Bayram sabah\u0131 anneannesinin eski Rum evindelerdi. Avluya kurulmu\u015f kahvalt\u0131 masas\u0131nda \u015fen kahkahalar ile kahvalt\u0131 ediliyordu. T\u00fcm aile g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015f gelesiye g\u00fcl\u00fcyor, dedesi ise bardaktaki \u00e7ay so\u011fumas\u0131n diye bir yudumda \u00e7ay\u0131 i\u00e7iveriyordu. Sofradaki koyun tulumu ve salamura zeytinden de lezzetliydi ailenin bu hali. Babas\u0131 \u00f6ylesine ne\u015feliydi ki “Durun yeni ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m foto\u011fraf makinesiyle sizi \u00e7ekeyim” deyip makinas\u0131n\u0131 kap\u0131p gelmi\u015fti. Ne de do\u011fal bir and\u0131, avludaki ipte as\u0131l\u0131 olan iki \u00e7ift \u00e7orab\u0131n, dedesinin ba\u015fucunda \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kimsecikler fark etmemi\u015fti. Eski evin \u00fcst k\u0131sm\u0131nda dama yuva yapm\u0131\u015f yusuf\u00e7uk ku\u015flar\u0131 bu bayram sabah\u0131na “guguk guk” sesleriyle e\u015flik ediyorlard\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fmeler i\u00e7ten ve samimi olunca atmosfer kendili\u011finden \u0131s\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O sabah da bahar serini kendini yaz s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yordu. Kahvalt\u0131 sofras\u0131nda herkes g\u00fcledursun, dedesi kahvalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oktan bitirmi\u015fti \u015fimdi ise dedesinin keyif vaktiydi. \u00c2detini t\u00fcm aile bilirdi, kahvalt\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan bir Maltepe cigaras\u0131 yak\u0131l\u0131r, yan\u0131na da bol k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc sade kahve yak\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Dedesi en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck teyzesine ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131; “G\u0131z, bana bir gayfe yap! ”<\/p>\n
Ufakl\u0131klar merakla dedesini seyre dalm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. B\u0131y\u0131k alt\u0131ndan g\u00fclen ihtiyar delikanl\u0131, di\u015finin aras\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 izmariti \u0131s\u0131rm\u0131yor ama duda\u011f\u0131na da tam de\u011fdirmeden keyif t\u00fctt\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. \u00c7ocuklar dedelerini izlerken g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor, dedeleri ise h\u00f6p\u00fcrdete h\u00f6p\u00fcrdete i\u00e7ti\u011fi kahvesinin hakk\u0131n\u0131 veriyordu. T\u00fcm aile \u00e7ok e\u011flenmi\u015f ve bir kadar \u00e7ok g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015flerdi. Masada kimse bir \u015fey yemese de t\u0131ka basa doymu\u015f gibiydi hepsi. Etraf toplana dursun \u00e7ocuklar ko\u015fu\u015fturarak oyuna dalm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Avlunun \u00fcst k\u0131sm\u0131ndaki misafir odas\u0131nda biraz balon biraz yakalamaca oynad\u0131lar. Sonra antika konsoldan aynaya bak\u0131p b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f hallerinin hayalini kurdular. Dedelerin evleri b\u00fcy\u00fck evi oldu\u011fundan bayramlarda herkes ilk baba evine gelir, adettendir. Onlarda da durum farkl\u0131 de\u011fildi. Herkes ilk oraya u\u011frar tatl\u0131 ve kahve trafi\u011finin ard\u0131 arkas\u0131 kesilmezdi. Ailede yaz\u0131l\u0131 kural olmasada her kuzenin bir g\u00f6revi vard\u0131. Biri Tari\u015f markal\u0131 cam \u015fi\u015feli limon kolonyas\u0131n\u0131 misafirlere tutuyor, bir di\u011feri ise Arap Bac\u0131l\u0131 Mabel \u00e7ikolatalar\u0131 ikram ediyordu. Gelenleri gidenler h\u00e2s\u0131l\u0131 t\u00fcm bayramla\u015fma seremonisi bitince e\u011flencenin ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 as\u0131l vakit geliyordu. D\u00f6rt ki\u015finin zorla bindi\u011fi Hac\u0131 Murat\u2019a sekiz ki\u015fi dolu\u015fup do\u011fru ada yolu tutulurdu. Nas\u0131l her \u015fey asl\u0131na r\u00fccu ediyorsa, Adadan gelenlerin kendini huzurlu hissetti\u011fi yer de bir ba\u015fka ada oluyordu hele de Kalamaki\u2019ye gidilmi\u015fse…<\/p>\n
Ada \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 tek yerdi, yine t\u00fcm aile emektar Murat\u2019a atlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tabii enva\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fit mangal etleri ile deniz de serinletilecek karpuz eksik edilmemi\u015fti. Yol uzun Hac\u0131 Murat yorgun ne\u015feleri bir an olsun eksilmeyen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n s\u00f6yledikleri \u015fark\u0131 ise yola pek uygundu; Ali, Ali Desideroooooo…<\/p>\n
