Hayatta hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi bildim deme\u2026 Hatta hi\u00e7 bilme. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ne kadar \u00e7ok bilirsen o kadar \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u00fcn. Sadece c\u00fcmlenin i\u00e7ine nak\u015folmu\u015f umudu \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131karmal\u0131 insan: \u201cHayat\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na gelen her \u015fey hasendir.\u201d demeli.<\/p>\n
Evet, her \u015fey. Umut, her \u015fey daha iyi olacak diye beklentilerde sakl\u0131 de\u011fildir. Hayat\u0131n bu andaki kanatlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nabilmektir. Sabah\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yla yolunu bulmak, soludu\u011fun da havayla umutlanmakt\u0131r. Ona kahve koyup dem vurmakt\u0131r g\u00f6n\u00fcl dostunla.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n baz\u0131 \u015feyleri anlamlan\u0131r aniden. Hemdeminle dertlere ram olmu\u015f g\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u00f6z\u00fcnde yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n kahve, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman h\u00fcz\u00fcn dehlizlerine dem vurmak i\u00e7in yap\u0131l\u0131r ve her yudum da biraz daha g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr seni umuda. Yolculuk i\u00e7in \u00fcmit beslemeye ve hayata biraz daha tutunursun her kahve yudumunda. Kahveye her k\u00f6z koydu\u011funda biraz daha eritir i\u00e7indeki d\u00fcnyay\u0131 ve insanlara ait buzlar\u0131. Kahve bitimine do\u011fru bir in\u015firah sarar y\u00fcre\u011fini, belkide\u00a0 beklentisizli\u011fi beklenti haline getirmi\u015f koca bir y\u00fcrek hali has\u0131l olur t\u00fcm benli\u011fine. Yine d\u00fc\u015fer akl\u0131na kalbinde gizledi\u011fin en kesif ac\u0131lar, ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki bin t\u00f6vbelerine sar\u0131lmalar\u0131ndaki\u00a0 sanc\u0131lar. Duygular\u0131n hissizle\u015fir belli zaman sonra\u2026 Bitti\u011findeyse hi\u00e7bir\u015fey kar\u015f\u0131lamaz giden umutlar\u0131n\u0131, y\u0131k\u0131lan \u00fcmitlerine derman bulunmaz. Prangalarla s\u00fcrg\u00fcn eder seni insanlardan bekledi\u011fin her beklenti. Her\u015feye ra\u011fmen, her\u015feyin sahibini y\u00e2r edinip,\u00a0 O\u2019nun yaralar\u0131na derman olma tevekk\u00fcl\u00fc sarar yaralar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Yoktan var edenin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla, yok olu\u015fun anlam bulur. Havf ve rec\u00e2 dengesini kurdu\u011funda, yaralar\u0131na derman olan as\u0131l Y\u00e2r\u2019in verdi\u011fi tarifsiz huzurun efsunu sarar ruhunu.<\/p>\n
Ve art\u0131k imtihan\u0131n ad\u0131 kurtulu\u015f olur\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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