Bir gazete haberini, k\u00f6\u015fe yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, reklam\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7 kez okursunuz? Bir mi, iki mi, \u00fc\u00e7 m\u00fc? Ben o haberleri, reklamlar\u0131, k\u00f6\u015fe yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 hatta dipnotlar\u0131n\u0131 bile ezberleyinceye kadar okurdum. Niye mi? Anlatay\u0131m.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn hemen yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda,\u00a0 kuzeybat\u0131 y\u00f6n\u00fcnden do\u011fuya do\u011fru Malatya-Ankara kara yolu ge\u00e7mekteydi. Yola bakan ilkokulumuzdan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f zili ile birlikte k\u0131zl\u0131 erkekli b\u00fct\u00fcn arkada\u015flar\u0131m evlerine da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rlarken ben asfalta ko\u015fard\u0131m. Darende taraf\u0131ndan asfalt\u0131n k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcze geli\u015f y\u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7ok keskin bir viraj vard\u0131. O taraftan gelen ara\u00e7lar ki daha \u00e7ok kamyonlar, tek t\u00fck Anadolu taksiler ve ikindi vaktinden sonra ise do\u011fu illerine gidecek otob\u00fcsler, o virajda mecburen yava\u015flayarak ge\u00e7erlerdi.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Otob\u00fcslerin camlar\u0131 da eski belediye otob\u00fcslerininki gibi s\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc idi. Asfalt\u0131n kenar\u0131nda saatlerce oturur, viraj\u0131 d\u00f6nen otob\u00fcslere iki elimi gazete okuyormu\u015f gibi a\u00e7arak yolculardan gazete atmalar\u0131n\u0131 beklerdim. Eskimeye y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f siyah \u00f6nl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde beyaz yakal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n sallan\u0131p durmas\u0131na ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmezdim. Bazen g\u00fcnlerce bekledi\u011fim olsa da hi\u00e7 olmazsa haftada bir veya iki gazete par\u00e7as\u0131 at\u0131l\u0131r, r\u00fczg\u00e2rda u\u00e7u\u015fan gazeteleri toplar ve is kokan lamban\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda okur, okurdum.\u00a0 \u00c7ok defa okudu\u011fum gazeteler kuca\u011f\u0131mda uyudu\u011fumu hat\u0131rlar\u0131m,\u00a0 anam\u0131n beni gazeteler ile yer yata\u011f\u0131na yat\u0131r\u0131p \u00fczerimi eline ge\u00e7en ne varsa \u00f6rtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc… Taka bozmas\u0131 penceremizin camlar\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 yoktu. O k\u0131sm\u0131, ak\u015famlar\u0131 ayazda i\u00e7i ot dolu yast\u0131klarla s\u0131k\u0131ca kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirim babam\u0131n\u2026 Ak\u015famlar\u0131 tezek yanan soban\u0131n etraf\u0131nda kom\u015fu kad\u0131nlar, ellerinde i\u011f ile kimisi y\u00fcn e\u011firir kimileri de bez, \u00e7aput, eski fistanlar\u0131 keserek ip e\u011firir gibi onlar\u0131 da yumak yumak toplarlard\u0131. Y\u00fcn ipler beyaz, di\u011fer \u00e7aput k\u0131sm\u0131 ise reng\u00e2renk olurdu. \u0130ki odal\u0131 evimizin oturma odas\u0131 olarak kullan\u0131lan oda duvar\u0131nda, Hz. Ali’nin insan\u0131n i\u00e7ini delen kara g\u00f6zleri ile resmedilmi\u015f kilim as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. Odan\u0131n neresine otursam o g\u00f6zlerin beni takip etti\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Yerde ise Culfa’n\u0131n \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bez kilimlerimiz vard\u0131. Biraz durumu iyi olan hanelerde ise duvarlarda hal\u0131 as\u0131l\u0131 olurdu. Daha \u00e7ok misafir odalar\u0131nda\u2026 Culfa ayda en az iki kere k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcze u\u011frar, kad\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n e\u011firdi\u011fi bez par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 toplar,\u00a0 kilim olarak \u00f6rerek birka\u00e7 hafta sonra getirirdi. \u00dccretini de bu\u011fday, arpa, yumurta, ya\u011f ne bulursa onunla tahsil ederdi. Para m\u0131? O, kad\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bildi\u011fi, g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir nesne de\u011fildi.