Havan\u0131n s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131yla \u00e7alan \u015farki birle\u015fince, arabada \u00e7ocuklar kudurduk\u00e7a kuduruyordu. Ahmetbeyli\u2019den Adaya d\u00f6nen son yoku\u015fta su koyuveren Hac\u0131 Murat\u2019\u0131n dayanamay\u0131p patlay\u0131vermesin mi lasti\u011fi? Babas\u0131yla amcas\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015fi birka\u00e7 s\u00f6vg\u00fcyle y\u00e2d edip, lasti\u011fi de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye koyulmu\u015flard\u0131. D\u00fcnya da yansa umurlar\u0131nda olur mu bu \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n? Onlar var g\u00fc\u00e7leriyle ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra s\u00f6yledikleri \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n en sevdikleri yerin gelmesini bekliyorlard\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar boyunlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u0131daklayan tavuk gibi bir ileri bir geri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp \u015fark\u0131ya e\u015flik ediyordu; “Ali k\u0131za bir klark \u00e7ekiyor Kahvedekiler \u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u0131n\u0131n\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131n…” Tam da o anda tipik Egeli isyan\u0131 ile annesi ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131verdi: \u201cBay\u0131l\u0131vecem yete gaaari!\u201d<\/p>\n
Ne\u015feli oldu\u011fu vakitlerde zaman hi\u00e7 bitmez san\u0131rm\u0131\u015f insan. \u00c7ocuklar Bu y\u00fczden hi\u00e7 b\u00fcy\u00fcmeyeceklerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrlermi\u015f ve b\u00fcy\u00fcmek bundan dolay\u0131 ac\u0131 verirmi\u015f. Lastik de\u011fi\u015ftirilip zahmetle Kalamaki\u2019ye var\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130ncecik kumlara kendilerini atm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu her yerde yapabilme l\u00fcks\u00fcne sahipler. Yine hemen oyuna dalm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Suyun alt\u0131nda nefes almadan ona kadar saymadan tutunda, deniz topuyla istopa kadar hepsini oynam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Her zaman oldu\u011fu gibi yine t\u00fcm oyunlar\u0131 Murat abisi kazanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. En k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fleri Hulusi ise m\u0131z\u0131k\u00e7\u0131l\u0131kla birinci oluyordu. \u00c7ocuklar y\u00fcz\u00fcp oynamaktan kurt gibi ac\u0131km\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131na dolu\u015fan Deniz kumlar\u0131 r\u00fczg\u00e2rla a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131na ka\u00e7\u0131p \u00e7at\u0131r \u00e7utur etse de ekme\u011fin en g\u00fczel haliyle k\u00f6ftelerini bitirmi\u015flerdi. Pancar tonu g\u00fcne\u015f yan\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan y\u00fczlerine g\u00f6zlerine zeytinya\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcren annelerine naz etmenin tam vaktiydi; “Ac\u0131tma anneee yaa \u00f6psen ge\u00e7er asl\u0131nda”. Ah \u015fu \u00e7ocuklar ne ho\u015f ruhlar\u0131 var… G\u00fcn inmeye yak\u0131n Y\u00fczmekten bitap d\u00fc\u015fen \u00e7ocuklar anne kuca\u011f\u0131nda uyuman\u0131n hayalini kurmaya \u00e7oktan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yoluna hen\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki, uykular tatl\u0131 r\u00fcyalar ile kavu\u015fuvermi\u015fti. Ans\u0131z\u0131n bir ses ile \u00e7ocuklar uykular\u0131ndan s\u0131\u00e7ram\u0131\u015ft\u0131. “\u015euraya bak\u0131n gelincik tarlas\u0131” ! Her biri, k\u0131nas\u0131 yak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f nazl\u0131 yeni gelin eli gibi k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z gelincik \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri ile \u00e7evrelenmi\u015fti. \u0130nsan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn hangi mevsimine denk gelir b\u00f6ylesi g\u00fczellikte ki gelinciklerin r\u00fczg\u00e2rla dans edi\u015fi?<\/p>\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z Gelinciklerden birini tam koparacakken babas\u0131 yan\u0131na geldi. Minicik elleri kaybolmu\u015ftu babas\u0131n\u0131n dev gibi ellerinin aras\u0131nda. “Gelincikler \u00e7ok incedir pek narindir, kopar\u0131rsan dal\u0131ndan yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ker, sen onu kopar\u0131p \u00fczme ki, o da yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6kmesin \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcnden” dedi. Bir \u015feyi sevmek demek hoyrat\u00e7a sahip olmak de\u011filmi\u015f, bakarak hayran kalmak en g\u00fczeliymi\u015f, \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n babas\u0131 t\u00fcm \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 bir araya toplad\u0131. Gelincik bah\u00e7esinde g\u00fclerek poz verdi hepsi. Resimlerini \u00e7ekmi\u015f, bug\u00fcn\u00fc onlar i\u00e7in not etmi\u015fti. Her biri ayn\u0131 boyda olan ve ufuklara s\u0131\u011fmayan bu kadar \u00e7i\u00e7ek, \u015fu tarlaya nas\u0131l s\u0131\u011fabilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Annesinin gelincikler aras\u0131ndan toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 papatyalar ile ta\u00e7 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ve ko\u015farak annesine gitti. Papatyadan tac\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na takt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6ren