{"id":8742,"date":"2018-04-01T05:00:08","date_gmt":"2018-04-01T02:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8742"},"modified":"2018-04-01T05:00:08","modified_gmt":"2018-04-01T02:00:08","slug":"son-adim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8742","title":{"rendered":"Son Ad\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 yan\u0131nda birka\u00e7 adamla \u0131ss\u0131z bir sokakta ilerliyordu. H\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fcyd\u00fc. Bir k\u0131zdan dolay\u0131 de\u011fildi bu h\u00fczn\u00fc. E\u011fer \u00f6yle olsayd\u0131 biraz gurur yapar i\u00e7indeki h\u00fcz\u00fcnle de olsa dik y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ama bu \u00e7ocuk tam olarak \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Omuzlar\u0131 inmi\u015f ba\u015f\u0131 erimi\u015f bir mum gibi \u00f6ne e\u011filmi\u015f ve yana yatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. D\u00fczg\u00fcn taranmam\u0131\u015f uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131 suni k\u00fcrkl\u00fc montunun \u015fapkas\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f, bir nehir gibi y\u00fcz\u00fcne d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Derisi olduk\u00e7a eskimi\u015f botlar\u0131 alt\u0131 bo\u015f tahta zeminde tak\u0131rd\u0131yordu. O botlar\u0131 giymek yerine nemli \u00e7imlerin \u00fcst\u00fcnde gezmeyi ye\u011flerdi. Ne \u00e7ok severdi evlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki o yemye\u015fil \u00e7imleri. Birka\u00e7 hafta \u00f6ncesine kadar \u00e7\u0131plak ayakla, sabah\u0131n \u00e7i\u011f b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanda \u00e7imlerde y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye, ko\u015fmaya bay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Boyas\u0131 akm\u0131\u015f, tek katl\u0131 mavi evlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki masada, \u00e7imlerin taze kokular\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekerek yaparlard\u0131 ailecek kahvalt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck masada anne ve babas\u0131yla yapt\u0131klar\u0131 o kahvalt\u0131lar\u0131 da \u00e7ok severdi. \u0130lk masaya o otururdu. Fakat annesi duman\u0131 yumu\u015fak\u00e7a t\u00fcten \u00e7aydanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 getirene kadar ba\u015flamazd\u0131 kimse kahvalt\u0131ya. \u00c7ay\u0131n \u0131s\u0131s\u0131yla birlikte s\u0131cak bir sohbet de ba\u015flard\u0131 aralar\u0131nda. Annesi konunun siyasete gelmesine izin vermezdi. Sanattan konu\u015furlard\u0131 onlarda. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce okuyup \u00e7ok sevdikleri kitaplar\u0131 anlat\u0131rlard\u0131. Masada duran teypten sakin bir m\u00fczik dinlerlerdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu tatl\u0131 kahvalt\u0131lardan sonra ak\u015fama kadar mavi boyal\u0131 ev bo\u015f kal\u0131rd\u0131. Annesi ve babas\u0131 ak\u015fama kadar \u00e7al\u0131\u015facaklar\u0131 i\u015flerine kendisi ise okuluna giderdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Art\u0131k o evin duvarlar\u0131na h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hissediyordu. Annesinin h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n duvarda yank\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyuyordu adeta. Gelememi\u015fti annesi izlemeye. Y\u00fcre\u011fi dayanamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 biricik o\u011flunu o halde g\u00f6rmeye.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u011fan ya\u011fmurla birlikte \u015fim\u015fek \u00e7akt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ocu\u011fun y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc hafif bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme sard\u0131. Bu yar\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme o kadar k\u0131sayd\u0131 ki o anda biri g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0131rpm\u0131\u015f olsa g\u00f6remezdi. G\u00f6renler ise y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki hafif bir se\u011firme sanarlard\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Akl\u0131na ya\u011fmurun \u015fiddetle g\u00fcrledi\u011fi farkl\u0131 bir g\u00fcn gelmi\u015fti. Halbuki o g\u00fcnk\u00fc ya\u011fmur bug\u00fcn\u00fcn aksine kasvetli de\u011fildi.<\/span><\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn ak\u015fam\u0131n erken saatlerinde ba\u015flayan \u015fiddetli ya\u011fmur durmay\u0131nca her zaman topland\u0131klar\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mekandan ak\u015fam\u0131n ge\u00e7 saatleri olmas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Durmayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen ya\u011fmura g\u00f6z gezdiren mekan sahibi ya\u015fl\u0131 adam \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 bu ya\u011fmurun alt\u0131nda eve g\u00f6ndermeye k\u0131yamam\u0131\u015f anahtar\u0131 onlara verip ya\u011fmur durana kadar bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mekanda kalmalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ne e\u011flenmi\u015fti o gece. Sabah\u0131n ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131na kadar \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, hikayeler anlatm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmur o g\u00fcn onu \u00fc\u015f\u00fctmemi\u015fti ama \u015fu an \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu. Yan\u0131nda duran ve onu ite kalka g\u00f6t\u00fcren \u015fapkal\u0131 adam\u0131n saatine bakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Zaman kum saatinden h\u0131zla akam kumlar gibiydi. Onun i\u00e7in t\u00fckeniyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Boynuna ge\u00e7irilecek ilme\u011fi bekliyordu. So\u011fuk ilme\u011fin bir y\u0131lan gibi boynuna sar\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131na tan\u0131k olmay\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan sandalye \u00e7ekilmeden \u00f6nce son bir nefes ald\u0131. Arabalar\u0131n egzozlar\u0131yla karartt\u0131\u011f\u0131, a\u011flayan yaln\u0131zlar\u0131n nefesleriyle nemlendirdi\u011fi, t\u00fcm talanlar\u0131n sa\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 mikroplarla hastaland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 havadan son bir nefes. Ard\u0131ndan o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, kirli hava k\u00fctlesini masum ruhunda temizledi ve son kez sald\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131. Kelebeklerin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fas\u0131n, i\u015f\u00e7ilerin terli al\u0131nlar\u0131na sar\u0131ls\u0131n, mutlulu\u011fun bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olsun diye.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 yan\u0131nda birka\u00e7 adamla \u0131ss\u0131z…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":137,"featured_media":8743,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8742"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/137"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8742"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8742\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8742"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8742"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8742"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}