{"id":9092,"date":"2019-02-28T00:00:41","date_gmt":"2019-02-27T22:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9092"},"modified":"2019-02-28T00:00:41","modified_gmt":"2019-02-27T22:00:41","slug":"suya-yazilan-mektuplar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=9092","title":{"rendered":"Suya Yaz\u0131lan Mektuplar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Mektup No 4: \u015eiire ve \u015faire, vesaire<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Giri\u015f ya da \u201cDestur\u201d niyetine<\/strong><br \/>\n\u00d6yledir\u2026<br \/>\nY\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n karanl\u0131kla kucakla\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 vakitte, bir \u00e7oban kaval\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f yitik bir a\u011f\u0131da benzerken gece, kadim \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r dokunup as\u0131rl\u0131k bir \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131n kalabal\u0131k dallar\u0131na; <em>\u201ck\u00fcn\u201d<\/em> ile ba\u015flay\u0131p <em>\u201cikra\u201d<\/em> ile devam eden bir gizi f\u0131s\u0131ldar usul usul. Bu\u011fulu sesinin t\u0131n\u0131s\u0131na kap\u0131lan taze tomurcuklar kopar annelerinin \u015fefkatli ellerinden ve yava\u015f yava\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp konar topra\u011f\u0131n bereketli kollar\u0131na. Sis \u00e7\u00f6ker apans\u0131z, bir ya\u011fmur \u00e7iseler ince ince, filizler tomurcu\u011fa, tomurcuk meyveye durur. Bir beden var ederken kendini ba\u015fka bir bedenden koparak, yeni evlatlar do\u011far ye\u015feren dallar\u0131ndan.<br \/>\nKimine <em>\u201ck\u00e2\u011f\u0131t\u201d<\/em> denir, kimine <em>\u201ckalem\u201d<\/em>.<br \/>\nVe ayn\u0131 annenin evlatlar\u0131, bir kez daha bulu\u015fur gizli bir \u00f6znenin h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc g\u00f6lgesinde.<br \/>\nAd\u0131 bir dua ile kula\u011f\u0131na \u00fcflenir.<br \/>\n\u00d6yledir\u2026<br \/>\nParmaklar\u0131 t\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zleri hasret kokan bir uykusuz d\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrken g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti, bir mart\u0131 simidini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcrken denize, su yutarken bir bal\u0131k, bir yaln\u0131z g\u00f6\u011fe bat\u0131r\u0131rken kirpiklerini ve karar\u0131rken g\u00fcn aniden; bir sahil kasabas\u0131 Eyl\u00fcl&#8217;e, Eyl\u00fcl g\u00fcze, g\u00fcz h\u00fczne, h\u00fcz\u00fcn ya\u011fmura d\u00f6ner y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc.<br \/>\nBir ka\u00e7 damla d\u00fc\u015fer k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da, ad\u0131 &#8220;<em>\u015fiir<\/em>&#8221; konulur.<br \/>\n\u00d6yledir\u2026<br \/>\nSpartak\u00fcs&#8217;\u00fcn kollar\u0131nda k\u0131r\u0131lan zincir, ku\u015fat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir kentte dalgalanan son bayrak, Pir Sultan&#8217;a dokunan g\u00fclde diken, K\u0131z\u0131ldeniz&#8217;de asa, Filistin&#8217;de patlamam\u0131\u015f el bombas\u0131yla top oynayan \u00e7ocuk, siperde mermisi t\u00fckenmi\u015f asker, mezarda dua bekleyen \u00f6l\u00fc, ya\u011fmurlu bir gecede bulutlara direnen y\u0131ld\u0131z, \u00e7\u00f6lde vaha, denizde liman, kaleme k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t, k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da derttir \u015fiir.<br \/>\n\u00d6yledir\u2026<br \/>\nBa\u011flamada umudu, rahlede Kuran&#8217;\u0131, ezanda felah\u0131, bir anne duas\u0131nda huzuru aramak, huzuru bulmak, huzuru anlatmakt\u0131r \u015fiir. Bu y\u00fczdendir herkesin ayn\u0131 harflerle ba\u015fka \u015feyler yaz\u0131yor olmas\u0131.<br \/>\nBu y\u00fczdendir herkesin herkese ve her \u015feye dair g\u00f6r\u00fcnmesi.<br \/>\nVe bu y\u00fczdendir herkesin kendine \u015fair g\u00f6r\u00fcnmesi.<br \/>\nOysa hi\u00e7 kimsedir \u015fiir asl\u0131nda ve herkestir \u00e7ok\u00e7a.<br \/>\n\u00d6yledir\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7almayan zil, a\u00e7\u0131lmayan kap\u0131, d\u00f6n\u00fclmeyen yol, kapanmayan yara, \u00f6zlenmeyen dost, bestelenmemi\u015f \u015fark\u0131, bas\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f kitap, \u00f6p\u00fclmemi\u015f dudak, edilmemi\u015f yemin, tutulmam\u0131\u015f s\u00f6z, girilmemi\u015f sokak, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f yoku\u015f, g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015f d\u00fc\u015f ve vakitsiz \u00f6l\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr \u015fiir.