{"id":8184,"date":"2017-05-01T11:02:03","date_gmt":"2017-05-01T08:02:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8184"},"modified":"2017-05-01T11:02:03","modified_gmt":"2017-05-01T08:02:03","slug":"ben-buyudugumde-yedi-yasindaydim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8184","title":{"rendered":"BEN B\u00dcY\u00dcD\u00dc\u011e\u00dcMDE YED\u0130 YA\u015eINDAYDIM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ben b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131m beyazd\u0131<br \/>\nAnnem yoktu.<br \/>\nSen de yoktun<br \/>\nBa\u015fucumda bir \u00e7ift baba g\u00f6z\u00fc,<br \/>\nVe boyas\u0131 \u00e7oktan d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f d\u00f6rt duvar.<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131m ki,<br \/>\nB\u00fcy\u00fcmek i\u00e7in bir s\u00fcr\u00fc sebebim var.<\/p>\n<p>Ben b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<br \/>\nVe beynim \u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131.<br \/>\nMasraf olmas\u0131n diye d\u00fcnyaya<br \/>\nH\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fc cennetten getirmi\u015ftim.<br \/>\nAma hi\u00e7 a\u011flamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<br \/>\nPeygamber g\u00f6rse, bana a\u011flard\u0131.<br \/>\nBen, biraz \u00e7ocuktum.<br \/>\nA\u011flamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ben b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<br \/>\nSonra bir halt san\u0131p,<br \/>\nBiraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm durup dururken.<br \/>\nHayal kurmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim,<br \/>\nBakt\u0131m, hepsi y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor.<br \/>\nHayal kurmaman\u0131n hayalini kurmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim ard\u0131ndan.<br \/>\nS\u00f6zler de verdim kendime.<br \/>\nYast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 koyunca uyuyacakt\u0131m.<br \/>\nNe olursa olsun.<br \/>\nDo\u011furup do\u011furup soka\u011fa f\u0131rlatmayacakt\u0131m d\u00fc\u015flerimi geceleri.<br \/>\nNe olursa olsun.<\/p>\n<p>Ben b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u0130lk defa yedi ya\u015f\u0131mda tutmu\u015ftu babam ellerimden.<br \/>\nMahalle pazar\u0131n\u0131n yolunu tutmu\u015ftuk, bir Pazar ak\u015fam\u0131.<br \/>\nBen kendimi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck san\u0131rd\u0131m,<br \/>\nHer \u015fey ucuzlam\u0131\u015f, biz yerdeki elmalardan toplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<br \/>\nBen kendimi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck san\u0131rd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00c7ok ge\u00e7medi fark ettim.<br \/>\nElmalardan toplad\u0131k\u00e7a,<br \/>\n\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumu satm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ben b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<br \/>\nHep i\u00e7inde a\u015fk olan bir \u015fiir yazmak istedim.<br \/>\nNe bileyim.<br \/>\nBelki bir sevgiliye arma\u011fan etmek,<br \/>\nUykusuz geceler buna m\u00fcsaade etmedi.<br \/>\nSonra Gazzeli bir yetim yazmak istedim.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imde \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7ocuk buna m\u00fcsaade etmedi.<br \/>\n\u015eu halimi peygamber g\u00f6rse, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fard\u0131.<br \/>\nBen a\u011flard\u0131m.<br \/>\nAma art\u0131k yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131m beyazd\u0131.<br \/>\nAnnem yoktu.<br \/>\nSen de yoktun.<br \/>\nA\u011flaman\u0131n manas\u0131 desen?<br \/>\nO hi\u00e7 yoktu\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ben b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m beyazd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":15,"featured_media":8423,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8184"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/15"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8184"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8184\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}