Kimsesiz sokaklar\u0131n t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc bu\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde esen f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131n bitmek bilmeyen afeti.<\/p>\n
Kendi halinde k\u0131y\u0131larda, k\u00f6\u015felerde dur durak bilmeyen zaman\u0131n i\u00e7inde savrulup giden bir me\u00e7hul\u2026 Etraf\u0131 o kadar kalabal\u0131k ve olabildi\u011fine g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc\u2026 Sanmaz kimse yaln\u0131z oldu\u011funu.<\/p>\n
Gurbet i\u00e7inde gurbet ya\u015far gibi\u2026 Onunda gurbeti kendine, insana, dosta, arkada\u015fa\u2026 Ci\u011feri par\u00e7alan\u0131rcas\u0131na verdi\u011fi k\u0131ymete..<\/p>\n
K\u0131ymet bu! Ci\u011fer par\u00e7alar m\u0131 hi\u00e7?!.<\/p>\n
\u201cEvet! Evet par\u00e7alar\u2026\u201d diye bir ses gelir derinlerden. Terk edilmi\u015fli\u011fin yank\u0131s\u0131 sanki bu, mazinin kal\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 yeniden canlan\u0131rcas\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
K\u0131ymet demi\u015ftik, k\u0131ymet bilmiyordu kimse. S\u00f6zleri ve konu\u015fmalar\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcl s\u00fczgecinden ge\u00e7mezlerin, kalb ve ak\u0131llar\u0131 bir i\u015flemeyenlerin hele ki kalpleri kaskat\u0131 bencillik ziftine bulanm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n, k\u0131ymetten nasipleri olur muydu ki?!.. Tak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 her defas\u0131nda vicdan mekanizmas\u0131na halleri.<\/p>\n
Menfaatleri etraflar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7epe\u00e7evre ku\u015fatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, ama fark\u0131nda de\u011fillerdi onlar. Benlikten ge\u00e7me s\u0131rr\u0131na ermeleri gerekti\u011fi yerde, s\u0131rlar\u0131 \u201cben\u201d kuyular\u0131nda derinle\u015fmedeydi.. \u0130sar ruhlu h\u00fc\u015fyar hissiyattan o kadar uzaklard\u0131 ki\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cYaln\u0131zl\u0131k\u201d diye adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu kalabal\u0131k i\u00e7inde sessizli\u011fi, patlamay\u0131 bekleyen bir yanarda\u011f\u0131n magmalar\u0131 misali, i\u00e7inde kaynad\u0131k\u00e7a kayn\u0131yordu. Kim bilir neler biriktirmi\u015fti\u2026<\/p>\n
Ne dertler, ne kederler, ne h\u00fcz\u00fcnler, ne sevin\u00e7ler\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir haberdi herkes her halinden. Anlamak veya anlamland\u0131rmak onu, o kadar uzakt\u0131 ki\u2026 Herkes kendince \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131mlar pe\u015finde iken o, kimsesizli\u011finin ufuklar\u0131na do\u011fru yol alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile.<\/p>\n
Nereye idi bu gidi\u015f, kime var\u0131rd\u0131 sonu?.. Ad\u0131 ile m\u00fcsemma olu\u015fu gitti\u011fi yolu da belirsizle\u015ftiriyordu, sanki. Veya \u00f6yle yorumluyordu onu bilmeyen, tan\u0131mayan, en \u00f6nemlisi anlamayan!.<\/p>\n
Bir insan\u0131 anlamak o kadar zor muydu?. Belki de evet. Ayn\u0131 pencereden bakmazlar\u0131n, yollar\u0131 e\u011fri b\u00fc\u011fr\u00fc olanlar\u0131n, kalplerinde isar ruhu bar\u0131nd\u0131rmayanlar\u0131n, ahde vefadan nasibi olmayanlar\u0131n, fark\u0131nda olup veya olmadan sadece kendisini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnenlerin anlamas\u0131n\u0131 beklememiz ne kadar yol kat ettirir ki?.<\/p>\n
Kendi d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda samimiyet deryalar\u0131n\u0131n ak\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcklenip giden bu yol nereye \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131?.<\/p>\n
Bu yol bir kaybolu\u015f de\u011fil, aksine kendini bulmak, bilinmeyenlerden bilinmezlere do\u011fru me\u00e7hule bir yol..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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