Sa\u00e7\u0131mda iplik demeti yald\u0131zlar,
\n\u00d6zle\u015fme duygumu engelleyen ,
\nSak\u0131ncal\u0131 bir zaafs\u0131n sen!<\/p>\n
Bir tren hayat\u0131m\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7arparak,
\nO i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmaz kalabal\u0131\u011fa kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 beni.
\nB\u00f6l\u00fck b\u00f6l\u00fck da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ehrelerde g\u00f6nl\u00fcm kal\u0131rken,
\nSapk\u0131n bir g\u00fc\u00e7 beni ac\u0131yan i\u00e7ime y\u00f6nlendirdi.
\nAhirete o kadar uzun bir zaman vard\u0131 ki,
\nBen uygarl\u0131klar\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde soluk alabilmek i\u00e7in,
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcme \u00e7arpan buzullar\u0131n erimesini diledim.
\nSusuzluktan katliam siperlerini a\u015ft\u0131m,
\nZerreler i\u00e7inde da\u011f\u0131lan kalbimin,
\nToparlanmas\u0131 nam\u00fctenahi idi.<\/p>\n
Bulutlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan kaybolu\u015funu seyrettim,
\nO infaz edildi, o ya\u015fayacakt\u0131…
\nKendi erdemi ile el de\u011fmemi\u015f,
\nBir belirsiz hileyi \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcyordu.
\nBu ihti\u015faml\u0131 kaybolu\u015f ve silinme arzusu,
\nEbed\u00eeyen beni tutsak eyledi.
\nFakat ard\u0131ndan mum yakacak bir el olmayacakt\u0131m,
\nYa\u015fat\u0131p,g\u00f6lgesinin vurdu\u011fu zemin olacakt\u0131m…
\nSen uzak bir \u00c7erkez k\u00f6y\u00fcndesin,
\nCivar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00e2hi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem;
\nipimi boynumda \u00f6l\u00e7erlerdi biliyorsun..
\nAma bunlar\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda bir telaffuzu vard\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131n,
\nAram\u0131zda g\u00f6r\u00fclmez bir ba\u011f vard\u0131.
\nBunun zamanla bir alakas\u0131 yoktu.
\nBilir,g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdik,do\u011fa\u00fcst\u00fcyd\u00fc,
\nTemasa l\u00fczum yoktu…
\nPe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fen g\u00fcnlerin istirahat vakitlerinde,
\nSuretin ba\u015fka bir siluet ile \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131ma,
\nDokular kaybolur,
\nHi\u00e7bir t\u00fcy u\u00e7mazd\u0131 etrafta,
\nG\u00fcnler soluk ve sar\u0131mt\u0131rak \u00e7\u00f6lleri beslerdi…
\n\u00c7ekip kendimi inzivaya,
\nBa\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc intibahlar\u0131 sezdirmezdim.
\nBiliyorum ki
\nH\u00fccrenin i\u00e7inde bin h\u00fccre olarak \u00e7o\u011falacak kalplerimiz.
\nGizem dola\u015facak prangalar\u0131m\u0131zdan pa\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131za…<\/p>\n
i\u015fkenceler ve istikrarl\u0131 zabitler i\u00e7indeyim
\nH\u00fcr ve yaln\u0131z d\u00fc\u015flerim var!
\nYolumda pek z\u0131playarak y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm,
\nS\u0131zlayan;
\nIskalanan mavzerler ile yar\u0131\u015fan ayaklar\u0131md\u0131.
\nT\u00fcm bu zelzelenin sanc\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131.
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 t\u00fcm\u00f6r \u015fiddeti ile g\u0131d\u0131klayan
\nVe f\u0131s\u0131ldayayarak bana anlatan,
\nBaht\u0131md\u0131..<\/p>\n
Bir par\u00e7a nan hasreti gibi ak\u0131nca,
\nNefes borumdan ismin
\nAn\u0131ms\u0131yorum el de olmayan\u0131
\nGelmeyen zaman\u0131n h\u0131\u015fm\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n
Zedelerken ellerimin derisinde kalan izlerini,
\nOn parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor ya\u015f mevzusu…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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