H\u00e2kim Bey,
\n\u015eik\u00e2yet etmi\u015f gibi olmayay\u0131m…
\nAlm\u0131\u015f\u0131m demirle d\u00f6v\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f d\u00fc\u015flerimi,
\nTakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m koluma yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,
\nSanki kursa\u011f\u0131ma koca bir kaya oturmu\u015f gibi
\n\u0130nmi\u015fim sahil kenar\u0131na.
\nO g\u00fcn diyorum, H\u00e2kim Bey,
\nG\u00fcn d\u00f6nmeye y\u00fcz tutmu\u015ftu.
\nG\u00fcne\u015f, s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f,
\nAksak aksak ilerliyordu ak\u015fam karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na.
\n\u0130\u00e7imde bir titreme…
\nKalbe saplan\u0131r ya ince bir s\u0131z\u0131,
\n\u0130\u015fte \u00f6yle.
\nDizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc,
\nFark\u0131nda olmadan
\nOturmu\u015fum sahilde kumlara.
\nKaburgalar\u0131m demir parmakl\u0131k,
\nBuz tutmu\u015f kalbim, esir olmu\u015f ba\u011fr\u0131mda.
\nKendime geldi\u011fimde,
\nElimde \u00e7ay so\u011fumu\u015f,
\nDalm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zlerim, tak\u0131ld\u0131…
\nG\u00fcn a\u015f\u0131r\u0131
\nBal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131lar ufak ufak d\u00f6n\u00fcyor,
\nMart\u0131lar yeni yeni inzivaya \u00e7ekiliyordu.
\nSahilde hafif esen meltemde bir haller vard\u0131,
\nSessizli\u011fini bozmak \u00fczereydi dalgalar;
\nYakla\u015fan bir f\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n habercisi gibi.
\n\u0130\u015fte o zaman belirdi,
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131l,
\nDeniz mavisini and\u0131ran mercan g\u00f6zl\u00fc,
\nKirpi\u011finden \u00fcz\u00fcm \u015f\u0131ras\u0131 damlayan,
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcnde ay\u0131n \u015favk\u0131,
\nNefesimi tarumar eden o koku;
\nKendimi kendime k\u0131rd\u0131r\u0131yordu…
\nO ne muhte\u015fem bak\u0131\u015flard\u0131!..
\nOrant\u0131s\u0131z g\u00fc\u00e7 kulland\u0131, H\u00e2kim Bey.
\nSon kurban\u0131 benmi\u015fim me\u011fer.
\nB\u00f6\u011fr\u00fcme b\u00f6\u011fr\u00fcme g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fck indirdi,
\nS\u00f6nd\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn cevheri,
\nNevri d\u00f6nd\u00fc y\u00fcre\u011fin.
\nZembil gibi o ya\u011fd\u0131, y\u00fcre\u011fim \u0131sland\u0131,
\nKandiller s\u00f6nd\u00fc sand\u0131m H\u00e2kim Bey…
\nNerden bileyim g\u00f6zlerini k\u0131rpt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131?
\nSoka\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda \u00e7ukura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm,
\nNe g\u00f6ren,
\nNe de bir bilen var.
\nBen yanar\u0131m, o bakar, H\u00e2kim Bey.
\nO \u015fehir, bat\u0131l bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n dura\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.
\nKarnaval yeri m\u00fcbarek,
\n\u00d6n\u00fcne geleni buyur etmi\u015f i\u00e7eri…
\nK\u0131r kalemi!..
\n\u0130ltica hakk\u0131m\u0131 kullanmak istiyorum bu \u015fehirden, H\u00e2kim Bey…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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