Oturuyoruz bankta. Bulutlara bak\u0131yorum g\u00f6zlerimi ka\u00e7\u0131rmadan.
\nBir kula\u011f\u0131mda m\u00fczik var, Sezen Aksu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Onun sesi g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc daha da g\u00fczelle\u015ftiriyor. \u201cVazge\u00e7tim\u201d diyor, \u201cVazge\u00e7tim g\u00f6zlerinden.\u201d\u00a0Ben g\u00f6\u011fe bakmaktan, mart\u0131lar\u0131n a\u011flay\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6b\u00fcr kula\u011f\u0131mla dinlemekten vazge\u00e7medim. Hepsinde senden az\u0131c\u0131k bir \u015fey var \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Seninle g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yery\u00fcz\u00fcne iniyor. Seninle buz da\u011flar\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki sakl\u0131 s\u00f6zler bang\u0131r bang\u0131r duyuluyor.
\nSen demi\u015fken, bir kedi sokuluyor usulca yan\u0131ma, sokak kedisi. En masumlar\u0131 da onlard\u0131r ya hani, bulabildikleri yerde sevgiyle kucaklanmak isterler, yemek bulduklar\u0131 an sald\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 gibi. Sevgiye a\u00e7t\u0131rlar, sevgiye muhta\u00e7. Ben gibi\u2026 Sevgi seninle g\u00fczelle\u015fti. Onun en masum, en vef\u00e2l\u0131, en muhte\u015fem halisin sen. Sen sevgisin.<\/p>\n
Park\u0131n sal\u0131nca\u011f\u0131nda, sanki d\u00fcnyadaki herkes onu sevgiye bo\u011fmu\u015f gibi, g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen bir \u00e7ocuk var. \u00c7ocuklar niye bu kadar masum? Senden farklar\u0131 yok, \u00e7ok benziyorsunuz. Onun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde sen vars\u0131n. Yaradan tebess\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc eksik etmesin o yavrunun.
\nOturuyoruz h\u00e2l\u00e2. Ka\u00e7 \u015fark\u0131 ge\u00e7ti kulakl\u0131ktan bilmiyorum, dikkat etmedim. Bir Sezen Aksu\u2019yu dinledim, o da herkes ve her \u015feyin inad\u0131na, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben vazge\u00e7medim. \u00d6b\u00fcr \u015fark\u0131lar da hep senden bahsetmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p seni yeterince anlatamad\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7in kulak vermedim.
\nKaranl\u0131k \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc \u015fimdi. \u00c7ocuk annesinin elini tutup minik ad\u0131mlar\u0131yla uzakla\u015f\u0131yor. Mart\u0131lar\u0131n zeytin siyah\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinde g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015f; a\u011flamay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131lar. Kedi uzakla\u015ft\u0131, muhtemelen g\u00fcnl\u00fck sevgi dozunu ald\u0131. Bulutlar yok oldu, yerini y\u0131ld\u0131zlar ald\u0131. Bu g\u00fcnl\u00fck \u00e7alma listem de bitti. Kafam\u0131 yana \u00e7evirdim, h\u00fck\u00fcms\u00fcz bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k.
\nBana da kalkmak d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, san\u0131r\u0131m kedi gibi ben de g\u00fcnl\u00fck \u2018Sen\u2019 dozumu ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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