B\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcp\u00a0 besledi\u011fi yi\u011fidini asker eden her anne gibi gururla asm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 T\u00fcrk bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131.
\nEvin \u00f6n avlusunda \u0131\u015f\u0131klar yak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, misafirler dizilmi\u015f, mahallenin gen\u00e7leri ise davul zurna e\u015fli\u011finde asker u\u011furlamas\u0131na ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir evin bir o\u011fluydu, hem de tek evlad\u0131.
\nKolay m\u0131 erkek anas\u0131 olmas\u0131? O an, evin cam\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131y\u0131 seyre dald\u0131. Davula h\u0131zla vuran tokma\u011f\u0131n sesi ile gen\u00e7lerin daha co\u015fkulu halay \u00e7eki\u015flerini seyretti. Gen\u00e7ler e\u011flenmi\u015f, gece de nihayet sona ermi\u015fti. Ertesi ak\u015fam biricik o\u011flu Zekeriya’y\u0131 yol edecek, ana kuca\u011f\u0131ndan Peygamber oca\u011f\u0131na u\u011furlayacakt\u0131. E\u015f, dost, mahalleli has\u0131la herkes da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f biricik o\u011flu ile ba\u015f ba\u015fa kalm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Niyeti birka\u00e7 kelam edip nasihatte bulunmakt\u0131 ancak ellerine k\u0131nalar yak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kuzusu kuca\u011f\u0131nda uyuyakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eefkatli ellerini ba\u015f\u0131nda gezdirirken g\u00f6zleri de bir me\u00e7hule dalm\u0131\u015f, maziyi yad diyordu. Y\u0131llar sonra bir evlad\u0131 olacakken vefat eden beyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Neredeyse torun sahibi olaca\u011f\u0131 ya\u015fta bir evlada sahip olmu\u015ftu, d\u00fcnyada b\u00f6ylesi bir saadet de yoktu. \u0130mtihan d\u00fcnyas\u0131 bu ya, 20 sene sonra Allah bir evlat bahsetmi\u015fti. Ancak beyini de evlad\u0131na kavu\u015famadan kaybetmi\u015fti. Kader!..
\nBiricik yavrucak b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, anas\u0131na hasret ya\u015fatacak askerlik vaktine eri\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yerinden fark\u0131 kalmayan asker evinde sabah, g\u00fcn a\u011farmadan olmu\u015ftu.
\n\u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m \u015fehrin ileri gelen zengin ailelerindendi. \u00c7evre k\u00f6ylerden hem tebrik hem iyi dilek temennilerini iletmek \u00fczere insanlar ak\u0131n etmi\u015fti. Her gelen misafiri i\u00e7in hususi haz\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 al renkli yemenileri boyunlar\u0131na ast\u0131r\u0131yor, ihtiya\u00e7 sahiplerini de bu vesile ile g\u00f6r\u00fcp, elleri bo\u015f g\u00f6ndermiyordu. “Bir sadaka bin belay\u0131 def eder” niyetiyle o\u011flunun tez elden sa\u011f selamet d\u00f6nmesi i\u00e7in hay\u0131r hasenatta bulunuyordu. \u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m’\u0131n bu haline \u00e7evre k\u00f6yler ve ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 belde \u00f6ylesine al\u0131\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131 ki, kimse bu hali garipsemiyordu.<\/p>\n
Vakit biricik o\u011flu Zekeriya’s\u0131n\u0131 u\u011furlamaya geldi\u011finde; “Kalk\u0131n kom\u015fular! \u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m’\u0131n hanesi matem evi de\u011fil d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yeridir” diyerek o\u011flunun korku ve endi\u015fesini gidermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131kmadan evvel, kendi elleriyle u\u00e7lar\u0131na pullu boncuklar i\u015fledi\u011fi yazmay\u0131 o\u011flunun boynuna sard\u0131. G\u0131c\u0131r g\u0131c\u0131r parlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6sele kunduralar\u0131 giydirdi, avu\u00e7 i\u00e7lerinden \u00f6pt\u00fc, ellerindeki k\u0131nalar\u0131 koklad\u0131. Ayr\u0131lmadan evvel o\u011fluna d\u00f6nd\u00fc;<\/p>\n
\u2018\u2018G\u00f6zlerinden \u00f6pme, ayr\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131r, derdi b\u00fcy\u00fckler ama ben g\u00f6zlerinden \u00f6pe \u00f6pe b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm Zekeriya’m seni. Rabbim yolunu a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131k, d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc tezlik eylesin. \u0130lk ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m oldu\u011fu gibi tek ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m olsun. Kar\u0131n so\u011fu\u011fu \u00fc\u015f\u00fctmesin, yaz\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015fi terletmesin. Aya\u011f\u0131na ta\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fcne ya\u015f de\u011fmesin. Seni bana emanet eden Allah’\u0131ma, \u015fimdi ben seni emanet ettim. Vard\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi tez elden selametle gelesin…\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n
\u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m’\u0131n biricik evlad\u0131 Zekeriya’s\u0131\u00a0 gurbet ele varm\u0131\u015f, asker olarak vazifesine ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yaz bitmi\u015f, g\u00fcz gitmi\u015f, kara k\u0131\u015flar gelmi\u015fti. K\u0131\u015f\u0131n ayaz\u0131ndan de\u011fil evlat hasretinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan hasta olan \u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m, yataklara d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Eskilerin de dedi\u011fi gibi; “insan \u00fc\u015f\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden de\u011fil \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden hasta olurdu.” Evlat hasreti ile yang\u0131n yeri gibiydi y\u00fcre\u011fi. Hasretinden yand\u0131k\u00e7a eski sand\u0131klara ko\u015fuyor, Zekeriya’n\u0131n \u00e7ocukluk k\u0131yafetlerini saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 boh\u00e7alar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yordu. Y\u0131llar evvel kaybetti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o\u011flunun emzi\u011fini bulmu\u015ftu. Kay\u0131p bir emzikten bile medet bekliyor ve hasretini bir nebze olsun gidermek istiyordu.<\/p>\n
Bir bahar sabah\u0131 g\u00fczelli\u011fi ile tan a\u011farm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7a\u011fla \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, keklik ku\u015flar\u0131 a\u015fk ile \u015fak\u0131yordu. \u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m’\u0131n i\u00e7ine ne\u015f’e dolmu\u015f, evin tahta kap\u0131s\u0131na att\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir tahta iskemle ile oyun oynayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 seyre dalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 Yoldan ge\u00e7en iki adam\u0131n onun evine do\u011fru geli\u015flerini fark etti. \u0130\u00e7lerinden biri k\u0131s\u0131k ve titrek sesle;<\/p>\n
“Er Zekeriya’n\u0131n annesi \u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m siz misiniz?” diyerek sual etti.\u00a0 \u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m y\u00fcrek \u00e7arp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 ile aya\u011fa kalkarken, oya yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yazmas\u0131 elinden kayd\u0131 ve yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.
