{"id":8955,"date":"2018-07-03T22:02:52","date_gmt":"2018-07-03T19:02:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8955"},"modified":"2018-07-03T22:02:52","modified_gmt":"2018-07-03T19:02:52","slug":"intihar-mektuplari-v-kusku","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8955","title":{"rendered":"\u0130ntihar Mektuplar\u0131 V \/ Ku\u015fku"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">&#8211; Belki kente g\u00fcn do\u011far, belki boynum vurulur.<br \/>\nBelki en son sur d\u00fc\u015fer, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm \u015fehriyar olur. &#8211;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">\u015eimdi kim anlayacak, neresindeyim an\u0131n?<br \/>\nKim bilecek takvimin hangi yapra\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcz&#8230;<br \/>\nKim bilecek yelkovan neresinde zaman\u0131n,<br \/>\nAkrebin pe\u015fi s\u0131ra y\u00fcr\u00fcrken gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">Sahi kim anlayacak nereye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nNeyimi g\u00f6recekler hayat\u0131n balkonundan?<br \/>\nHangi \u00e7\u00f6lden yol al\u0131p nereye akt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nOkumak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fcd\u00fcr bir roman\u0131n sonundan?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">Kimse bilmez, i\u00e7imde hangi yang\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fcl\u00fc<br \/>\nYetim kalm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ocuk gibi savrulup durur.<br \/>\nKimse bilmez, \u00e7oktand\u0131r hangi ba\u011f\u0131n b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fc<br \/>\nIslak kirpiklerimde a\u015fkla kavrulup durur.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">Kimse bilmez, k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m her bir resim,<br \/>\nH\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fc anlat\u0131r\u0131m, h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131r bo\u015f \u015fi\u015feler.<br \/>\nKaranl\u0131k bir soka\u011fa yolda\u015f olur adresim,<br \/>\nKokumu hissettik\u00e7e yas tutar fahi\u015feler.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">Bir bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 teknesi ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 toplay\u0131p<br \/>\nDenizi g\u00f6zlerime emanet edip gider.<br \/>\nSay ki kalemim k\u0131r\u0131k, say ki \u00f6zneler kay\u0131p<br \/>\nSay ki \u201cS\u00fcreya\u201d kalkar, ard\u0131ndan \u201cEdip\u201d gider.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201chep terk edilmi\u015f\u201d \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201cal\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u201d denir,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her g\u00fcn bir ba\u015fka adresi bulur ah\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201chep ayn\u0131 yerden a\u015fk\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u201d denir,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc t\u00fcm sevab\u0131ma bedel olur g\u00fcnah\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ilk gen\u00e7li\u011fimi yeni uyutmu\u015f gibi<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r y\u00fcre\u011fimde g\u00f6zleri k\u00f6r bir kumru.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc haram bir lokma \u00e7i\u011fneyip yutmu\u015f gibi<br \/>\nTak\u0131l\u0131r bo\u011faz\u0131ma hasret denilen yumru.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fc k\u00f6r k\u0131lan bir a\u015fk\u0131n sahilinden,<br \/>\nEllerini semaya a\u00e7\u0131p anarlar beni.<br \/>\nVuslat\u0131n haricinden, hasretin d\u00e2hilinden<br \/>\nBir keman\u0131n telinden ka\u00e7\u0131p anarlar beni.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">Belki ard\u0131mdan g\u00fclen t\u00fcm dostlar\u0131ma inat,<br \/>\nKapanmam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zlerim beslemeli sabah\u0131.<br \/>\nBelki yepyeni bir g\u00fcn bekliyorken k\u00e2inat,<br \/>\nSimsiyah bir intihar s\u00fcslemeli sabah\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">Sahi kim anlar beni, \u201ckim nereye gitti\u201d der,<br \/>\nKim ard\u0131ndan g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6ker bir meczup i\u00e7in?<br \/>\nKim att\u0131\u011f\u0131m ad\u0131m\u0131 sessizce takip eder,<br \/>\nAdresi bilinmeyen pulsuz bir mektup i\u00e7in?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"line-height: 18.75pt; background: white; vertical-align: baseline; margin: 0cm 0cm 15.0pt 0cm;\"><span style=\"font-size: 13.0pt; font-family: 'Arial',sans-serif; color: #141823;\">Sahi kim anlar beni ben bile anlamazken,<br \/>\nAtt\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm ad\u0131mlar izlenirken sessizce&#8230;<br \/>\nSon g\u00fcnah\u0131m, g\u00f6lgeme k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m tek namazken<br \/>\nVe kimli\u011fim cebimde gizlenirken sessizce&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8211; Belki kente g\u00fcn do\u011far, belki&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":8988,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8955"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8955"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8955\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8955"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8955"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8955"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}