Umudun tohumlan\u0131p filizlenmedi\u011fi topraklarda ya\u015f\u0131yoruz. T\u00fcnelin ucundaki \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rsek de varmam\u0131z k\u00e2bil de\u011fil. G\u00f6rmedi\u011fimiz g\u00fcn do\u011fumlar\u0131yla ba\u015fl\u0131yor g\u00fcnlerimiz. \u00dcst\u00fcm\u00fczde kara beton y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131, \u00e7arp\u0131k fikirler, insafs\u0131z kitleler var. Ekti\u011fimiz g\u00fcllerden sadece dikenler \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Her sabah sulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zehirli kakt\u00fcsler boy sald\u0131 i\u00e7imizde. Zehrin m\u00fcptelas\u0131, ac\u0131n\u0131n hamal\u0131, zulm\u00fcn mabetleri olduk. Ve att\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her ad\u0131m geriye gitti. Ne garip…<\/p>\n
Bir varm\u0131\u015f bir yokmu\u015f diye ba\u015flayan mutlu masallar, k\u00f6t\u00fc kalpli cad\u0131lar\u0131n istilas\u0131na u\u011frad\u0131.
\nKara b\u00fcy\u00fcler kara bulutlara, kara bulutlar kan ya\u011fmurlar\u0131na, kan ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 kat\u0131 y\u00fcreklere sebep oldu. Geceden daha zifiri g\u00f6n\u00fcllerin ate\u015f sa\u00e7an iki duda\u011f\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrmek, may\u0131nlarla dolu topra\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcrmekten farks\u0131z… Patlamaya haz\u0131r el bombalar\u0131 gibiyiz. Pimimiz kay\u0131p. Sa\u00e7mal\u0131k…<\/p>\n
Yalanc\u0131 sabahlara uyan\u0131yoruz. Plastik \u00e7i\u00e7ekler ve sahte bahar mutluluklar\u0131 ye\u015fertmiyor i\u00e7imizi. Her saniyemiz gece, her saniyemiz k\u0131\u015f, her saniyemiz adavet sokaklar\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc solukluyor. Her saniyemiz \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fczden koca bir dilim g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Kara baht\u0131n yerle\u015fik hayata ge\u00e7ti\u011fi topraklar\u0131z.
\nTuz yutmu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na yanan genizlerle nefes almam\u0131z m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil.<\/p>\n
Hayali, hayal olan d\u00fc\u015flerimizde, anl\u0131k r\u00fcyalarla soluklan\u0131yoruz. Geceleri k\u00e2buslar\u0131n \u00fczerine kuruluyor d\u00f6\u015feklerimiz. Karabasanlarla bir giriyoruz yata\u011fa. G\u00f6zlerimizi her a\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, \u015fiddetli bir a\u011fr\u0131yla, daha k\u00f6t\u00fc bir d\u00fcnyaya oluyor. Yorgun kalplerin mustaripleriyiz. 21. y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n \u0131st\u0131rap bek\u00e7ileriyiz.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcncel \u00f6l\u00fcmler do\u011fuyor sabahlar\u0131m\u0131za. Vaat edilmi\u015f katliamlar g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Annem g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, ben g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum, sen g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun. Kud\u00fcs’\u00fc, Suriye’yi, T\u00fcrkistan’\u0131, Do\u011fu’yu, Ortado\u011fu’yu, g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun. Ana Haber b\u00fcltenlerindeki k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015feritlerde yazan say\u0131lar\u0131n her biri bir cana, her biri bir d\u00fcnyaya tekab\u00fcl ediyor, g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun. Sahi g\u00f6r\u00fcyor musun?<\/p>\n
Her birimiz bir yara yedi bir ba\u015fka yerinden. Kimimiz ufak yaralar ald\u0131, kimimiz can verdi bir ba\u015fkas\u0131na g\u00f6re hakl\u0131 nedenlerle. Psikolojik sava\u015flar kaybetti \u00e7o\u011fumuz kendi i\u00e7inde. Attila \u0130lhan’\u0131n da deyimiyle; “A\u011f\u0131r kan kayb\u0131y\u0131z.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Umudun tohumlan\u0131p filizlenmedi\u011fi topraklarda ya\u015f\u0131yoruz. T\u00fcnelin…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":8902,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8901"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8901"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8901\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8901"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8901"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8901"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}