\u00a0 Kendi halinde, sessiz, tebess\u00fcm\u00fc eksik olmayan ablak y\u00fcz\u00fc ile onu her geli\u015finde ilgiyle izlerdim. Boz e\u015fe\u011fini yede\u011fine al\u0131r, aheste aheste y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onun o sakinli\u011fi benim \u00e7ocukluk tela\u015f\u0131mla \u00f6rt\u00fc\u015fmedi\u011finden midir nedir, bende derin izler b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 G\u00fcz g\u00fcnlerinin yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaprak ku\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n geli\u015finden anlard\u0131k. Bizim Culfa gibi yaprak ku\u015flar\u0131 da geni\u015f kanatlar\u0131yla havada sanki hareket etmiyorlarm\u0131\u015f gibi s\u00fcz\u00fclerek geceyi ge\u00e7irecek bir a\u011fa\u00e7 ararlard\u0131. Culfa da \u00f6yle. Ger\u00e7i onun s\u0131cak bir yuva aramas\u0131na gerek yoktu. O her zaman bizim misafirimiz olurdu. Babam\u0131n ona yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r \u015fakalara bile g\u00fcler, sakinli\u011fini hi\u00e7 bozmazd\u0131. Yeme\u011fini yerken bile onun acele etti\u011fine hi\u00e7 \u015fahit olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0 Yine bir ak\u015fam\u00fczeri sofraya ba\u011fda\u015f kurmu\u015f yeme\u011fimizi yerken \u015fu an hat\u0131rlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m biri (ev horantas\u0131ndan biri de\u011fildi.) Culfa’ya d\u00f6n\u00fcp, \u2018\u2018A\u011fam, niye hep burada, Hac\u0131 \u00d6mer A\u011fam\u0131n evinde misafir oluyorsun da ba\u015fka evlere gitmiyorsun?\u2019\u2019 Culfa elindeki tahta ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bulgur pilav\u0131na saplayarak omuzlar\u0131n\u0131 dikle\u015ftirdi ve:<\/p>\n
\u2018\u2018Ekme bitmeyen yere,
\nDikme tutmayan yere,
\nAyaklar gider mi hi\u00e7
\nG\u00f6n\u00fcl gitmeyen yere\u2019\u2019 dedi.<\/p>\n
Babam rahmetli kalkt\u0131, Culfa\u2019n\u0131n ellerini ellerinin aras\u0131na ald\u0131, dostlukla s\u0131kt\u0131. Sonra o densizlik edene \u2018\u2018Ald\u0131n m\u0131 cevab\u0131n\u0131?\u2019\u2019 der gibi bir bak\u0131\u015f f\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131m. Biz b\u00fct\u00fcn horanta iki odal\u0131 evimizin bir odas\u0131nda uyurken Culfa tek ba\u015f\u0131na di\u011fer odada kal\u0131rd\u0131. Ha unutmadan s\u00f6yleyeyim,\u00a0 Culfa onun ad\u0131 de\u011fildi. Bu ya\u015f\u0131ma geldim h\u00e2l\u00e2 onun ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmem. Bizim i\u00e7in ad\u0131 Culfa idi. Gerisi teferruat…<\/p>\n
Sekiz karde\u015fiz.\u00a0 Herkesin kendine g\u00f6re bir i\u015fi var. Kimse yan gelip yatmaya f\u0131rsat bulamaz bu evde. Bir numara b\u00fcy\u00fck olan kendinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck olanlardan sorumludur.