Her hayat ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde biter daima
\nVe bir giden olur her zaman g\u00f6zleri han\u00e7er!
\nS\u00f6yle Felek Usta, hayallerimi \u00e7alan mevsimler
\nHangi y\u00e2rin g\u00f6zlerinde s\u0131r olup gittiler?
\nBeni mecnun eden \u015fu d\u00fcnya \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcnde,
\nG\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc oynatan ipin ucu nerede?
\nS\u00f6zlerin bitti\u011fi yerdeyim, anlat hadi;
\nBu perdeler ard\u0131nda saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n esrar ne?<\/p>\n
Bir kirpi\u011fin g\u00f6lgesinde uzan\u0131p,
\nS\u0131cak bir g\u00f6zde uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnler yok art\u0131k.
\nEski bir aynada k\u00fcl olurken resimler
\nHer yaradan ge\u00e7tim de usta,
\nBir sevda yan\u0131\u011f\u0131 ge\u00e7medi y\u00fcre\u011fimden.
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcmde eksilirken annemden kalan son bak\u0131\u015f
\n\u00d6\u011frendim, a\u011flamak ya\u015fat\u0131r insan\u0131, g\u00fclmek ziyan…<\/p>\n
Ben ya\u015farken oldu olanlar usta,
\nYa\u015farken vurdu ay \u015faka\u011f\u0131ma.
\nApans\u0131z \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131 masallar, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm
\n\u0130nan\u0131p bir serab\u0131n i\u015fveli karas\u0131na
\nBen ya\u015farken at\u0131ld\u0131m a\u015fk kuyusuna.
\n\u00c7ok zaman sonra anlad\u0131m ki d\u00fcnyada,
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131k daha do\u011fmadan yaz\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131\u015f aln\u0131m\u0131za.<\/p>\n
Her g\u00fczelli\u011fin ard\u0131nda intihar,
\nHer visalin sonras\u0131 kay\u0131p…
\nHi\u00e7bir kalp de\u011fmiyor kalbime art\u0131k,
\nKan\u0131 akmayan yaralar\u0131m var.
\nNereye gidersem gideyim
\nY\u00fcre\u011fim yang\u0131n yeri, g\u00f6zlerim kara
\nDal\u0131p dal\u0131p \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum kordan yang\u0131na
\nSu\u00e7suzum desem bo\u015funa,
\nAffa y\u00fcz\u00fcm yok.
\nSevsem gurbet, ka\u00e7sam hasret,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm yok.
\nHer g\u00fcn bir cenaze kalk\u0131yor y\u00fcre\u011fimden.
\nHep \u00f6len benim usta, hep a\u011flayan ben.
\nS\u00f6yle bana yok muydu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn de bir s\u0131ras\u0131?<\/p>\n
Ah izini bir bulabilsem!
\nY\u00fcre\u011fi umman, g\u00f6zleri \u015fahbaz,
\nKitaplar dolusu, kaleme s\u0131\u011fmaz,
\nS\u0131cak g\u00f6lgesinde sabahlar edilen
\n\u0130nsanlar ya\u015fard\u0131 bu \u015fehirde eskiden.
\nSokaklar dar, g\u00f6n\u00fcller geni\u015f
\nSofralarda kuru a\u015f, umutlar ki yemi\u015f
\nVe sevdalar en g\u00fczel elbisemiz.
\n\u015eimdi nerede o mevsimler usta,
\nNas\u0131l kayboldular b\u00f6yle sessiz…<\/p>\n
Sevmeyi unutmu\u015f bu \u015fehirde
\nYa\u015famaktan yoruldum usta.
\nYoruldum sevda umuduyla avunmaktan.
\nY\u00fcre\u011fim viran d\u00fc\u015flerim hazan
\nZehirli bir g\u00f6lge gibi pe\u015finde hicran
\nNe d\u00fc\u015f kurdu\u011fum g\u00f6k ne do\u011fdu\u011fum toprak,
\nHi\u00e7 bir s\u0131r kalmam\u0131\u015f, \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f her hecem
\nSorular ta\u015f gibi, cevaplar so\u011fuk
\nAnlad\u0131m usta, inand\u0131m, \u00f6l\u00fcm var!
\n\u00d6lenler yeniden do\u011facak; ger\u00e7ek
\nPeki, bizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrenler nereye g\u00f6m\u00fclecek?<\/p>\n
Kafda\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131 bile \u00e7\u00f6zerken insanda fikir
\nBir taraf\u0131m\u0131z tutsak \u015fimdi bir taraf kir.
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 a\u011fartan bu takvimler,
\nYaprak yaprak d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn delilidir.
\nZaman de\u011filmi\u015f usta insanm\u0131\u015f akan,
\nKum saatinin ince belli bo\u015flu\u011fundan…
\nMaziye \u00e7ekip \u00e7ekip yorgun ak\u015famlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131
\nYola atma n\u2019olur su\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,
\nD\u00fcnyada herkes kendinin gurbetidir.<\/p>\n
Vurma art\u0131k g\u00f6n\u00fcl tellerine usta,
\nYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu hayat bizim de\u011fil nas\u0131lsa
\nVe bize ait olmad\u0131 hi\u00e7 d\u00fcnya dedi\u011fin.
\nHep kay\u0131pken sevdiklerimiz
\nVe a\u015fk hep yalanken
\nG\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 bekleme bu \u00f6l\u00fcler \u015fehrinden,
\nYa\u015f\u0131m\u0131z kurumaz olmu\u015f hi\u00e7bir omuzda.
\nT\u00fcm \u015fehir bir a\u011f\u0131t gibi usulca sokulup
\nGe\u00e7erken saatlerin \u00fczerinden,
\nBelki de t\u00fcm insanlar son uykuda.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6lgeler ard\u0131nda sallan\u0131rken \u00f6mr\u00fcm
\nEn harl\u0131 ya\u011fmur \u015fimdi boynumda h\u00fcz\u00fcn
\nHer g\u00fcn aynalarda bir ba\u015fka y\u00fcz\u00fcm
\nBir hayal bile a\u011f\u0131r geliyorken yar\u0131na
\n\u0130nanm\u0131yorum usta,
\nKoca bir \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz oldu\u011funa.
\nYalan\u0131z i\u015fte, t\u00fcm bildiklerimiz yalan
\nBeyhude aratma art\u0131k, gelmez kaybolan.
\n\u0130nsan bir \u00f6l\u00fcr usta, sonras\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm olmaz.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn \u015fu meczup ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131
\nUzat\u0131p bir ta\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcne,
\nUzun uzun yanaca\u011f\u0131m, s\u00f6z.
\nVe son s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc de susup anlataca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Anlat bana Felek Usta
\nKukla m\u0131y\u0131z hepimiz d\u00fcnyada?
\nDedikleri gibi senin ellerinde mi y\u00fcreklerimiz…
\nOyun bittikten sonra
\nBizleri koyaca\u011f\u0131n o sand\u0131kta,
\nSakl\u0131 m\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten her sahnemiz?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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