Her gece seni dev\u015firiyorum kalbime kimsesiz sokaklardan. Ad\u0131n yank\u0131lan\u0131yor beynimde. Her gece g\u00f6z bebeklerimde duruyorsun hi\u00e7 olmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla. Bir menek\u015fe kokusu kadar vard\u0131n bu zifiri d\u00fcnyamda. G\u00fcllerin, papatyalar\u0131n, s\u00fcmb\u00fcllerin hatta dikenlerin bile kokusu gelirdi burnuma da bir sen gelmezdin menek\u015fe kokulum. Bu \u00f6ks\u00fcz sevdam\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir leylas\u0131zl\u0131k oldun Mecnun g\u00f6nl\u00fcmde.G\u00fcne\u015fsiz sokaklar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesiydin, hi\u00e7 olmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kurdun bende. Hi\u00e7birseyimdin sen; her\u015feyimi tutan hi\u00e7bir\u015fey. Gitmenden dem vuramam, gelmeni bekleyemem. Seni and\u0131\u011f\u0131m her g\u00fcn\u00fc bahar bildim, d\u00fc\u015ferken kar taneleri g\u00f6kten. Dedim ya t\u00fcm kokular\u0131n i\u00e7inde menek\u015fe kokulum bu zifiri karanl\u0131kta da g\u00fcne\u015fe vuran g\u00f6lgem oldun. Sevmek diye bir\u015fey varm\u0131\u015f; sevmek diye bir\u015fey yokmu\u015f\u2026 G\u00fclden g\u00fczel menek\u015fe kokulum. Varken hasretim, yokken gurbetimsin. Ne zemheriler ya\u015fad\u0131m as\u0131rlara bedel. M\u00fcnbit topra\u011f\u0131mda bir sen a\u00e7mad\u0131n bana.<\/p>\n
Ey g\u00f6lgesine iman etti\u011fim
\nEy siyaha \u015f\u00fckrettiren
\nBir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131na bin sava\u015f verdiren
\nNeden y\u0131ld\u0131zlar kadar uzaks\u0131n, oysa kalbimdeyken<\/p>\n
Sen kadar zor sen kadar imkans\u0131z bir s\u00fckuta gark ettin beni. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n g\u00f6zlerime ula\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi kelimeler de dilime ula\u015fm\u0131yor. Halbuki ne g\u00fczel olurdu dururken g\u00f6zlerinde, sana d\u00fcnyadan olmayan \u015fiirler okumak. Ama i\u015fte zorluk yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ar\u015ftaki deftere. Bir sabah ans\u0131z\u0131n hayalimden ve sinemden tecerr\u00fct edip gelsen ve ben ikamet etsem g\u00f6zlerinde. Sat\u0131rlara d\u00f6kemedi\u011fim o duyguyu g\u00f6zlerinde g\u00f6r\u00fcp, y\u00fcre\u011finde hissetsem. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ortas\u0131nda bir \u00e7\u0131nar gibi dursam ve sen bende g\u00f6lgelensen ke\u015fke. Duyuyor musun menek\u015fe kokulum zira s\u00f6zlerim y\u00fcre\u011finden i\u00e7eri<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Her gece seni dev\u015firiyorum kalbime kimsesiz…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8094"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/24"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8094"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8094\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8094"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8094"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8094"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}