Taze bahar havas\u0131 doluyor k\u00e2inat\u0131n g\u00f6z p\u0131nar\u0131na. Ya\u011fmurun g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne vura vura a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor g\u00fcne\u015f ele\u011fim sa\u011fman\u0131n ortas\u0131nda. Bulutlar her an gelebilecek bir sald\u0131r\u0131ya kar\u015f\u0131 teyakkuzda… Kalem k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da hasret, dolunay kumsala, su memba\u0131na…<\/p>\n
Ac\u0131ma yolda\u015ft\u0131r deyip yan\u0131ma ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ne varsa nefesime oturmakta, sesimi kanatmakta. Bin bir emekle, me\u015fakkat i\u00e7inde t\u0131rmand\u0131\u011f\u0131m da\u011f\u0131n zirvesi, \u015fimdi neden bana d\u00f6n\u00fcp y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o vadiyi aratmakta?<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z s\u00fck\u00fbta mahk\u00fbm, kelebek bahara, Yusuf kuyuya… Sesinin \u015fen \u015fakrak g\u00f6lgesinde doldurdu\u011fum tuzlar mataram\u0131 yakmakta. Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir k\u00f6knar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fe sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 o son nokta, meleklerin duas\u0131yla \u0131slanmakta.<\/p>\n
Sevda, anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 gayet g\u00fc\u00e7, zaman\u0131 kaybolmu\u015f t\u0131ls\u0131ml\u0131 bir muamma. Alt\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcml\u00fc bir yolcuyuz i\u015fte o y\u00fczden menzilin ortas\u0131nda kalan bu d\u00fcnyay\u0131 sen de fazla abartma. F\u00e2niyata dair t\u00fcm mevkilerden uzakta az\u0131ks\u0131z at\u0131lsak da maceraya, r\u0131z\u0131ks\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131lmad\u0131k asla.<\/p>\n
Kefeler teraziyi alttan almaktan yorgun, g\u00f6zler g\u00fcne\u015fte kama\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a ruh i\u00e7eri ka\u00e7makta. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc and\u0131ran bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn havas\u0131 nidas\u0131nda hayaller, duva\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131na saklanmakta. Susa susa ge\u00e7iyoruz kelimelerin asil yurdundan.\u00a0 Kirpiklerime dikilen g\u00f6zlerinin kahvesi hep ayn\u0131 s\u0131cakl\u0131kta i\u00e7ime akmakta.<\/p>\n
Irk\u0131n, cinsin, dinin ayr\u0131m kriteri olarak g\u00f6r\u00fclmedi\u011fi co\u011frafyalarda insanl\u0131k h\u00e2l\u00e2 son moda! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hepimizin ortak yan\u0131, bast\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z topra\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda yatmakta.\u00a0 Hepimizin dima\u011f\u0131nda var mutlaka, \u00e7ivisi paslanm\u0131\u015f ve yerinden oynam\u0131\u015f birka\u00e7 k\u0131r\u0131k tahta.<\/p>\n
Sadakat, vefa diye ortal\u0131kta ba\u011f\u0131ranlar\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda ihanetten b\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, rengi solmu\u015f y\u0131rt\u0131k bir torba. Zerre samimiyet bar\u0131nd\u0131rmayan yapmac\u0131k ama gayet de \u015fuh kahkaha. Yahu diyorum nas\u0131l ge\u00e7erdi g\u00fcnler, bunca tezad\u0131n ortas\u0131nda enteresan bir \u015fekilde tenas\u00fcpl\u00fck olmasa.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n boynunda, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 korkulardan onlar\u0131 gece koruyaca\u011f\u0131 san\u0131lan \u00fc\u00e7gen muska. Manas\u0131 bilinmeden bir dizi sessel uyumunun armonisine kap\u0131l\u0131p gidilirken edilen \u00e7ok\u00e7a dua…\u00a0 Cahilleri ikaza yetecek derecede bilinen rutubet kapm\u0131\u015f, \u00fcnlemli c\u00fcmlelerse hutbe makam\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fifa niyetine doldurup gecenin ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na, yudum yudum t\u00fcketmek; suretini yans\u0131tan aynan\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda. T\u0131rnaklar\u0131ndaki \u00e7amur kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0131na, i\u015fe yaraman\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131yla bilsen nas\u0131l minnettar sana.<\/p>\n
Avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda filizlenen g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n bana g\u00f6r\u00fcp g\u00f6rebilece\u011fim en g\u00fczel huzuru ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamakta. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda dolunay\u0131n ak\u015fam sefas\u0131 yap\u0131lmakta. Yanaklar\u0131na kurulan y\u00fczlerce envai sofra aksine a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bast\u0131rmakta; can\u0131ma can, bitapl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma derman katmakta.<\/p>\n
Kaderin \u00f6n\u00fcnde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmeyi bekleyen kaza, el pen\u00e7e divan durmakta. Yan\u0131k g\u00f6n\u00fcllerden \u00e7\u0131kan dualar, ihl\u00e2sla yo\u011frulmakta. D\u00fc\u015fman\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnde kin, kalbinde hinlik mevcutken kap\u0131na dayanmakta bile olsa korkma!<\/p>\n
Rab kuluna \u015fah damar\u0131ndan daha yak\u0131n, kul Rabbine milyon y\u0131l fersah daha uzakta. Ve \u00e7a\u011flar sonras\u0131nda kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda yank\u0131lanan ayn\u0131 m\u0131sra: L\u00e2 tahzen, innallahe me\u00e2na.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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