Sabahlar; \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcze emanet edilmi\u015f, ucu buca\u011f\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn parlakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla s\u0131nanm\u0131\u015f, bunca ko\u015fu\u015fturman\u0131n aras\u0131nda ulu orta insana sunulmu\u015f bir dizi umut tarlas\u0131…
\nBa\u011fr\u0131nda nice yeni \u015feyleri bar\u0131nd\u0131ran bir an dilimi.
\n“Ka\u00e7 bahar ona uyanacak y\u00fcrek evim?” diye ge\u00e7irdi i\u00e7inden bu sabah da uyan\u0131r uyanmaz, hep akl\u0131n\u0131n bir kuytusunda yer alan ismi f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 kendi kendine. Unutulmaya y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f onca ismin aras\u0131nda bir tek o hat\u0131r\u0131nda ye\u015ferip durmaktayd\u0131, g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e yeni filizler boy s\u00fcren dallar misalince kapl\u0131yordu t\u00fcm kalbini.
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f zamanlar\u0131 her daim o isme uyarl\u0131yor, bunu yaparken zaman\u0131 bo\u015flukta k\u00fcrek sallayan bir kay\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 gibi hoyrat kullanmaktan \u00e7ekinmiyordu.
\nUzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden hafif\u00e7e do\u011frulup pencereye y\u00f6neldi, t\u00fcm bunlar zihnini yerli yersiz me\u015fgul ededururken.
\nPencerenin kolunu hafiften \u00e7evirmesiyle oday\u0131 t\u00fcm ho\u015flu\u011fuyla bahar kaplam\u0131\u015f, rayihalar akl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nHem \u00f6yle bir alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc saran heyecanla ku\u015f olup \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan umudu, a\u015fk\u0131, vefay\u0131 s\u0131rtlan\u0131p yol hayalleri kurmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu devinim akl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bir kere… \u0130\u00e7inden sokaklar caddeler boyu ko\u015fmak, \u015fehirler a\u015fmak ve denize co\u015fkun akan \u0131rmaklar gibi o y\u00fcrek evini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ldat\u0131p akt\u0131ran isme ula\u015fmak geliyordu, hatta bu zamana kadar tek yapmak istedi\u011fi belki de buydu; bunca hayat hengamesini bir tek bu ama\u00e7 u\u011fruna g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslemi\u015fti.
\nT\u00fcm cesaretini toplay\u0131p kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p onca y\u0131l i\u00e7inde biriktirdi\u011fi, birikip \u00e7o\u011fala \u00e7o\u011fala kendi benli\u011fini terk ettirdi\u011fi o isme \u00e7o\u011ful ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, h\u00fczn\u00fcn k\u00fcl rengini, a\u015fk\u0131, sevday\u0131 ve yirmi d\u00f6rt ayar vefa borcunu sunacakt\u0131. T\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 yaparken bahar\u0131 o isme uyarlayacakt\u0131 ki o ad\u0131 baharla an\u0131lan, yollar\u0131na baharda cemre olup d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kadim bir sevdan\u0131n kalbine oyalanm\u0131\u015f yan\u0131yd\u0131.
\nBir an \u00f6nce yola revan olmal\u0131yd\u0131 ki bunca senedir i\u00e7inde biriktirdi\u011fi o isim hasrete y\u0131lg\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fmemeliydi.
\n\u0130nsan bunca fanilikte y\u00fcre\u011finin telini titreten prel\u00fcd\u00fc\u00a0 ar\u0131yor, nicedir
\nsevdalar\u0131n yongas\u0131 \u00f6zlem…
\nYusuf’u kuyudan tahta yol bulduran, benim yolumu b\u00f6yle bir a\u015fkla kesi\u015ftiren\u00a0g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn, imtihan\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kalplerin kararaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn, her bahar eksilen yan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131;\u00a0\u00e7i\u00e7eklerin moruna yamayal\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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