Sessizli\u011fe sinmi\u015f taze bir \u00f6zlem ile severek i\u00e7ti\u011fim ve ne yaz\u0131k ki al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m so\u011fuk kahvemin tad\u0131na e\u015flik eden eski bir gramafondan dinledim seni bu sabah. G\u00fcn\u00fc, ba\u015flamadan bitirmekten kurtaran duvara as\u0131l\u0131 birka\u00e7 portre resme s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeler olsa da umutsuzlu\u011fun misafir olaca\u011f\u0131 bu geceyi de beklemek zorunda gibiyim, t\u0131pk\u0131 uzun zamand\u0131r tek ba\u015f\u0131ma ad\u0131m atmaya korktu\u011fum sahilin beni bekledi\u011fini bilmek gibi\u2026
\nBir kez daha kendimi yenip, yabanc\u0131l\u0131k \u00e7ekmeden y\u00fcr\u00fcyebilirsem e\u011fer ki o ba\u015f\u0131nda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m yolu, i\u015fte o zaman bahardan bir mevsime tak\u0131l\u0131p oyalanacak hep i\u00e7imdeki sana gelmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan \u00e7ocuk.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc zaman\u0131n\u0131n gelmesini beklemeden yaprak d\u00f6kmeyi ezbere bildi\u011fimden bu yana ye\u015fermek; hep bir sonraki bahar kadar uzak. Son bir kez sana gelmek i\u00e7in b\u00fct\u00fcn yollar; att\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ad\u0131mda daha bir uzun. Senden daha uzak hissetti\u011fim i\u00e7in nefes; her al\u0131\u015f\u0131mda daha bir derin. K\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131mla yaz\u0131p biriktirdi\u011fim birka\u00e7 c\u00fcmlenin sonunu getiremeden bitti\u011fi i\u00e7in hayaller; her kuruldu\u011funda daha bir eksik\u2026
\n\u0130\u015fte \u015fimdi tam inanc\u0131m varl\u0131\u011fa, fakat yoklu\u011funun\u2026 Bu y\u00fczden her yeni ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7, hi\u00e7 bitmez sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n sonundan ba\u015flar her zaman\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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