Duvarlar\u0131n sendeleyip \u00fcst\u00fcme d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc,
\n\u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n usulca sustu\u011fu,
\nUnutulmaya y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f,
\nKadim bir medeniyettir kalbim.
\nSabah\u0131n k\u00f6r karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131, en ayd\u0131nl\u0131k yeridir,
\nSenden sonra hi\u00e7 bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m,
\nMatem kokulu penceremin.<\/p>\n
\u00dccra bir t\u0131marhanedir benim kalbim.
\nBana \u015fiirler oku doktor,
\nBiliyorum, ben bir deliyim.
\nF\u0131rt\u0131nalar ba\u015flar ad\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131nca,
\nYa\u011fmurlar ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r g\u00f6zlerim bo\u015flu\u011fa,
\nG\u00fcne\u015f gizlenmi\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fckm\u00fcyor,
\nEbemku\u015faklar\u0131 koca bir yan\u0131lsama\u2026
\nParmak u\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutunarak ya\u015far\u0131m hayat\u0131.
\nYa\u015fam\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda dolan\u0131r t\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015flerim.
\nBir c\u00fcmlenin en yaral\u0131 yerinden ba\u015flar\u0131m g\u00fcne
\nUyanmasam da \u2018m\u0131\u015f\u2019 gibi yapar\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
Ruhu g\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f bir cesettir bedenim,
\nBana bir \u00f6tenazi bir de a\u00e7\u0131k \u00e7ay getirin.
\nSatran\u00e7tan anlamam ben doktor,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenin ac\u0131 verdi\u011fi bu zamanlarda\u2026
\nY\u0131ld\u0131zlar bir bir kayarken semadan,
\nBilirim, ya\u015flar\u0131n intihar\u0131d\u0131r g\u00f6zlerinden.
\nG\u00fclmenin g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7 bulunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu y\u00fczy\u0131l diliminde,
\nA\u011flamak da yasakl\u0131d\u0131r.
\nAnlamak da\u2026
\nAd\u0131n\u0131n manas\u0131 l\u00fcgat\u0131mda helakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Gaml\u0131 r\u00fcyalar g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum doktor,
\n\u015eehrayin \u015fark\u0131larla sesleniyorum sevdi\u011fime.
\nVe diyorum ki \u00f6lmek i\u00e7in ge\u00e7 de\u011fil,
\nVe ans\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zlerin giriyor i\u00e7erime
\nVe m\u0131h gibi saplan\u0131r s\u00f6ylenen her kelime,
\nVe dolan\u0131r revnakl\u0131 ismin dilime
\nG\u00f6zlerin \u00e7at\u0131l\u0131r g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme \u00e7arm\u0131h gibi,
\nG\u00f6zlerin m\u0131h gibi, g\u00f6zlerin m\u0131h gibi\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Duvarlar\u0131n sendeleyip \u00fcst\u00fcme d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n usulca…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":8300,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8218"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8218"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8218\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8218"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8218"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8218"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}