Ge\u00e7en on bir ay\u0131n \u00fczerimize \u00e7ekti\u011fi \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc kald\u0131r\u0131p hu\u015fuyla bak\u0131yoruz gelen m\u00fcbarek Ramazan\u2019a. G\u00fcnaha dokunmaktan kararan ellerimizi, bakmaktan yorulan g\u00f6zlerimizi, dalmaktan usanan kalplerimizi y\u0131k\u0131yoruz besmeleyle, bereketin nura kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 kutlu oru\u00e7 \u0131rma\u011f\u0131nda. A\u00e7l\u0131kla terbiye olunan nefsin Allah kat\u0131nda miskten daha g\u00fczel addedilen kokusu doluyor k\u00e2inata. \u0130ftar vaktini m\u00fcjdeleyen ezanla nimetin kadrini idrak etmenin sevinci kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor barda\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdaki suya, taba\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdaki a\u015fa… Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n semay\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatmas\u0131 misali p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l parlat\u0131yor sahurun e\u015fsiz saffeti, karanl\u0131kta kalan evlerimizi. Huzurla \u00e7ekilen yorganlar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan yine huzurla kald\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yor gecenin bir yar\u0131s\u0131, on bir ay boyunca yatmaktan hantalla\u015fan v\u00fccutlar, miskin ruhlar…
\nMecalsiz kalan\u0131n, \u00e7aresizli\u011fin pen\u00e7esinde k\u0131vranan\u0131n halinden anl\u0131yoruz a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve susuzlu\u011fun e\u015fi\u011fine yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a. Sab\u0131rdaki zorlu\u011fu tatman\u0131n zevkiyle t\u00f6rp\u00fcleniyoruz zikir mabedinin \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr basama\u011f\u0131nda. Gayri ahlaki kelamlardan, tav\u0131rlardan, uzak durman\u0131n ve temiz kalman\u0131n gayretiyle cebelle\u015fiyoruz dilimiz ve bedenimizle birlikte. Sesimizi, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, bak\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, duru\u015fumuzu, niyetimizi, amelimizi velhas\u0131l bizi biz yapan her \u015feyi iyile\u015ftirmenin ve g\u00fczelle\u015ftirmenin derdine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz masumane bir dilekle.
\nAylarca yoku\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yuvarland\u0131ktan sonra art\u0131k d\u00fc\u015febilece\u011fimiz ba\u015fka bir dip nokta kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda elimizden tutuyor oru\u00e7, y\u00fcre\u011fimizden \u00f6p\u00fcyor bizi adeta. Cesaret ve \u015fevkle silkiyoruz \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za bula\u015fan tozlar\u0131, s\u00f6k\u00fcp at\u0131yoruz topuklar\u0131m\u0131za saplanan dikenleri, can damar\u0131m\u0131za s\u00fcr\u00fclen \u0131s\u0131rganlar\u0131, i\u00e7imize kadar giren ayr\u0131k otlar\u0131n\u0131… Kald\u0131r\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bak\u0131yoruz a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan yukar\u0131ya do\u011fru, tahmin edebilmek i\u00e7in yeniden tekrar ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z maceran\u0131n endam\u0131n\u0131.
\nDaha ilk ad\u0131mda nefsimiz ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor, yaramaz bir \u00e7ocuk gibi m\u0131zm\u0131zland\u0131k\u00e7a m\u0131zm\u0131zlan\u0131yor. Uzuvlar \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n, kol kanat halsiz bir \u015fekilde yay\u0131l\u0131yor buldu\u011fu ilk bo\u015flu\u011fa. Organlar uzun bir zaman diliminin getirdi\u011fi al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcreli\u011fine de olsa terk etmenin karar\u0131yla adeta \u015fokta. Anlama ve kavrama merkezi olan beynimiz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir sars\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan yeniden denge kurmay\u0131 ba\u015farmakta. Mide kendi \u00e7ap\u0131nda yanmalarla, huzursuzluk zannetti\u011fi ancak ilerde \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrle anaca\u011f\u0131 o garip hissiyatla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131p durmakta. Ve bir imsak vakti at\u0131lan ad\u0131mlarla bu kez yoku\u015f yukar\u0131 iftar vaktine do\u011fru t\u0131rman\u0131lmakta.
\nAylarca kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7almad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kom\u015fusunu hat\u0131rl\u0131yor baz\u0131lar\u0131, kimisi y\u0131llarca selam verip almad\u0131\u011f\u0131 dostunu, arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131, akrabas\u0131n\u0131… Mahallesinde gezinen kedinin, k\u00f6pe\u011fin bir deri bir kemik kalm\u0131\u015f h\u00e2li geliyor kiminin akl\u0131na. Baz\u0131s\u0131 balkona ko\u015fup yem b\u0131rak\u0131yor parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n aras\u0131na, yuvas\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015f ku\u015flar ad\u0131na. \u0130nsan oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rl\u0131yor insan, bir ba\u015fka canl\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hissedebildi\u011fini fark etti\u011fi o efsunlu zamanda.
\nYer, g\u00f6k, deniz, da\u011f, bay\u0131r, ova her ne varsa emre naz\u0131r bekleyen yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar s\u0131fat\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131nda, hepsi de kendi nazar\u0131nda orucun ruhuna sar\u0131n\u0131p, hak olan\u0131n rengine boyanmakta. Zerreden \u015f\u00fcm\u00fbsa, par\u00e7adan b\u00fct\u00fcne, ademden evrene uzanan bu yolculukta Ramazan ay\u0131 \u015fifal\u0131 bir el olup yaralar\u0131 sarmakta, eksi\u011fi tamamlay\u0131p, kusuru kapatmakta mahir bir usta misyonunu \u00fcstleniyor adeta. Oru\u00e7la, o mukaddes r\u00fcc\u00fbya sar\u0131l\u0131yoruz t\u0131rmand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yoku\u015fta. Sendelesek de d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyoruz, k\u0131r\u0131lsak da k\u00fcsm\u00fcyoruz asla. Zira tutunduk\u00e7a oruca daha \u00e7ok tutuluyoruz \u0130slam’a.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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