Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa set \u00e7ekti\u011fimiz g\u00fcnden beri sevginin dilini bilmeyenlerle \u00e7ok oyaland\u0131k, hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131 arkas\u0131 kesilmedi. R\u00fczg\u00e2r savurduk\u00e7a savurdu d\u00f6rt bir yana, kimimiz bat\u0131da kimimiz do\u011fuda ba\u015fkald\u0131rd\u0131k sevdaya, tutkuya ve g\u00f6n\u00fclden ba\u011flanmaya. Zihnimiz kalbimizle harpteydi, her ikisi de var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle sald\u0131r\u0131yordu. Kalbimiz zihnimize bir hamle yapt\u0131, \u00f6yle bir hamle ki y\u00f6n karma\u015fas\u0131 ya\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131 zihnimiz. Peki, neden sorgulam\u0131yorduk zihnimizin \u00f6n yarg\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 veyahut kalbimizin ritim bozuklu\u011funu? Ne yani her \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe kondu\u011funda bal m\u0131 yapacakt\u0131 ar\u0131? Yahut bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ard\u0131na gizleneni g\u00f6remez miydik? Sevdalanmaya hi\u00e7 mi hakk\u0131 yoktu kalbimizin?
\nBiz bu sorularla bo\u011fu\u015furken yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdakiler bize i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fumuz karma\u015fan\u0131n dozunu art\u0131racak hamleler yapmakta hatta bizi farkl\u0131 kulvarlardaki cenderelere \u00e7ekmekteydi. Bu y\u00fczden debelenmelerimiz \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc etkileyecek yaralar biriktiriyordu vicdanlar\u0131m\u0131zda. Y\u00fckseldik\u00e7e y\u00fckseliyor ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z ufkumuza, kalbimiz \u00e7o\u011fu zaman zihnimizi perdeliyor, referans alam\u0131yoruz hi\u00e7bir muhalif duyguyu, o an adeta k\u00f6rle\u015fiyoruz hatta ya\u015f\u0131yor da say\u0131lmay\u0131z.
\nSonralar\u0131 anlamaya ba\u015fl\u0131yoruz imtihan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ve g\u00f6rmezden geliyoruz yoku\u015flar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sevdalar\u0131n y\u00f6r\u00fcngeden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Sevda y\u00fckl\u00fc bulutlar kaplam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, ummanlar\u0131 doldurur kalbimizin hacmi, bir t\u0131k az sevseydik ne olurdu. Ah zihnimizin el verdi\u011fi a\u015fklar, ah g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131nda bo\u011fuldu\u011fumuz sevgili! Zorla\u015ft\u0131rma i\u015fimizi, yolumuz uzun hem yollar da engebeli kalbimiz ta\u015f\u0131yamaz bu kadar y\u00fck\u00fc.
\n\u0130\u00e7imizden bir ses y\u00fckselse, asuman\u0131 kaplasa hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z, var oldu\u011fumuzu anlasak ya da \u00f6nemsensek hi\u00e7 olmazsa bir anl\u0131k. Sevdaya umut olsak da yakla\u015fsak ate\u015fin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na ve yansak ebediyete kadar bu sevdan\u0131n sevinciyle\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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