{"id":7989,"date":"2016-10-01T19:18:14","date_gmt":"2016-10-01T16:18:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7989"},"modified":"2016-10-01T19:18:14","modified_gmt":"2016-10-01T16:18:14","slug":"dusunceler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7989","title":{"rendered":"D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCELER"},"content":{"rendered":"

Bu ak\u015fam, yaln\u0131zca ben, a\u011flamak istiyorum<\/strong><\/p>\n

Gidin ba\u015f\u0131mdan bug\u00fcn, hi\u00e7 rahats\u0131z etmeyin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu an\u0131 doyas\u0131ya ya\u015famak istiyorum,<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn yakamdan art\u0131k \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc t\u00fcketmeyin\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pervaneler gibi siz, d\u00f6nd\u00fck\u00e7e ba\u015fucumda<\/strong><\/p>\n

Delirten y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcze mecbur muyum bakmaya?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcmidi tutmak i\u00e7in bir lahza avucumda,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mecbur muyum g\u00f6lgemi geride b\u0131rakmaya?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ip\u0131ss\u0131z bir soka\u011f\u0131n lo\u015f kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131nda,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kar\u015f\u0131mda g\u00f6vdenizi g\u00f6rmek zorunda m\u0131y\u0131m ?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yahut bir yavruca\u011f\u0131n \u00fcrkek k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131nda,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Rahmeti nak\u0131\u015f nak\u0131\u015f \u00f6rmek zorunda m\u0131y\u0131m ?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir gayya \u00e7ukuruna b\u0131rakt\u0131n\u0131z kalbimi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcme r\u00fczgar esse, hep sizden bilece\u011fim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sapland\u0131m batakl\u0131\u011fa, kabuslar\u0131m daimi;<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir yaprak d\u00fc\u015fse yere korkup, irkilece\u011fim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Her gece sesinizden yand\u0131k\u00e7a yan\u0131yorum<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kavuran ate\u015finiz sarar iken derimi;<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sanki sessiz \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc, \u00f6nceden tan\u0131yorum,<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6nceden tan\u0131yorum, can \u00fcrpertilerimi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sizin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fczden hep meyhanelere d\u00fc\u015fmem,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Hep sizin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fczden beynimin f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kendime d\u00fc\u015fman olmam, benli\u011fimle d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015fmem,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Hep sizdendir ruhumun, bitmeyen ihtiras\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yan\u0131ma gelmek i\u00e7in heveslenmeyin sak\u0131n!<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir izin verin, bana bu ak\u015fam olsun\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ne olur, y\u00fcre\u011fimi tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131n,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yolda\u015f\u0131m biraz h\u00fcz\u00fcn, birazc\u0131k da gam olsun.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Gidin ba\u015f\u0131mdan benim, hi\u00e7 rahats\u0131z etmeyin<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu an\u0131 doyas\u0131ya ya\u015famak istiyorum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn yakamdan art\u0131k \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc t\u00fcketmeyin,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu ak\u015fam yaln\u0131zca ben a\u011flamak istiyorum\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

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