<br \/>\n\u00d6yledir\u2026<br \/>\n&#8220;<em>Belki<\/em>&#8220;dir, &#8220;<em>ke\u015fke<\/em>&#8220;dir, &#8220;<em>iyi ki<\/em>&#8220;dir &#8220;<em>olsun<\/em>&#8220;dur ama &#8220;<em>\u00f6yle<\/em>&#8220;dir i\u015fte.<br \/>\n\u00d6yledir\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eiirin \u201c<em>-de<\/em>\u201d hali ya da \u201c<em>ekmek ve su<\/em>\u201d \u00fczerine<\/strong><br \/>\nDediler ki u\u011fuldayan bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r, bardaktan bo\u015fan\u0131rcas\u0131na ya\u011fan ya\u011fmur ve delibozuk bir a\u015fkla sevdas\u0131n\u0131 arayan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015fidir \u015fiir.<br \/>\nDediler ki kirpi\u011fin g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131na temas\u0131, b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir dudaktan d\u00f6k\u00fclen k\u0131rg\u0131n bir \u201c<em>elveda<\/em>\u201d, ma\u011frur bir \u201c<em>git\u201d<\/em> ve yorgun bir \u201c<em>ho\u015fgeldin<\/em>\u201ddir \u015fiir.<br \/>\nDediler ki \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc murat, da\u011f\u0131 Ferhat, a\u015fk\u0131 \u015eems, kuyuyu Yusuf, Yusuf\u2019u Z\u00fcleyha k\u0131land\u0131r \u015fiir.<br \/>\nYoklu\u011fun en saf halini \u00f6zlemin en koyu haliyle ya\u015fatan, k\u00f6m\u00fcr karas\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcnleri s\u00fct beyaz\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlara nak\u015fettirendir.<br \/>\n\u00dczerinden binlerce y\u0131l ge\u00e7mesine ra\u011fmen nesilden nesile aktar\u0131lan bir deyi\u015f, anlat\u0131lan bir sevda, destanla\u015fan bir a\u015fk ve hayat\u0131n ta kendisidir \u015fiir.<br \/>\nEkmek kadar, su kadar, tuz kadar, yana\u011f\u0131ndan gayr\u0131 t\u00fcm evreni b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015febilece\u011fin y\u00e2rin kadar de\u011ferli, u\u011fruna da\u011flar\u0131 delebilece\u011fin bir sevda kadar kutsald\u0131r \u015fiir.<br \/>\nYa da \u00f6yleydi.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kimse \u00f6nemsemiyor gibi nicedir \u0130brahim\u2019i yakmayan nar\u0131n i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e nas\u0131l yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nKimse hissetmiyor gibi k\u00f6r kuyularda sabr\u0131 ilmik ilmik i\u015fleyen g\u00fcl y\u00fczl\u00fc Yusuf\u2019un sabr\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atlatan sabr\u0131n\u0131n kudretini.<br \/>\nKimse tan\u0131m\u0131yor \u015eems\u2019i ve as\u0131l yang\u0131n\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu.<br \/>\nKimse sormuyor Taptuk Emre Derg\u00e2h\u0131n\u0131n ne yana d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc.<br \/>\nKimse bilmiyor art\u0131k memleket meselesi nas\u0131l anlat\u0131l\u0131r \u015fiirle.<br \/>\nVe kimse susuzluktan bitap d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6lecek gibi oldu\u011fumuzu anlam\u0131yor \u015fiirsizlik y\u00fcz\u00fcnden.<br \/>\nNe kadar kalabal\u0131kla\u015f\u0131yorsak o kadar yaln\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131k biz de kendi \u015fiirimizin yar\u0131m kafiyeleri i\u00e7inde.<br \/>\nSesimi duyan var m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Y\u00fcz k\u0131rk karakter \u00fczeri \u015fiircilik ya da \u201c<em>Facebook \u015faircili\u011fi<\/em>\u201d \u00fczerine<\/strong><br \/>\nTam yirmi dokuz harfti asl\u0131nda alfabemiz. Yumu\u015fak olmas\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda dilimizde hi\u00e7bir kelimenin onunla ba\u015flamamas\u0131 gibi bir \u00f6zelli\u011fi de olan \u201c<em>\u011e<\/em>\u201d harfi de d\u00e2hildi bu mevcuda ve hi\u00e7 yabanc\u0131l\u0131k \u00e7ekmedi di\u011fer \u00f6znelerin aras\u0131nda gizli \u00f6zne olarak dola\u015fmaktan.<br \/>\nTam sekiz \u201c<em>\u00fcnl\u00fc<\/em>\u201d harfi vard\u0131 g\u00fczel alfabemizin. \u00dcnleri s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen ama olduk\u00e7a s\u0131radan \u00f6zelliklerini renkli ekranlarda sergileyen son derece \u00fcns\u00fcz ve fakat son derece \u00fcnl\u00fc aday\u0131 insanlardan daha \u00fcnl\u00fcyd\u00fcler.