{"id":8064,"date":"2017-01-01T09:37:42","date_gmt":"2017-01-01T07:37:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8064"},"modified":"2017-01-01T09:37:42","modified_gmt":"2017-01-01T07:37:42","slug":"metal-kapaklar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=8064","title":{"rendered":"Metal Kapaklar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c7ocukken, raylara dizdi\u011fimiz metal kapaklar\u0131n \u00fczerinden ge\u00e7ecek trenin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131nca sevincimiz vard\u0131 bir de bizleri s\u00fcrekli ele veren saklamba\u00e7 oyunlar\u0131ndaki bir yere s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z heyecan\u0131m\u0131z. Ufakt\u0131 ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131z, ondan dolay\u0131 her yer uzak gelirdi bizlere. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in y\u00fcre\u011fimiz, \u00e7abuk mutlulukla dolard\u0131. Avu\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 dolduracak kadar \u015fekerdi t\u00fcm hayallerimiz. Ne mesafelerin tan\u0131m\u0131 ne de zaman\u0131n nas\u0131l bir \u015fey oldu\u011fu ilgilendirmezdi. En b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce diz ac\u0131s\u0131 ve en b\u00fcy\u00fck korkumuzun ise karanl\u0131k oldu\u011funu san\u0131rd\u0131k. Mevsimler, s\u0131cak ve so\u011fuktan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey ifade etmezdi. Ya\u011fmurlar hep \u0131slak, karlar ise \u00fc\u015f\u00fctmekten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de\u011fildi. Sonra, zaman\u0131n tan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimizden bu yana b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck. Asl\u0131nda kendimizden ka\u00e7amad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in uzakt\u0131 her yer. Ve kalbimiz k\u0131r\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in y\u00fcre\u011fin bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc dolmak bilmeyece\u011fini hissedemedik. Sadece bir avu\u00e7 dolusu \u015feker olan hayallerimizin asl\u0131nda k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131nca o kadar tatl\u0131 olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorduk. Diz ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zleyece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedik hi\u00e7 en korktu\u011fumuz gecelerin koyu karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda. Sonra hep bir sonbahar ak\u015fam\u0131na tak\u0131l\u0131 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k mevsimlerden yaz\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu bilince. Herkes bir bir gidince heyecan\u0131n\u0131 yitirmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu oyun ve san\u0131r\u0131m en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc buydu saklambac\u0131n. En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc, mesafenin tan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimizden beri o treni bir daha hi\u00e7 beklemedik. Yerde kalan metal kapaklarda kald\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimiz, hislerimiz ise \u00fczerinden hep ge\u00e7mesini bekledi\u011fimiz trendi ne yaz\u0131k ki\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c7ocukken, raylara dizdi\u011fimiz metal kapaklar\u0131n \u00fczerinden&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":78,"featured_media":8600,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8064"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/78"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8064"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8064\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8064"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8064"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8064"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}