\u00a0 Ben o y\u0131l okul tatil olur olmaz \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f tane kuzu, \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f o\u011flak ile bu yaz onlarla beraberim. Anam\u0131n bazlama aras\u0131na o sabah kaynayan s\u00fct\u00fcn kayma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcrmesiyle olu\u015fan az\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131r yola koyulurum. Hayallerimin s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 yoktu o g\u00fcnlerde, kar\u015f\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n yama\u00e7lar\u0131na sal\u0131ncak kurar, bir da\u011fdan \u00f6b\u00fcr\u00fcne \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kararak u\u00e7ard\u0131m, k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7lar gibi s\u00fcz\u00fclerek… K\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7lar benim favori ku\u015flar\u0131md\u0131.\u00a0 \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck diye hayk\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m, daha k\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocuk sesimle. K\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131n havada raks edercesine aniden dal\u0131p y\u00fckselmeleri \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131na \u00e7evirirdi beni. Onlarla ben de havada kavisler \u00e7izer, k\u0131vrak hareketler yapard\u0131m g\u00fcya. O kadar yorulurdum ki \u00e7o\u011fu kez otlatmakta oldu\u011fum kuzular ve o\u011flaklar\u0131 unutur oldu\u011fum yerde uyuya kal\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
R\u00fcyalar\u0131mda bile k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7lar gibi u\u00e7tu\u011fumu hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum h\u00e2l\u00e2…<\/p>\n
Bir de merakla bekledi\u011fim orak zaman\u0131yd\u0131. T\u0131rpan tutacak ya\u015fta de\u011fildim. Babam\u0131n, amcalar\u0131m\u0131n, benden ya\u015f\u00e7a b\u00fcy\u00fck delikanl\u0131lar\u0131n s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam bedenleri ile naralar atarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131, terli terli hemen tarlalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan akan \u0131rma\u011fa dalmalar\u0131n\u0131, kuzular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u0131rmakta y\u0131kamalar\u0131n\u0131, doru at\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fczerine babam\u0131n beni bindirerek \u0131rmakta y\u00fczd\u00fcrmesini unutam\u0131yorum. \u0130\u015fte o g\u00fcnlerden biri daha. Bu g\u00fcn bu\u011fday tarlas\u0131nday\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Ali\u015fan Emmim\u2019 in salavat getirmesini d\u00f6rt g\u00f6zle beklerken, biz yeni yetmeler,\u00a0 terden s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015f t\u0131rpan tutan ya\u011f\u0131z tenli delikanl\u0131lar ve arkalar\u0131nda deste yapan kad\u0131nlar… Sonunda bu\u011fday tarlas\u0131n\u0131n ucu g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Belki bir s\u0131ra daha d\u00f6nerler demeye kalmad\u0131 Ali\u015fan emmim t\u0131rpan\u0131n\u0131n sap\u0131n\u0131 kuru topra\u011fa saplay\u0131p yorgun bedenini de ona yaslayarak;<\/p>\n
\u201cEken bi\u00e7er, konan g\u00f6\u00e7er,<\/p>\n
Cennetin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 Comartlar a\u00e7ar.<\/p>\n
Comartlar demine<\/p>\n
Verelim Muhammed’e salavat!\u201d<\/p>\n
Diye \u00fcnlenince koro halinde kad\u0131nl\u0131 erkekli (tabii ki biz \u00e7ocuklar da dilimizin d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnce) hayk\u0131rd\u0131k:<\/p>\n
\u2018\u2018Sallallahu Muhammed!\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n
Ekme\u011fin nimet diye bilindi\u011fi g\u00fcnlerdi. Sap\u0131n, saman\u0131n, bu\u011fday tanelerinin yerli yerinde oldu\u011fu g\u00fcnler… Yakar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir mar\u015fla harmanlar, sonra sesimizi bir \u0131rma\u011fa katard\u0131k. B\u00f6ylece y\u0131kan\u0131r, tazelenirdik bu b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u00f6zlerin serin sular\u0131nda…\u00a0 Hepimizin, her birimizin i\u00e7imizde bir b\u00fct\u00fcne ait olma duygusu co\u015ftururdu bizi. Bu arada kom\u015fu tarlalarda ekin bi\u00e7enler de duraklad\u0131lar.\u00a0 Ali\u015fan Emmim devam etti:<\/p>\n
