\u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7ine s\u0131\u011fmayan \u015feylerin bilin\u00e7siz y\u00fcr\u00fcnerek ayaklardan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 herhangi bir g\u00fcn, herhangi bir yerden, herhangi bir yere uzak herhangi bir yere y\u00fcr\u00fcrken \u00f6\u011frendim. Ac\u0131n\u0131n surat\u0131n\u0131za kezzap misali f\u0131rlat\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fu yana dursun, kezzab\u0131n bu kadar ac\u0131 verdi\u011fi deneyimini ya\u015famak, bir de hi\u00e7 ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z vakit hi\u00e7 ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z birinden geli\u015fiyle bir daha asla bu kadar yara alamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131za emin olu\u015funuz apayr\u0131 \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Sokaklar\u0131n bir dili vard\u0131, \u00fczerinde gezinen insanlar\u0131n. Bu y\u00fczden hi\u00e7bir vakit o yolu bir daha y\u00fcr\u00fcmedim. Sokak ortas\u0131nda kendimi g\u00f6recek ayna olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in -s\u0131rf bunun i\u00e7in- \u201cBir \u015feyiniz mi var ?\u201d diyen han\u0131ma bir \u015feyimin olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemedim. Y\u00fcz\u00fcme yans\u0131mad\u0131ysa ne \u00e2l\u00e2, baz\u0131 ac\u0131lar saklanmal\u0131yd\u0131. Herhangi bir vakit, herhangi bir yerden herhangi bir yere uzak herhangi bir yere y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Bir yalana bir de kand\u0131r\u0131lmaya gelemiyorum. Yalan \u00e7ark\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine f\u0131rlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve elimi neye \u00e7arpsam o iflas \u00e7ubu\u011funa denk gelmi\u015f gibiyim. Hayatta iflasla 1500 puan\u0131 yan yana koymak gibi belli ediyor asl\u0131nda aras\u0131ndaki pamuk ipli\u011fi kadar ince \u00e7izgiyi. \u015eimdi belki de do\u011fruya yalan, yalana da do\u011fru diyorum, o \u00e7ark\u0131n i\u00e7inde dengesini bozuyorlar insan\u0131n. Atas\u00f6z\u00fc b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne \u201cAnlatmak i\u00e7in yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir organ\u0131m\u0131z olan dilimiz varken benden m\u00fcneccimlik beklemeniz takdire \u015fayan\u201d diye yaz\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 talep ediyorum. O 1500 puan\u0131 ben almal\u0131y\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi o y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sokaklara bir daha gidip iki \u00e7ift laf etmek istiyorum. Islak diye oturamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m banka, bana bir \u015feyiniz mi var diye soran o kad\u0131na, iki mesafe aras\u0131n\u0131 bir ac\u0131y\u0131 bast\u0131rmak i\u00e7in y\u00fcr\u00fcyecek olanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyerek k\u0131sa tutan b\u00fcy\u00fck\u015fehir belediye ba\u015fkan\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Kendiniz i\u00e7in -belki- al\u0131\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funuz \u015fey ba\u015fkas\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00f6nem arz edenlerin en ba\u015f\u0131nda geliyorsa, bire be\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeniz gerekiyor. \u015euursuzlu\u011funuzun bedelini baban\u0131z dahi y\u00fcklenmez. Baz\u0131 sorumluluklar\u0131n bedelinin bir tek bana verilece\u011fini bende bilmiyordum, ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim. Bu da ac\u0131t\u0131yor. Bir ac\u0131 ba\u015fka ac\u0131y\u0131 do\u011fururmu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Ama biz yine g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn iyi niyetinden eksiltmeyece\u011fiz hi\u00e7bir \u015fey. Ne demi\u015fler: Suizanda isabet etmektense h\u00fcsn\u00fc zan edip yan\u0131lmak evl\u00e2d\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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