babas\u0131 ise k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131za seslendi: “H\u00fcmeyra! ” \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n, mutlu, huzurlu, pancar k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131 y\u00fczl\u00fc, ba\u015f\u0131nda papatyadan ta\u00e7larla g\u00fclerken s\u00fct di\u015flerinden d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f olanlar\u0131n belli oldu\u011fu ve kocaman g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir resmi, babas\u0131 ans\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ekivermi\u015fti. Babas\u0131 bir kez daha ona “H\u00fcmeyra” diye seslenmi\u015fti. Ba\u015f\u0131na ta\u00e7 yap\u0131lan papatyalar\u0131 an\u0131msarken, Aynaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 manzara kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc anlam veremedi\u011fi \u015feyi anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Ba\u015f\u0131ndaki papatyadan Ta\u00e7 m\u0131yd\u0131? Israrla birka\u00e7 defa daha sayd\u0131. Tam tam\u0131na 3 tel k\u0131r sa\u00e7\u0131 vard\u0131. “Ama Ben daha \u00e7ocu\u011fum” dedi i\u00e7inden. O bah\u00e7ede foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 ans\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in seslenen babas\u0131 yine ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde ismini s\u00f6yleyerek seslenmi\u015fti “H\u00fcmeyra”. Babas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na ko\u015far ad\u0131mlarla gitti.<\/p>\n
Gelincik tarlas\u0131nda olmay\u0131 \u00f6ylesine \u00e7ok istese de kanser ameliyat\u0131ndan yeni \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f ve neredeyse tamamen t\u00fckenmi\u015f babas\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131. Babas\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakarken, kendi \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn otuz iki y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 bir film \u015feridi gibi babas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinde izledi. Hen\u00fcz Ortaokula gitti\u011fi zamanlard\u0131. Fen bilgisi dersinde okulun yan\u0131ndaki camiden okunan salan\u0131n kendi dedesinin salas\u0131 oldu\u011funu duydu\u011fu g\u00fcn\u00fc an\u0131msad\u0131. O an bayramlar\u0131 da, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fu da g\u00fczel k\u0131lan \u015feylerin dedeler nineler oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131. Bir daha hi\u00e7 bir bayram o sabah g\u00fcld\u00fckleri kadar mutlu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131msad\u0131. Dedesinden sonra anneannesini u\u011furlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yaz tatilinden evlerine d\u00f6nerken t\u00fcm g\u00fczel an\u0131lar\u0131n tek \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131 olan eski Rum evine son kez bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, o evi bir daha g\u00f6remedi\u011fini an\u0131msad\u0131. \u015eimdi ise kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc babas\u0131na anlam vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu bir an duraksad\u0131, babas\u0131n\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fi anda de\u011fildi. H\u0131zl\u0131ca kendini toparlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. A\u011f\u0131r hareketlerle babas\u0131n\u0131 tekerlekli sandalyeye oturttu. Tek ba\u015f\u0131na arabas\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131, yan\u0131nda ne papatyalardan ta\u00e7 yapan annesi ve ne de t\u00fcm yar\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kazanan Murat abisi vard\u0131. Babas\u0131, gelincik \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri kadar incelmi\u015f, hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n etkisiyle g\u00fcnden g\u00fcne erimi\u015fti. Arabaya zorla oturttu\u011fu babas\u0131na eski hat\u0131ralar\u0131 anlatt\u0131. Bazen s\u00f6zleri t\u00fckendi sustu. \u0130\u015fte tam o anda babas\u0131 sordu:<\/p>\n
– “H\u00fcmeyra, nereye? …”<\/p>\n
Arabas\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a durdurdu. Vakit hayli ilerlemi\u015f gece olmu\u015ftu, babas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve \u00e7ocukken ‘dev gibi’ dedi\u011fi ellerini tuttu.\u00a0 “i\u015fte \u015furaya gidiyoruz” diyerek bir yeri g\u00f6sterdi. “\u00c7ok az kald\u0131 yolumuz, \u00fcz\u00fclme babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Oras\u0131 yitirdi\u011fimiz \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumuz, zaten \u015fu hayatta bug\u00fcn var yar\u0131n yokuz”.<\/p>\n
Bu hik\u00e2yede g\u00f6kten \u00fc\u00e7 elma d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Biri bir da\u011fin ard\u0131na, biri di\u011fer da\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131na savruldu. Kalan son elma ise hasret yurduna g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fc…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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