<br \/>\nTam da s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131ktan dem vururken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcverdi t\u00fcm \u00fcnl\u00fclerin \u00fcnleri asl\u0131nda. Benim gibi k\u0131rkl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayan biri i\u00e7in birikebilecek \u00e7ok say\u0131da hat\u0131ra, yeti\u015febilecek \u00e7ok say\u0131da teknolojik geli\u015fme, mektubun faksa, faks\u0131n e-postaya, e-postan\u0131n MSN\u2019e, MSN\u2019in Whatsapp\u2019a, haberle\u015fmenin cep telefonuna, selamla\u015fman\u0131n Facebook\u2019a, bilgi al\u0131\u015fveri\u015finin Twitter denen ileti\u015fim ara\u00e7lar\u0131na ba\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc bir h\u0131zla devrini g\u00f6rebilme l\u00fctfunu bah\u015fetti hayat bana ve bize.<br \/>\nVe tam da o arada \u0131skalad\u0131k hemen arkam\u0131zdan ko\u015far ad\u0131m gelen bir neslin, olmazsa olmaz\u0131m\u0131z olan bir dili nas\u0131l kullan(ma)d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, nas\u0131l yok sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, nas\u0131l \u201c<em>nas\u0131ls\u0131n?<\/em>\u201d temenni i\u00e7erikli sorusunun \u201c<em>nslsn<\/em>\u201da d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve \u015fiir denen o harikulade \u015feyin y\u00fcz k\u0131rk karaktere s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p nas\u0131l karaktersizle\u015ftirildi\u011fini ve bir kenar mahalleye at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gibi sokaklara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcp #\u015fiirsokakta haline getirildi\u011fini.<br \/>\n\u015eiiri sokakta bulan bir neslin a\u015fk\u0131 da sokakta bulunup orada t\u00fcketilip orada b\u0131rak\u0131labilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f olmas\u0131n\u0131n tehlikesini \u0131skalad\u0131k, g\u00f6rmedik, g\u00f6remedik, g\u00f6rmek istemedik belki.<br \/>\nTam da bu y\u00fczden i\u015fte, kimse \u00fc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fiiri kimin g\u00f6zlerine bakarak yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yor.<br \/>\nTam da bu y\u00fczden i\u015fte o an akl\u0131na geleni karalay\u0131p cep telefonuna s\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015f bir d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi an alt\u0131na ili\u015ftirilmi\u015f \u201c<em>be\u011fen<\/em>\u201d butonunun sahteli\u011finden \u00f6teye ge\u00e7emiyor.<br \/>\nTam da bu y\u00fczden i\u015fte bu devir bir Naz\u0131m Hikmet, bu devir bir Necip Faz\u0131l, bu devir bir Yunus Emre, bu devir bir Pir Sultan var edemiyor.<br \/>\nAma olsun, 143 ki\u015fi be\u011fendi \u015fiirimi.<br \/>\nO bana yetiyor.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Yaz\u0131l\u0131 edebiyat\u0131n internete devri ya da \u201c<em>sakatat k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc<\/em>\u201d \u00fczerine<\/strong><br \/>\nBilen bilir, cebinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck not defterleri ve mavi t\u00fckenmez kalemleri eksik olmazd\u0131 bir d\u00f6nem \u015fairlerinin. Baz\u0131s\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 ta\u015f\u0131sa da k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n\u0131 kalemini yan\u0131nda, kocaman parmaklar\u0131m\u0131zla parlak bir ekranda beliren k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck harflere s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131k nicedir sevdalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, \u00f6zlemlerimizi, duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, \u015fiirlerimizi.<br \/>\nBilen bilir \u201c<em>klavyeyle ekrana bakarak \u015fiir yazam\u0131yorum ben, k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t kalem olmadan \u015fiir mi yaz\u0131l\u0131r?<\/em>\u201d ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n el yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n ne kadar g\u00fczel oldu\u011funu ve son birka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r kendi el yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 bile tan\u0131yamayacak kadar teknolojiye yenik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ekranlara parmaklar\u0131yla dokunarak \u015fiir yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nBilen bilir, kareli harita metod defterlerine karalanm\u0131\u015f, sonra b\u00fcy\u00fck bir itina ile tertemiz bir sayfaya yeniden yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015fiirlerin o ma\u011frur ve dik duru\u015funu ve son on y\u0131ld\u0131r kullan\u0131c\u0131 ad\u0131 ve \u015fifreyle girilen sitelerde nas\u0131l da zamana ve onun h\u0131z\u0131na yenik d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc.