“Dilde gam var \u015fimdilik, l\u00fctf eyle gelme ey s\u00fcr\u00fbr<\/p>\n
Olamaz bir h\u00e2nede mihm\u00e2n mihm\u00e2n \u00fcst\u00fcne” (Rasih)<\/p>\n
De\u011fil midir ki; d\u00fcnya bir misafirhane, bizler de s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr kervan\u0131n\u0131n mahzun ve sersem yolcular\u0131y\u0131z. De\u011fil midir ki; ezelden ebede uzanan bu yolda, d\u00fcnya; durup dinlendi\u011fimiz bir g\u00f6lgelik bizler de onun pe\u015finde ko\u015fmaktan kan ter i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015f yorgun seyircileriyiz.<\/p>\n
Ne kadar uzun geliyor, oysa 50-60 y\u0131ll\u0131k bir ya\u015fam ortalamas\u0131. Nas\u0131l b\u00fcr\u00fcyor insan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc; d\u00fcnyaya dair arzular, beklentiler, sonu gelmeyecek olan \u00e7abalar, h\u0131rs ve intikam… Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z nefesi verece\u011fimizin garantisi yok iken nas\u0131l da esir al\u0131yor benli\u011fimizi, y\u0131llar sonras\u0131 i\u00e7in tasarlanan planlar. \u00c7i\u011fnedi\u011fi lokmay\u0131 yutamadan \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f binlerce insan varken, t\u00fcketemeyece\u011fi kadar mal m\u00fclk biriktirme sevdas\u0131nda \u00f6m\u00fcr bileti yananlar, ya\u015fam\u0131 heder olanlar…<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131p kapay\u0131ncaya kadar ge\u00e7ti\u011fi rivayet edilen bu faniyata daha ne kadar bel ba\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131z! Daha ne kadar nefsani arzular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in \u015feytan\u0131n ete\u011fine yap\u0131\u015f\u0131p kalaca\u011f\u0131z! S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131za y\u00fcklenen g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n olu\u015fturdu\u011fu kamburu ne zamana kadar g\u00f6rmezden gelece\u011fiz! Ne zamana kadar ilahi emrin uymam\u0131z\u0131 istedi\u011fi re\u00e7eteyi kullanmay\u0131p k\u00f6\u015fede bekletece\u011fiz!..<\/p>\n
Dua etmek i\u00e7in semaya a\u00e7\u0131lan avu\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7i ne zaman kar\u0131ncalanmaya ba\u015flayacak? Ne zaman nedamet dolu h\u00fcz\u00fcn yurdu g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z, yana\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan sa\u011fanak olup ya\u011facak?\u00a0 Elimiz sa\u011flamsa ama d\u00fc\u015fene uzanm\u0131yorsa, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz a\u00e7\u0131k \u015fayet zul\u00fcmlere seyirci kal\u0131yorsa, sesimiz g\u00fcr, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz kavi iken haks\u0131zl\u0131k kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda susuluyorsa d\u00f6n ve sor kendine ey nefsim bunca nimetin hakk\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l verecek, bunca ihmalin vebalini nas\u0131l \u00f6deyeceksin?<\/p>\n
Her ge\u00e7en y\u0131l biraz daha y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze oturan \u00e7izgiler de mi yetmiyor anlatmaya, zaman\u0131n asl\u0131nda kaybolmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131; aksine bizimle birlikte suretimizde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131? Yetmiyor mu her hazan ile \u00f6l\u00fcp, bahar ile tekrar canlanan do\u011fa; \u00f6l\u00fcmden sonra dirilmenin \u015f\u00fcpheye yer b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na? Mart\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131, topra\u011f\u0131n rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve \u00e7imenlerin \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yetmiyor mu fikretmeye; zikrin, her canl\u0131 i\u00e7in hayati \u00f6nem ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131na?<\/p>\n
Akl\u0131m\u0131n deli\u011finde d\u00f6n\u00fcp duruyor \u0130smet \u00d6zel’in anahtar mahiyetindeki \u015fu m\u0131sralar\u0131: “Eve d\u00f6n, \u015fark\u0131ya d\u00f6n, kalbine d\u00f6n…” ki neymi\u015f anlayabilesin erba-\u0131 anas\u0131r\u0131, insan h\u00fcsrandad\u0131r diyen sure-i Asr’\u0131, Musa’y\u0131 ve asas\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi o kum f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ve sonras\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n
Sevmeyi \u00f6\u011fren, aya\u011f\u0131na \u00e7elme takmak i\u00e7in yar\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131 da… Dilerim d\u00fc\u015fme ama d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcysen de affet; telafi edilebilen hatalar\u0131. \u00d6nce kendini ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla ve sonra etraf\u0131n\u0131. Hissetmenin g\u00fczelli\u011fini tat, sevdiklerinle ayn\u0131 duygular\u0131 payla\u015fman\u0131n heyecan\u0131n\u0131…\u00a0 \u0130lim be\u015fikten mezara kadar farz, okumaktan mahrum b\u0131rakma hi\u00e7bir an\u0131n\u0131. Ku\u015flar\u0131n kanad\u0131n\u0131 oku, denizin dalgas\u0131n\u0131, bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n
Olur ya d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcn ac\u0131n\u0131n gamzesindeki deltaya ve batt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e \u00e7\u0131kmak i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n her ad\u0131mda; duy ve dinle, meleklerin yere her bas\u0131\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 efsunlu t\u0131n\u0131y\u0131. Kalbini serin k\u0131l ve zihnini daima kararl\u0131. Mademki ikrar ile iman ettik “ve’l bas\u00fc bade’l mevt”e, mademki talip olduk kedere, eleme, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc eziyete, boyun e\u011fdik “bel\u00e2” dedi\u011fimiz g\u00fcnle birlikte ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za gelebilecek b\u00fct\u00fcn muhtemelliklere. O halde sabret ve Rabbinin h\u00fckm\u00fcn\u00fc bekle.<\/p>\n
Beklerken eve, \u015fark\u0131ya, kalbine d\u00f6nmeyi ihmal etme.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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