\u2013 Sahi sen olmasayd\u0131n, yani hi\u00e7 olmasayd\u0131n
\nNiye do\u011fsayd\u0131 ki g\u00fcn, niye batsayd\u0131 gece? \u2013<\/p>\n
K\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015flerimin ayd\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f sabah\u0131
\nG\u00fclen y\u00fcz\u00fcm
\nCanan\u0131m.
\nSahi sen olmasayd\u0131n
\nYani hi\u00e7 olmasayd\u0131n,
\nKu\u015f c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131yla demledi\u011fim sabah\u0131
\nBir tutam umutla s\u00fcslerken
\nKime y\u00e2rim derdim ben, e\u011fer sen olmasayd\u0131n?<\/p>\n
Sahi, sen olmasayd\u0131n
\nHangi \u015fark\u0131 bu kadar dokunurdu i\u00e7ime?
\nHangi \u015fiir, hangi s\u00f6z
\nBu kadar anlat\u0131rd\u0131
\nBir \u201ciyi ki vars\u0131n\u201d \u0131?<\/p>\n
Sen olmasayd\u0131n,
\nBir bebe\u011fin cennet kokan teninde
\nKur\u015funa dizilirdi m\u00fclteci bir a\u015fk.
\nVe her gece
\nBir ba\u015fka varo\u015fta yank\u0131lan\u0131rd\u0131
\nFaili me\u00e7hul bir intihar\u0131n
\nA\u015fka adanm\u0131\u015f kimliksiz sesi.<\/p>\n
Sen olmasayd\u0131n,
\nG\u00f6zlerimden yol al\u0131p g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131na giden
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 yollar
\n\u00c7\u0131kmaz\u0131 adres bilmi\u015f
\nBir soka\u011f\u0131 bulurdu.
\nKorsan bir eyleme d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr gece,
\nY\u0131ld\u0131zlar birer birer
\n\u0130ntihara meyl eder,
\nKaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde sessizce kaybolurdu.<\/p>\n
Yani sen olmasayd\u0131n,
\nAma hi\u00e7 olmasayd\u0131n;
\nBelki gece \u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc, belki de d\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nAma sen olmasayd\u0131n,
\nYani hi\u00e7 olmasayd\u0131n;
\nEn devas\u0131z h\u00fcz\u00fcnler \u00f6mr\u00fcme \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
Ama sen olmasayd\u0131n,
\nYani \u00f6mr\u00fcm
\nYani her \u015feyim\u2026
\nYani vazge\u00e7i\u015flerin en imk\u00e2ns\u0131z\u0131,
\nEn imk\u00e2ns\u0131zlar\u0131n en ula\u015f\u0131lmaz\u0131;
\nTek adresim, sevdal\u0131m, y\u00e2rim,
\nK\u0131y\u0131ya d\u00fc\u015fen g\u00f6lgesi bir yakamozun
\nBir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin tomurcu\u011fa duru\u015fu
\nEnkaz alt\u0131ndan sa\u011f kurtar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bebek
\nHayata d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f umudum
\nG\u00f6\u00e7 etmi\u015f hazan\u0131m
\nHer \u015feyim\u2026
\nSen olmasayd\u0131n
\nYani hi\u00e7 olmasayd\u0131n,
\nNeyi yazard\u0131 kalem?<\/p>\n
\u0130yi ki vars\u0131n be, iyi ki vars\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2013 Sahi sen olmasayd\u0131n, yani hi\u00e7…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":9476,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8146"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8146"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8146\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}