{"id":9332,"date":"2019-06-03T02:26:52","date_gmt":"2019-06-02T23:26:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9332"},"modified":"2019-06-03T02:26:52","modified_gmt":"2019-06-02T23:26:52","slug":"bir-varmis-bir-yokmus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9332","title":{"rendered":"Bir Varm\u0131\u015f Bir Yokmu\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bir kad\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131yor, yanaklar\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u015feffaf inciler<br \/>\nSessiz veranda da oturmu\u015f.<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131nda bembeyaz aklar,<br \/>\nKar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na s\u00fck\u00fbttalar<br \/>\nG\u00f6zlerinde anlams\u0131z bir ifade,<br \/>\nS\u00f6yleyemedi\u011fi sessiz c\u00fcmleleri var.<br \/>\nZaman labirentinde hapsolmu\u015f duygular<br \/>\nY\u00fcz\u00fcnde \u00e7izgiler, dilinde ahlar<br \/>\n\u00c7orak topra\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f elleri var.<br \/>\nBeli b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, yorgun bedeni<br \/>\nKimsesizlik yakar i\u00e7ini,<br \/>\nHer yan\u0131ndan yaln\u0131zl\u0131k damlar<\/p>\n<p>Bir kad\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131yor, yanaklar\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u015feffaf inciler<br \/>\nZihninde u\u00e7u\u015fan kelimeler,<br \/>\nBir g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcp kaybolan y\u00fczler<br \/>\nKoca bir bo\u015fluk y\u00fcre\u011finde,<br \/>\nDans eder; hayaller ve ger\u00e7ekler<br \/>\nBah\u00e7esinde \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri rengarenk<br \/>\nZambaklar, erguvanlar, s\u00fcmb\u00fcller<br \/>\nGe\u00e7mi\u015fin g\u00f6lgesinde bir \u00e7\u0131nar,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015flerinde eski kalabal\u0131k sofralar var.<br \/>\nMazide kald\u0131 h\u00fcrriyetin sevinci,<br \/>\n\u00d6zlem dolu g\u00fcnler hat\u0131ralar\u0131nda ya\u015far.<\/p>\n<p>Bir kad\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131yor, yanaklar\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u015feffaf inciler<br \/>\nBir yudum sevgiye muhta\u00e7.<br \/>\nRuhu \u00e7ocuk, kocam\u0131\u015f bedeni bitap<br \/>\nVedalar b\u0131rak\u0131r, agusuna derin ac\u0131lar,<br \/>\n\u00c7atlam\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131nda buruk bir tat<br \/>\nGen\u00e7lik bahar\u0131 bitmi\u015f, a\u00e7maz \u00e7i\u00e7ekler.<br \/>\nHercai mevsimler hep k\u0131\u015f, ge\u00e7mez saatler<br \/>\nYa\u015fam ser\u00fcveninin sonu,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm mele\u011fi kap\u0131da bekler.<br \/>\nBir kad\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131yor, yanaklar\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u015feffaf inciler<br \/>\nSessiz veranda da oturmu\u015f,<br \/>\nSeyretti\u011fi manzara ge\u00e7mi\u015fi<br \/>\nBir varm\u0131\u015f, bir yokmu\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir kad\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131yor, yanaklar\u0131nda \u015feffaf inciler&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":182,"featured_media":9333,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9332"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/182"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9332"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9332\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9332"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9332"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9332"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}