<br \/>\nBu y\u00fczdendir \u015fiirin boynunun b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, bu y\u00fczdendir y\u00fcre\u011fin k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve sanki bu k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa deva olacakm\u0131\u015f gibi yar\u0131m a\u011f\u0131z dillendirilen \u201c<em>y\u00fcre\u011fine sa\u011fl\u0131k<\/em>\u201dtemennileri.<br \/>\nOysa her \u201c<em>y\u00fcre\u011fine sa\u011fl\u0131k<\/em>\u201d, bir \u00f6nceki sa\u011fl\u0131k dile\u011fini \u00f6teleyen bir hal alal\u0131, \u201c<em>bak \u015fiirini okudum, bize de bekleriz<\/em>\u201d temennisi olmaya ba\u015flayal\u0131 \u00e7ok zaman oldu. \u00c7ok zaman oldu \u015fiirin \u201c<em>okunurmu\u015f gibi<\/em>\u201d yap\u0131l\u0131p \u201c<em>be\u011fenirmi\u015f gibi<\/em>\u201d be\u011fenilmesine. \u00c7ok zaman oldu bir kirpi\u011fe, bir bak\u0131\u015fa, bir al yana\u011fa, bir edal\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fe \u015fiir yaz\u0131lmayal\u0131. Bu y\u00fczdendir \u201c<em>Garip\u00e7iler<\/em>\u201din garip kal\u0131\u015f\u0131, \u201c<em>Be\u015f Hececiler<\/em>\u201din alt\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kmay\u0131\u015f\u0131, i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fumuz y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n kendi \u00fcstad\u0131n\u0131 yaratamay\u0131p sanaldan her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne \u201c<em>\u00fcstad<\/em>\u201d s\u0131fat\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmay\u0131 marifet say\u0131\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nNeyse, ne diyorduk?<br \/>\n\u201c<em>Y\u00fcre\u011finize sa\u011fl\u0131k\u2026<\/em>\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sons\u00f6z ya da \u201c<em>Eyvallah<\/em>\u201d niyetine<\/strong><br \/>\nH\u00e2s\u0131l\u0131, \u00f6z evlad\u0131d\u0131r \u015fiir edebiyat\u0131n; ba\u015fka anneden do\u011fmu\u015f gibi davran\u0131lan.<br \/>\n\u00d6z vatan\u0131d\u0131r bir m\u00fcltecinin; kimli\u011fi ba\u015fka bir \u00fclkenin n\u00fcfus k\u00fct\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde kay\u0131tl\u0131 olan.<br \/>\n\u00d6z ge\u00e7mi\u015fidir bir yaln\u0131z\u0131n; kalabal\u0131klara y\u00fcksek sesle, beraber ve solo halinde okunan.<br \/>\n\u00d6z kayna\u011f\u0131d\u0131r t\u00fcm h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerin; bir m\u0131sra i\u00e7ine bin hasret s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131lan. Ya\u011fmurda da g\u00fcne\u015fte de s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131lacak tek limand\u0131r \u015fiir.<br \/>\nBir bebe\u011fin ilk \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, bir annenin tek evlad\u0131d\u0131r. Gurbette s\u00f6ylenen s\u0131la t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc, duman\u0131nda efk\u00e2r\u0131n da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir sigaran\u0131n ilk nefesi, sevdal\u0131dan gelen bir mektubun a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f zarf\u0131, taze demlenmi\u015f \u00e7ay, yeni a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f bir tomurcuk kokusu, bir sabah vakti dallara d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7iy tanesidir \u015fiir.<br \/>\nBilinmeyen bir diyar\u0131n gizemli haritas\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015f bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn uyurken yorumlanm\u0131\u015f halidir.<br \/>\n\u00c7oktur, heptir, sendir, bendir, bizdir \u015fiir.<br \/>\n\u0130yi ki \u00f6yledir.<br \/>\n\u00d6yledir\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mektup No 4: \u015eiire ve \u015faire,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":9094,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9092"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9092"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9092\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9092"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9092"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9092"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}