{"id":8090,"date":"2017-02-01T10:10:23","date_gmt":"2017-02-01T08:10:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8090"},"modified":"2017-02-01T10:10:23","modified_gmt":"2017-02-01T08:10:23","slug":"icimizdeki-sardunya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8090","title":{"rendered":"\u0130\u00c7\u0130M\u0130ZDEK\u0130 SARDUNYA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Her milletin \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kan bazen onu y\u00f6neten ama her zaman onu o yapan bir duygusu varm\u0131\u015f. Bizimkisi ne diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken akl\u0131ma internette s\u0131k\u00e7a rastlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yurdumdan insan manzaralar\u0131 furyas\u0131 geldi. Yurdum insan\u0131nda her duygudan \u00e7ok\u00e7a mevcut, duygulu insanlar\u0131z sonu\u00e7ta. Ama en \u00e7ok hangisidir deyince h\u00fcz\u00fcn zannettim \u00f6nceleri. Malum d\u00fcnyada T\u00fcrk olmak zor zanaat. Ancak h\u00fcz\u00fcnle yo\u011frulmu\u015f Anadolu\u2019yu Anadolu yapan h\u00fcz\u00fcn m\u00fc, onu bilemedim. Sevin\u00e7, co\u015fku, kayg\u0131, \u00f6fke, \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k, utan\u00e7 derken onlarca se\u00e7enek \u00e7o\u011fald\u0131 beynimde. Tatmin edemedi hi\u00e7bir kelime bendeki \u2018\u2019bizi biz yapan\u2019\u2019 ibaresini. Ta ki masumiyet damla olup akl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye kadar.<br \/>\nBizi biz yapan her \u015fey de\u011filse de \u00e7ok \u015feydir masumiyet. Dokuz harflik koca bir hik\u00e2yedir. Derindir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e geni\u015fler, geni\u015fledik\u00e7e derinle\u015fir. \u0130lk anda akl\u0131ma gelen \u00e7o\u011fu duygunun temelidir.<br \/>\n\u00c7ekingen bir tav\u0131rla a\u011flayan kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r masumiyet. Bir baban\u0131n i\u00e7ine d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc dert taneleridir. Kedidir, kedilerle yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7are bulmu\u015f tonton teyzedir. Sevdi\u011fini g\u00f6sterme \u00e7abas\u0131yla al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f hediyedir masumiyet. Minik bir \u00e7ocu\u011funki kadar saf ve temiz, birinin iyili\u011fini kendinden \u00f6nce tutacak kadar fedak\u00e2rd\u0131r.<br \/>\nHer ne kadar biz onu ihm\u00e2l etsek de\u2026<br \/>\nBizi farkl\u0131 k\u0131lan bu yeg\u00e2ne unsuru biraz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, onu besleyip b\u00fcy\u00fctmeyi ihmal etmi\u015f olsak bile ars\u0131z bir sardunya gibi hi\u00e7 usanmadan onu fark edece\u011fimiz g\u00fcn\u00fc beklemi\u015ftir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bizdir, bizi biz yapar. Her \u015feyin h\u0131zla t\u00fckendi\u011fi ve kirlendi\u011fi g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda bizi k\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcze s\u0131k\u0131ca ba\u011flayacak g\u00f6vdemizdir.<br \/>\nZaman i\u00e7imizdeki sardunyay\u0131 besleme zaman\u0131. Bizden kopmaya y\u00fcz tutan bu g\u00fczelim Anadolu duygusunu ancak kendimizden ba\u015flayarak tekrar filiz vermesini sa\u011flayabiliriz. \u0130\u00e7ten bir kahkahayla, sebepsiz bir tebess\u00fcmle\u2026 Bize en b\u00fcy\u00fck zarar\u0131 kendimizin verdi\u011fini unutmadan, masumiyetimizi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mutluluklarla besleyerek k\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fczden kopu\u015fu engelleyebiliriz. Yeni filizlerin umuduyla, masumiyetimizi her zaman korumam\u0131z dile\u011fiyle, mutlulukla dolu nice g\u00fcnlere.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Her milletin \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kan bazen onu&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":93,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8090"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/93"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8090"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8090\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8090"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8090"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8090"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}