyor.<\/p>\n
Heyhat! D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsene arkada\u015f, sen olsan da d\u00f6ner bu d\u00fcnya sen olmasan da. \u00c7ok sevenlerin bile en fazla \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f ay, bilemedin bir y\u0131l, \u00a0a\u011flar, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Sonra onlar da ayak uydurur bu d\u00f6nen \u00e7arka, o k\u0131yamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n bile, ailen, e\u015fin, kar\u0131n, kocan bile hat\u0131ralar ar\u015fivine atarlar seni. Tozlu resim alb\u00fcmlerinde yerini al\u0131rs\u0131n sen de.<\/p>\n
Buna ra\u011fmen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor muyuz ki hi\u00e7?<\/p>\n
Biz mi d\u00fcnyay\u0131 s\u0131rtlanmal\u0131y\u0131z o mu bizi s\u0131rtlamal\u0131 diye. Su \u00fcst\u00fcne yaz\u0131 yazarm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na kap\u0131l\u0131p gidiyoruz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcne de ta\u015f\u0131r\u0131z zannediyoruz o koca yuvarla\u011f\u0131. Kolay olur diyoruz, diyoruz da ak\u0131l etmeye f\u0131rsat bile bulam\u0131yoruz. Ne ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlayabiliyoruz, ne de huzurun muhte\u015fem kokusunu i\u00e7imize \u00e7ekebiliyoruz. Ad\u0131na ya\u015famak diyoruz, \u00f6yle de ya\u015f\u0131yoruz ne hikmetse.<\/p>\n
Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir talebesi bir b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ziyarete gider. \u201cBana nasihat et!\u201d der. Buyurur ki: \u201cBir kar\u0131nca vard\u0131. Yaz\u0131n taneleri toplar, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n yerdi. Birg\u00fcn toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 taneyi yemek \u00fczerine a\u011fz\u0131na ald\u0131. Tam da bu s\u0131rada gelen bir ku\u015f onun a\u011fz\u0131ndaki taneyi kapt\u0131. Kar\u0131nca toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yiyemedi. Ve emeline kavu\u015famad\u0131. D\u00fcnyada insanlar da b\u00f6yledir i\u015fte. Mal ve servet toplarlar. Ondan ya ba\u015fkalar\u0131 al\u0131p t\u00fcketir ya da \u00f6l\u00fcm ku\u015fu gelip o kimseyi al\u0131r da d\u00fcnyadaki emeline kavu\u015famaz. H\u00e2l b\u00f6yle olunca da d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6n\u00fcl vermemeli, ahiret i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlanmal\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ne \u00e7ok \u00f6rne\u011fi vard\u0131r bu durumun \u00e7evremizde. \u0130nsanlar u\u011fra\u015f\u0131r, didinir, mal m\u00fclk servet edinir de, yiyemeden, ya\u015fayamadan, rahat edemeden geliverir \u00f6l\u00fcm ku\u015fu. \u00dczerine titredi\u011fi mallara ya evlatlar\u0131 konar, satar, payla\u015f\u0131r. Ya da kimsesi yoktur, akrabalar\u0131na gider toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 mallar. \u0130\u015fte onun i\u00e7indir ki miras olarak biriktirdi\u011fin \u015feyler hep ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131nd\u0131r unutma. Kalmaz sana da sultan S\u00fcleyman\u2019a kalmayan. Senin olan sadece giderken sar\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n iki metrelik bembeyaz kefenindir.<\/p>\n
Uyan art\u0131k ey nefis, silkelen, kendine gel, uyan!<\/p>\n
Seni ayakta tutmaya yetecek denli g\u00fczelliklerle dolu bir ya\u015fam s\u00fcrmeni dilerim, der Aborjinler dualar\u0131nda. Ve devam ederler:<\/p>\n
Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131na sahip olmana yetecek denli g\u00fcne\u015f diliyorum.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcne\u015fi daha \u00e7ok sevmene yetecek denli ya\u011fmur diliyorum.<\/p>\n
Ruhunu canl\u0131 tutmaya yetecek denli mutluluk diliyorum…<\/p>\n
Ne huzurlu duad\u0131r ki ruhunu canl\u0131 tutmaya yetecek denli mutluluk dilemek. Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131na yetecek denli g\u00fcne\u015f dilemek. S\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr, ifrata da l\u00fczum yoktur tefrite de. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn de\u011fil midir ki d\u00fcnya? D\u00fcn, bug\u00fcn, yar\u0131n diye.<\/p>\n
Ve unutma, \u015fah da piyon da ayn\u0131 kutuya konur oyun bitince.<\/p>\n
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