{"id":9239,"date":"2019-05-02T23:58:54","date_gmt":"2019-05-02T20:58:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9239"},"modified":"2019-05-02T23:58:54","modified_gmt":"2019-05-02T20:58:54","slug":"miran","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9239","title":{"rendered":"Miran"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Batmanl\u0131 Miran. Uzun boylu, esmer, sessiz sakin bir adam. Etliye s\u00fctl\u00fcye kar\u0131\u015fmaz. Batman\u2019\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00f6y\u00fcnde kar\u0131s\u0131 ile mutlu bir adam. Kar\u0131s\u0131 sakin, han\u0131m han\u0131mc\u0131k&#8230; G\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelip konu\u015furken ellerini ovalay\u0131p mahcup bir havada hal hat\u0131r soran k\u00f6yl\u00fc kad\u0131n. Tencere kapak misaliler. Batman\u2019\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, kocaman mutluluklar\u0131 ve hayalleri olan biri onlar.<br \/>\n     K\u00f6y yerindeki bu evlili\u011finde de elbette bir tohumu olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Aile, akrabalar, mahalleli\u2026 Herkes art\u0131k bir \u00e7ocuk vaktinin gelip ge\u00e7ti\u011fini dilden dile yay\u0131yorlard\u0131. \u0130lk olarak arzulanan gebelik, sonras\u0131n\u0131 dedikoduya b\u0131rakt\u0131. K\u00f6y yeriydi, bir adam bu kadar bekler miydi? Bir kad\u0131n\u0131n karn\u0131 bu kadar bo\u015f b\u0131rak\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131? K\u00f6y halk\u0131 karar vermi\u015fti art\u0131k. Kad\u0131n k\u0131s\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7ocuk d\u00f6llemeyi bile becerememi\u015fti.<br \/>\n     Miran, e\u015fini doktordan doktora g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Tetkiklerin, tedavilerin ard\u0131 arkas\u0131 kesilmiyordu. Tedaviye ara vermeden, kar\u0131 koca her kap\u0131y\u0131 t\u0131kl\u0131yordu. Adlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131 art\u0131k, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olmayanlard\u0131 onlar, k\u0131s\u0131r kad\u0131nd\u0131 art\u0131k kad\u0131n, bir \u00e7ocuk d\u00f6llemeyi, bir \u00e7ocuk ta\u015f\u0131may\u0131 becerememi\u015fti. Tedavilerin, tetkiklerin sonucu, kad\u0131nda bir kusurun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steriyordu. Kad\u0131n, anne olabilirdi t\u0131bben ama olam\u0131yordu?<br \/>\n     Aile, akrabalar, mahalleli, k\u00f6y halk\u0131\u2026 Art\u0131k Miran\u2019\u0131n kuma alma vaktinin geldi\u011fini hatta ge\u00e7ti\u011fini dile getirmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Dile getirmek bir yana kulaktan kula\u011fa herkesin dilindeydi o c\u00fcmle: \u201cO do\u011furam\u0131yorsa, kuma al, kuma do\u011fursun!\u201d diyorlard\u0131.<br \/>\n     Miran; sessiz, sakin bir adamd\u0131, k\u00f6yl\u00fcyd\u00fc. K\u00f6yl\u00fcyd\u00fc ama ak\u0131ll\u0131 adamd\u0131. Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 seven adamd\u0131, kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 severken, \u00e7ocuk i\u00e7in kuma almay\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fine ve akl\u0131na yediremedi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc durdu. \u00c7are dedi\u2026<br \/>\n     Bir sabah kalkt\u0131 Miran, ald\u0131 kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na, konu\u015ftu. \u201cSen her \u015feyi yapt\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fumuz olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in, her yolu denedik, sende bir kusur yok, bir de ben doktorlara gideyim, bir de beni tedavi etsinler, belki bende vard\u0131r bir \u015fey\u201d dedi ve ekledi, \u201cSenin \u00fcst\u00fcne kuma alamam ben!\u201d<br \/>\n     Hastane koridorlar\u0131nda tedavi s\u0131ras\u0131 Miran\u2019da idi. Miran; \u00e7ocuk istediklerini, kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n her tedaviye gitti\u011fini, bir kusur \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ama yine de \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131. K\u00f6yl\u00fc adamd\u0131 Miran, utana s\u0131k\u0131la anlat\u0131yordu doktora her \u015feyi, kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc yerde, mahcup ve su\u00e7lu gibiydi dinlerken. K\u00f6yl\u00fc notunu vermi\u015fti ya kad\u0131n\u0131n, y\u00fcre\u011fi burkulmu\u015f, can\u0131 yanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama kocas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. Doktoruna anlatt\u0131 her \u015feyi, doktor art\u0131k bu yolun harita \u00e7izeni oldu, ad\u0131mlar yava\u015f yava\u015f at\u0131ld\u0131, neler yapacaklar\u0131n\u0131 tek tek anlatt\u0131.