{"id":8076,"date":"2017-02-01T09:50:28","date_gmt":"2017-02-01T07:50:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8076"},"modified":"2017-02-01T09:50:28","modified_gmt":"2017-02-01T07:50:28","slug":"ask-iii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8076","title":{"rendered":"A\u015eK III"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>\u201cDil \u00fczmezim tek hece var ismimde<br \/>\nBar\u0131na\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6n\u00fcl denen yer benim.\u201d<br \/>\nCemal Safi<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Hangi yol bir g\u00f6lgenin h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131yorsa<br \/>\nHer sabah o yol i\u00e7in demsiz uyanan benim.<br \/>\nHangi yol o g\u00f6lgenin h\u00fczn\u00fcyle ya\u015f\u0131yorsa<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7inde kora d\u00f6nen, dumans\u0131z yanan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Ben y\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcm, g\u00f6lgeler yolu ben san\u0131r yine<br \/>\nHer m\u00e2\u015fuk sonbahar\u0131 benimle tan\u0131r yine<br \/>\nAy buluta gizlenir, g\u00fcne\u015f utan\u0131r yine<br \/>\nSu\u00e7unu t\u00f6vbesinin ard\u0131ndan anan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Ben susar\u0131m, kente bir ya\u011fmur ya\u011far aniden<br \/>\nG\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kendini in\u015fa eder yeniden<br \/>\n\u201cKe\u015fke\u201dler unutulur ve her terk edip giden<br \/>\nBenimle anar beni, sonsuz imtihan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eark\u0131lar beni s\u00f6yler, beni susar \u015fiirler<br \/>\nBeni a\u011flar g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, bensiz kal\u0131r \u015fehirler<br \/>\nBenimle deniz olur \u00e7a\u011flayan t\u00fcm nehirler<br \/>\nDamlada derya bulup ar\u015fa uzanan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan\u0131 s\u00f6yler durur dinim de mezhebim de<br \/>\nG\u00f6lgeye secde etmez fikrim de edebim de<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn meyhanelerin hesab\u0131n\u0131 cebimde<br \/>\nGezdiren vicdan benim, s\u0131r benim, \u00fcryan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Alevden bir \u0131rmakt\u0131r g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn manzaras\u0131<br \/>\nG\u00fcne\u015fim g\u00fcne uzak, zifirin en karas\u0131<br \/>\nKadim dost yaras\u0131n\u0131 iki sat\u0131r aras\u0131<br \/>\nH\u00fcsranla anan benim, hicr\u00e2na kanan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eems benim i\u00e7in do\u011fdu, ben var ettim gurbeti<br \/>\nBen kaynat\u0131p i\u00e7irdim hasret denen \u015ferbeti<br \/>\nBenimle h\u00e2s\u0131l oldu insan\u0131n \u00e2k\u0131beti<br \/>\nLevh-i Mahfuz\u2019da yazan g\u00fcn benim, zaman benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130brahim\u2019i g\u00fcl denen korda yakan bendim, ben<br \/>\nBaltac\u0131\u2019y\u0131 bir kirpik darbesiyle yendim ben.<br \/>\nKul benim, k\u00f6le benim; yine de efendim ben<br \/>\nVe en b\u00fcy\u00fck sahibe sunulan iman benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Hasan\u2019a a\u011fu veren elin g\u00fcnah\u0131 i\u00e7in<br \/>\nKerbela\u2019y\u0131 anmayan telin g\u00fcnah\u0131 i\u00e7in<br \/>\nBeni bensiz zikreden dilin g\u00fcnah\u0131 i\u00e7in<br \/>\n\u00d6ns\u00f6z\u00fc yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f \u00f6ks\u00fcz her roman benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Ben istedim, Firavun K\u0131z\u0131l Deniz\u2019e geldi<br \/>\nBen \u00e7ok istedim diye Ferhat da\u011flar\u0131 deldi<br \/>\n\u0130stemesem Leyla da Mecnun da bir hayaldi<br \/>\nHerkesin inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 en b\u00fcy\u00fck yalan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Eski bir \u015fark\u0131y\u0131m ben, siyah beyaz bir resim<br \/>\nSabah\u0131 uzak k\u0131lar, uykuyu b\u00f6ler sesim<br \/>\nKimsenin g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi bir kuytuyken adresim<br \/>\nG\u00f6klere tek kanatl\u0131 turnalar salan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Kimse bilmez, m\u00e2\u015fukun naz\u0131d\u0131r tek ezberim<br \/>\nVuslat denen kap\u0131n\u0131n l\u00fctfundan bihaberim<br \/>\nKaranl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde simsiyah bir makberim<br \/>\nI\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n var etti\u011fi k\u0131rg\u0131n heyecan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<br \/>\nYang\u0131nlar diz \u00e7\u00f6kerken, kucaklarken kor beni<br \/>\nKurumu\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin dallar\u0131na sor beni<br \/>\nKorkulu k\u00e2bus benim, hay\u0131rlara yor beni<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015flerin hayr\u0131 ile susuz y\u0131kanan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Akrep g\u00fcne ko\u015farken \u201cyelkovan\u201d dese bile<br \/>\nAnka v\u00fccut bulurken, k\u00fcl; \u201cduman\u201d dese bile<br \/>\nTakvim umut, umut an; an \u201cRahman\u201d dese bile<br \/>\n\u015eeytan\u2019\u0131n reddetti\u011fi can benim, insan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>Ben \u201ca\u015fk\u201d\u0131m, benim i\u00e7in karde\u015fi yok K\u00e2bil\u2019in<br \/>\nBenim i\u00e7in k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 kanad\u0131 ebabilin<br \/>\nBenimle t\u00fckenecek, s\u00f6necek son kandilin<br \/>\nZiy\u00e2s\u0131na kilidi sessizce vuran benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131blesini \u015fa\u015f\u0131ran her kulun akl\u0131 benim<br \/>\nY\u00fcrek denen mabedin i\u00e7inde sakl\u0131 benim<br \/>\nHer dem yasakl\u0131 benim, her d\u00e2im hakl\u0131 benim<br \/>\nSuskun sa\u011fanaklara k\u0131z\u0131p \u0131slanan benim<br \/>\n\u00c2dem\u2019i yery\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcren tek isyan benim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cDil \u00fczmezim tek hece var ismimde&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":8608,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8076"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8076"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8076\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8076"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8076"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8076"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}