\u2018\u2018Er e\u015fk\u0131na, pir e\u015fk\u0131na,
\nK\u00e2be\u2019deki nur e\u015fk\u0131na
\nVerelim Muhammed’e salavat!\u201d<\/p>\n
Yine ayn\u0131 koro, ayn\u0131 g\u00fcr sesiyle devam etti:<\/p>\n
\u2018\u2018Sallallahu Muhammed!\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n
T\u0131rpanlar\u0131na yaslan\u0131p hem biraz nefeslenmek hem de kom\u015fular\u0131n\u0131n ekin bi\u00e7me i\u015fini \u015fenlendirmek i\u00e7in duraklayan kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z da, onlar da nakarat k\u0131sm\u0131na i\u015ftirak ettiler.<\/p>\n
\u2018\u2018Erin erli\u011fine,
\nHakk\u2019\u0131n birli\u011fine
\nD\u00fc\u015fman\u0131n k\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne
\nVerelim Muhammed’e salavat!\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n
Koro bu defa daha g\u00fcr bir sesle ve kom\u015fularla beraber nakarat k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 tamamlad\u0131lar:<\/p>\n
\u2018\u2018Sallallahu Muhammed!\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n
Bu tarlan\u0131n da ekin bi\u00e7me i\u015fi sonland\u0131. T\u0131rpan\u0131 yere atanlar \u00f6nce \u0131rmakta ellerini y\u00fczlerini ova ova g\u00fczelce y\u0131kad\u0131lar,\u00a0 sonra kavak a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na serilmi\u015f geni\u015f sofraya ba\u011fda\u015f kurarak oturdular.\u00a0 Bizim sofram\u0131z ayr\u0131 tabii ki. Koskocaman tepsi i\u00e7inde bulgur pilav\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine \u00f6zenle yerle\u015ftirilmi\u015f o\u011flak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u00e7im c\u0131z etti. Babam\u0131n benden g\u00f6zlerin ka\u00e7\u0131rmas\u0131ndan i\u015fkillenmi\u015ftim. Bu o mu! der gibi bakt\u0131m. Sustu. G\u00f6zlerim doldu. Y\u00fcre\u011fim burkuldu. Daha d\u00fcn onun pe\u015finden ko\u015fturuyordum. \u015eimdi tepsi i\u00e7inde pi\u015fmi\u015f kelle olarak bana s\u0131r\u0131t\u0131yordu sanki Culfa.\u00a0 Tahta ka\u015f\u0131k elimden p\u0131t diye d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Kimseye hissettirmeden kalkt\u0131m. Yan tarafta ise ka\u015f\u0131k \u015fak\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 bir armoni halinde devam ediyordu. Kay\u0131s\u0131 dal\u0131na as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ayran torbalar\u0131ndan al\u0131nan, s\u00fczme yo\u011furtla yap\u0131lan \u00e7alkamalar bak\u0131r taslarla susam\u0131\u015f bedenlere \u015fifa olmaktayd\u0131.\u00a0 Ben ise bir an evvel g\u00fc\u00e7lenip t\u0131rpanla ekin bi\u00e7ecek hale gelmek i\u00e7in can at\u0131yordum. Kolay m\u0131, sofrada terfi edecektim.<\/p>\n
K\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7lar da \u00e7ekildi art\u0131k. Sonra trakt\u00f6rler, bi\u00e7erler girdi tarlalar\u0131m\u0131za. Kar\u0131nca yuvalar\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131t\u0131p \u2018c\u0131s c\u0131s\u2019 b\u00f6ceklerimizi ezdiler.\u00a0 T\u0131rpanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ald\u0131lar elimizden; mar\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, dualar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, bizli\u011fimizi yere \u00e7ald\u0131lar. Yaz\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnde; yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla, \u00e7aresizli\u011fimizle ba\u015f ba\u015fay\u0131z art\u0131k. Kin tutarak, di\u015flerimizi s\u0131karak bekliyoruz \u015fimdi, sessizli\u011fimizin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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