Ellerimiz sa\u00e7 tanelerinin \u00fczerinde gezinirken dokunulan taneler kalbimizde sevgiyi d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmle\u015ftiriyordu. Safl\u0131k ve inceli\u011fin sembol\u00fc olan \u00e7ocuklar g\u00f6zleri arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla k\u00f6t\u00fcmser katmanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu. \u201cK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feylerden huzur ve \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr nas\u0131l olur?\u201d sorusundaki\u00a0 cevab\u0131 bir \u00f6\u011fretmen edas\u0131yla \u00f6\u011fretiyorlard\u0131 mutluluklar\u0131yla. Sa\u011fa ve sola ko\u015fu\u015fturuyor g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri abi ve ablalar\u0131na \u201c Ho\u015f geldiniz \u201c c\u00fcmlesini kuruyorlard\u0131. Hayat\u0131mda hi\u00e7 bu kadar ho\u015f geldi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemi\u015ftim bunun bile fark\u0131na vard\u0131r\u0131yorlard\u0131. Buras\u0131 \u201cilkokuldu\u201d, buras\u0131 \u201cyard\u0131ma muhta\u00e7 olarak gidilen okuldu\u201d; yaln\u0131z buras\u0131 \u201cas\u0131l yard\u0131ma muhta\u00e7 olanlar\u0131n bizim oldu\u011fumuzu, onlardaki huzuru, inceli\u011fi ve safl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce anlamland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z okuldu\u201d.
\nResim at\u00f6lyesinde her birine ebru sanat\u0131 yapt\u0131r\u0131rken aralar\u0131ndan biri daha fazla dikkatimi \u00e7ekmi\u015fti. Ona ebruyu yapt\u0131r\u0131rken, utanga\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6zlerini sanki yer\u00e7ekimine b\u0131rak\u0131yor gibi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indiri\u015fi, f\u0131r\u00e7ay\u0131 tutu\u015fu ve boyalar\u0131n yay\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 hepsi yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir kaderin g\u00f6stergesiydi. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ocuklarla yap\u0131lan ebrunun kitresine g\u00f6zlerimden bu sefer daha fazla d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc mutluluk \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131.\u00a0 O \u00e7ocu\u011fun ad\u0131 Eslem idi. Ebru sanat\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ocuklara yapt\u0131rd\u0131ktan sonra bah\u00e7ede y\u00fcz\u00fcnde ablalar\u0131ndan kalan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyayla \u00e7izilmi\u015f kalp ve y\u0131ld\u0131z varken g\u00f6rd\u00fcm onu. Yan\u0131na ilerledim ve dedim ki sar\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131 Eslem\u2019e \u201c Ablalar\u0131n benim y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc boyam\u0131yorlar b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm diye ve ben y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc boyatmak istiyorum. Sen benim y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc boyar m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d.\u00a0 Yard\u0131mseverli\u011fiyle \u00fcnl\u00fc \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131zdan biri olan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 tokal\u0131 Eslem hemen kafas\u0131n\u0131 olumlu \u015fekilde sallad\u0131. Ko\u015farak getirdi\u011fim kalan siyah ve sar\u0131 boyalarla aln\u0131ma \u00e7i\u00e7ek ve yanaklar\u0131ma da siyah kalp \u00e7izmi\u015fti ve bu emek \u00e7ok g\u00fczel olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi bu bir tevafuk mu acaba diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Eslem bana \u015fuan en b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015feyi anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; \u201c\u0130nsanlar\u0131n al\u0131nlar\u0131nda yaz\u0131lan maskeleridir, \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrler asl\u0131nda yanaklar\u0131na bakarsan\u0131z utanma duygusundan yoksun oldu\u011funu anlay\u0131p asl\u0131nda \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle de\u011fil siyah bir tabakayla kaplanm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu idrak edersiniz\u201d demek istiyordu. Yine bir \u00e7ocuk bize \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011fretti.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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