\n“Benim Zekeriya\u2019m\u0131n anas\u0131, hay\u0131rlara vesile olsun” dedi. Haberi vermek \u00fczere gelen adamlardan di\u011feri;
\n“Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z sa\u011f olsun milletimiz var olsun, Zekeriya o\u011flumuzun \u015fehadeti, Allah kat\u0131nda makbul olsun! \u015eehidimizin kalan e\u015fyalar\u0131; bir tane oyal\u0131 yazmas\u0131, boyas\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnde k\u00f6sele kunduras\u0131, bir de k\u0131n\u0131nda pas tutmu\u015f g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ften \u00e7ak\u0131s\u0131…”
\nRuhun bedeni terk etmesi eceldi. Peki ya evlad\u0131n anay\u0131 koyup gitmesi neydi?
\nBahar r\u00fczgarlar\u0131 yerini kas\u0131rgaya b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, \u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m’\u0131n a\u011f\u0131d\u0131n\u0131 f\u0131rt\u0131nalar ta\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Halbuki insan hayat\u0131 boyunca esen yelleri kas\u0131rga zannedermi\u015f, anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\n\u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m evine ko\u015ftu, eski e\u015fyalar\u0131 saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 buldu. Hasretini bir nebze de olsa dindirdi\u011fi o\u011fulcu\u011funun kay\u0131p emzi\u011fine sar\u0131ld\u0131. O\u011flu Zekeriya i\u00e7in yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131t, Kaz da\u011flar\u0131nda yank\u0131land\u0131;<\/p>\n
“\u0130ki keklik bir kayada \u00f6t\u00fcyor
\n\u00d6tme de keklik derdim bana yetiyor
\nAnnesine kara da haber gidiyor
\nYazmas\u0131 oyal\u0131 kunduras\u0131 boyal\u0131
\nUzun da geceler yar boynuma sar benim”<\/p>\n
…
\n\u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m’\u0131n feryad\u0131 ar\u015f\u0131 titretti. Yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131t ci\u011ferleri da\u011flad\u0131, bulutlar\u0131 a\u011flatt\u0131.
\nBahar gelmeden a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7ekler soldu sarard\u0131.\u00a0 Sahi, evlat ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hangi da\u011f, y\u00fck diye ta\u015f\u0131rd\u0131? Bahar mu\u015ftusu; cemreler d\u00fc\u015fecekken, o\u011fulcu\u011fu Zekeriya’n\u0131n, \u015fahadet\u00a0 kan\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131 sulad\u0131. Al bayra\u011fa sar\u0131l\u0131 tabut helallik i\u00e7in geldi\u011finde g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 ceyhun olup \u00e7a\u011flad\u0131. O\u011fulcu\u011funu d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ederek yollad\u0131\u011f\u0131 askerden, kefenlere sar\u0131l\u0131 tabutla kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Dilindeki a\u011f\u0131d\u0131 bitmiyor, yang\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeye \u00e7are bilinmiyordu.<\/p>\n
“\u0130ki keklik bir kayada yaslan\u0131r
\nTeke de b\u0131\u00e7ak g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f k\u0131nda paslan\u0131r
\nBir g\u00fcn olur deli de g\u00f6n\u00fcl uslan\u0131r
\nYazmas\u0131 oyal\u0131 kunduras\u0131 boyal\u0131
\nUzun da geceler yar boynuma sar benim”<\/p>\n
\u015e\u00f6hret Han\u0131m’\u0131n yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131d\u0131 r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131, dilden dile da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 y\u0131llar boyunca nesilden nesile ula\u015ft\u0131. Ya\u015fanan ac\u0131y\u0131 tarif etmek ne denli zorsa, yak\u0131lan a\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131 hissetmek de o denli a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Not: Hik\u00e2ye, “iki keklik” t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcnden esinlenerek,\u00a0 ger\u00e7ek olay \u00e7er\u00e7evesinde kaleme al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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