Dost! Dostum… Dinle de anlatay\u0131m sana bir \u015fair a\u011flamas\u0131n\u0131.
\nBulutlar y\u00fcklerim kalbime. K\u0131\u015f geceleri kalbimi yakar\u0131m. Bir k\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zleri bana bir sava\u015ft\u0131r dostum. Eczas\u0131 kalbimin, kederlerden m\u00fcrekkeptir. Anlam\u0131\u015f de\u011filim b\u00fcy\u00fck kabristanlar\u0131 uykudan uyand\u0131ran sesim neden k\u0131s\u0131k kal\u0131r \u015fehrin sokaklar\u0131nda, banklar\u0131nda ve sobal\u0131 evlerinde.
\n\u00c7ay i\u00e7elim dostum, dumanl\u0131 bir odada hayat dersleri verelim, \u015fark\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck ilmini anlatal\u0131m.
\nT\u00fcm iyi ruhlar aras\u0131nda dostum; benim kara ruhum dola\u015f\u0131r seni arar\u0131m. Kara ruhumda yaln\u0131z kalbim parlar benim… Benim kalbim bir sava\u015f alan\u0131d\u0131r dostum. Ma\u011flup ordular\u0131n yeridir benim kalbim. Kara bulutlar\u0131mdan ya\u011fan ya\u011fmurun yeridir, g\u00f6zlerimde nem bile bulunmazken. \u0130\u015fte bir \u015fair a\u011flamas\u0131 dostum… D\u00fcnyalar\u0131 y\u0131kan, sava\u015flar verdiren \u015fair a\u011flamas\u0131. G\u00f6zde al\u00e2meti yok belki ama derinleri kan \u0131rmaklar\u0131.
\nSeni bulaca\u011f\u0131m dostum! Seni bir \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ard\u0131nda da olsa bulaca\u011f\u0131m. Sana a\u011flayan bir \u015fair kalbi sunaca\u011f\u0131m. Hakk\u0131n\u0131 helal et dostum. Bu yaz\u0131ya sen olmadan ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m.
\nBen k\u0131\u015f\u0131n ya\u011fan kar\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmem, ben sokaklarda seni ararken de \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmem. Bu dost mefhumu varken zihnimde, gelip ge\u00e7en mevsimler i\u00e7inde, tak\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu zemheri olsa bile \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmem ben dostum.
\nDost! Dostum\u2026
\nDur gitme\u2026 Seni hen\u00fcz bulamam\u0131\u015fken neden gidiyorsun zihnimden bile. Vefa treni senin istasyonuna u\u011framaz m\u0131? Dost muhabbeti sen de bir iz b\u0131rakmaz m\u0131? Beni bu peri\u015fan halimle b\u0131rak\u0131p nereye? \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc senin g\u00f6lgen pe\u015finde ge\u00e7irene bir saat ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaz m\u0131s\u0131n sen. Sana kendimi anlat\u0131yorum dostum. Y\u00fcre\u011fine ula\u015f\u0131p kula\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131nlayan ses benden geliyor. Ve galiba kaf da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan geliyor. Bir dost mefhumuyla \u00e7atlayan y\u00fcrekten geliyor.
\nHer gece demlenen duygular getirdim sana dostum! Her gece her m\u0131sras\u0131na bin damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u015fiirler getirdim. Oku azizim! Kalbimi oku, hayat\u0131m\u0131 oku, beni oku…
\nOku ki a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131z dinsin.
\nOku ki derdimiz derman olsun.
\nSen mesih soluklar\u0131nla oku ki, as\u0131l “R\u00f6nesans” neymi\u015f d\u00fcnya g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.
\nHeyhat\u2026 G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131mda ve zihnimde biriken “Sen” hayali\u2026 Dostu bana en iyi tan\u0131mlayan sen ve bu dost hayaliyle yan\u0131p tutu\u015fan ben. Ne de g\u00fczel duruyor vefa senin ruhunda. S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 topra\u011fa emanet etmeden hayalimden m\u00fccerret ol ve ruhumda da m\u00fcnevvir.
\nSen bir \u015fairin g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131s\u0131n. Haydi, daha fazla bekletme \u015fu fani d\u00fcnyamda bir milad-\u0131 kebir ol ve gel\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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