En seslisinden susuyoruz son zamanlar. \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zda bo\u011fulurcas\u0131na susuyoruz. Sesimizin g\u00fcr olu\u015fu yank\u0131 yap\u0131yor ve tekrar bize geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyor s\u00f6ylemlerimiz. Ne yapsak da bo\u015funaym\u0131\u015f gibi geliyor.
\nSonra birden bir ses duyup irkiliyoruz. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u00fcmidi iman\u0131 nispetinde iken nedir bu bizdeki t\u00fckenmi\u015flik sendromu? Evet, kaybediyoruz \u00e7o\u011fu inanc\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00fcmidimiz gibi. Ama sonra d\u00f6n\u00fcp kendimize bak\u0131yoruz;
\nBen bu muyum? Bu ben miyim? diye.
\nSonbahar\u0131n birden geli\u015fi bizi t\u00f6kezlemeye sevk ediyordu sanki. Ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sa\u011flam basa bilmesi ise bizim elimizde idi. Ama k\u0131\u015f\u0131n bu \u00e7etin hali kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dik durabilmek kolay m\u0131yd\u0131? Veya kolay olsa idi zoru anlayabilir miydik? D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde her zaman yan\u0131m\u0131zda birileri mi oluyordu?
\nHer bir \u00f6rselemenin ac\u0131s\u0131 bu denli etkilemesin art\u0131k bizleri. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc derinle\u015ftik\u00e7e derinle\u015fiyor ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z. Hakikati hayk\u0131rmayan her bir c\u00fcmle her bir davran\u0131\u015f m\u0131h gibi saplan\u0131veriyor. Yutkunmalar\u0131m\u0131z zorla\u015f\u0131yor, hele nefes almalar\u0131m\u0131z\u2026
\nNeden ve niyedir ki bu sitemim? En \u00e7etin k\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ard\u0131nda gizli de\u011fil midir en g\u00fczel baharlar. Hem bak nisan ay\u0131nday\u0131z. Nisan ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 da kap\u0131m\u0131zda.
\nYa\u011fmurlar diyorum, t\u00fckenmeden gel art\u0131k!
\nGel ki karanl\u0131k b\u0131raks\u0131n ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa. \u00dcrperten bu sessizlik son bulsun. Her bir harfin hakk\u0131n\u0131 verircesine a\u011f\u0131zdan ta\u015far \u015fekilde hayk\u0131rs\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn hakikati! Dilsiz olan \u015feytanlardan ar\u0131ns\u0131n d\u00fcnyam\u0131z. Yerini; samimiyete, sevgiye, mutlulu\u011fa, hakka, hakikate, adalete b\u0131raks\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
En seslisinden susuyoruz son zamanlar. \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zda…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":65,"featured_media":8302,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8158"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/65"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8158"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8158\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8158"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8158"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8158"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}