<br \/>\n     Miran da \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 o hi\u00e7 bilmedi\u011fi yola, ba\u015f\u0131na ne gelece\u011finden habersiz, hay\u0131rl\u0131 bir \u015feyin hay\u0131rl\u0131 sonu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 beklemeye \u00e7oktan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hi\u00e7bir ad\u0131m\u0131 hemen netice vermedi, her \u015fey yeni bir \u015fey i\u00e7in yeni bir ad\u0131md\u0131 ver her ad\u0131m yeni bir dua, yeni bir dilek, yeni bir arzuydu, yine bir i\u00e7ten sessiz sedas\u0131z hay\u0131rl\u0131s\u0131 demekti.<br \/>\n     Miran, en son kendini bir hekimin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, kendinden sebep \u00e7ocu\u011funun olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n c\u00fcmlelerinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda buluverdi. \u0130nsan illa kar\u015f\u0131ndakinin el kald\u0131rmas\u0131yla dayak yemi\u015f olmuyordu. Miran o c\u00fcmleler ile y\u00fcz\u00fcne en a\u011f\u0131r tokad\u0131 yemi\u015fti. Hayat c\u00fcmleler kurduruyordu kar\u015f\u0131dakine ama baz\u0131 c\u00fcmleler de tokat gibi gelirdi s\u00f6z\u00fcn ilgilisine.<br \/>\n     Miran y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama mutluydu. Sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131ndan sebep de\u011fildi hi\u00e7bir \u015fey. K\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011fz\u0131 susturulacak, herkes suspus olacakt\u0131 art\u0131k. Kuma laf\u0131 olmayacak, bir de kuman\u0131n ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmayacakt\u0131.<br \/>\n     Miran cahildi, bilmezdi a neydi, z neyin sonuydu? Uzun boylu, esmer yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir adamd\u0131 Miran. O k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6yde \u00e7ocuk yapmay\u0131 beceremeyen diye ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kan bir kad\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fiydi Miran. Y\u00fcre\u011findeki kad\u0131na ihanet etmeyi bilmezdi. Cahildi ama k\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn laf\u0131na kulak asmayand\u0131 Miran. Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ezdirmeyendi. Bir de beni tedavi etsinler, belki bende vard\u0131r bir \u015fey var diyecek kadar y\u00fcce y\u00fcrekli adamd\u0131 Miran, \u00fcst\u00fcne ekleyip senin \u00fcst\u00fcne kuma alamam diyecek kadar, herkese g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs gerekecek kadar cesaretli bir adamd\u0131 Miran.<br \/>\n     Kad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 sahiplenen Miran, ald\u0131 sevdi\u011fini yan\u0131na, kocaman y\u00fcre\u011fi ile k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn yolunu tuttu. Yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde birbirine emanettiler bu y\u00fczden takdiri g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne b\u0131rakt\u0131lar.<br \/>\n\u0130ki g\u00f6n\u00fclde, dil bir olunca duymaz m\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc?<br \/>\nDua olsun, dilek olsun, istek olsun, arzu olsun, hay\u0131rl\u0131s\u0131 olsun.<br \/>\nG\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn sahibi bu iki g\u00f6nl\u00fcn g\u00fczel niyetini duysun.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Batmanl\u0131 Miran. Uzun boylu, esmer, sessiz&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":19,"featured_media":9240,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9239"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/19"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9239"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9239\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9239"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9239"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9239"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}