Yemen\u2026\u00a0 \u00c7\u00f6l ikliminin neden oldu\u011fu kavurucu s\u0131cakl\u0131k yapraklar\u0131n\u0131, dolay\u0131s\u0131yla da hen\u00fcz kurt\u00e7uk gibi bembeyaz meyvelerini de yak\u0131p kavuruyordu. Yanmay\u0131 bu co\u011frafyada \u00f6\u011frenmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, ve bu daha yolun ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Acelesi varm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na ilerleyen g\u00fcnler yakt\u0131k\u00e7a yak\u0131yor, ans\u0131z\u0131n bast\u0131ran \u00e7\u00f6l ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 k\u0131zg\u0131n \u00e7eli\u011fe de\u011fen su damlas\u0131 gibi sars\u0131yordu meyvelerini. K\u0131zarmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f ve art\u0131k kabu\u011fu sertle\u015fmi\u015fti t\u0131pk\u0131 herg\u00fcn kendisine bakmakla sorumlu olan i\u015f\u00e7inin nas\u0131rl\u0131 elleri gibi. Bir kalbi olsa minnet duyacakt\u0131 ekmek paras\u0131 i\u00e7in durmak bilmeden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bu i\u015f\u00e7iye. Uzun s\u00fcrmedi sevgisi, ta ki, o g\u00fcn elinde koca bir s\u0131r\u0131kla kar\u015f\u0131na dikilene kadar elleri nas\u0131rl\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7i.<\/p>\n
Sanki kendisine bakan, dallar\u0131n\u0131 seven o i\u015f\u00e7i de\u011filmi\u015f\u00e7esine vuruyordu s\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 dallar\u0131na. Dallar\u0131n\u0131n ve yapraklar\u0131n\u0131n yakar\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 duymuyormu\u015f gibi. Her d\u00fc\u015fen kahve kabu\u011fu demeti d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck\u00e7e daha da sertle\u015fiyordu vuru\u015flar\u0131. Elinden her\u015feyi gitmi\u015f, \u00e7\u0131plak ve gereksiz gibi hissediyordu kahve a\u011fac\u0131 kendisini, yetmiyormu\u015f gibi, yere serilmi\u015f ve rengi solmu\u015f eski bir \u00e7ul \u00fczerine, da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k serilmi\u015f eyveleri yine ayn\u0131 s\u0131r\u0131kla d\u00f6v\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. \u0130klimin \u00e7ilesinin reva g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri yetmezmi\u015f gibi, \u015fimdi de d\u00f6v\u00fcl\u00fcyor, sert kabuklar i\u00e7erisinden kurtulmas\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ekirdeklerin \u00f6rseleniyordu. Anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00e7ileli yolculu\u011fun uzun olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yerdeki \u00e7ul kadar eski ve bak\u0131ms\u0131z \u00e7uvallara doldurulmu\u015ftu \u015fimdi. G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc sersem edecek gibi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ele\u011fe d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u015fimdi, eleniyor eleniyor eleniyordu\u2026<\/p>\n
Bak\u0131ms\u0131z k\u00f6ye nazaran, son derece s\u00fcsl\u00fc bir ambalaj i\u00e7erisindeydi \u015fimdi, sanki azap bitmi\u015fti diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, havas\u0131 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f naylon i\u00e7erinde hapsedildi\u011fini anlamas\u0131 uzun s\u00fcrmedi, sars\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 eski bir kamyon arkas\u0131nda muammaya yolculu\u011fu daha yeni ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 belliki. Kalabal\u0131k ve durmaks\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan insan ve makineler onlar\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck gemilere ta\u015f\u0131yor, rutubet kokulu gemi silolar\u0131nda istif ediliyorlard\u0131. Bitkin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ve i\u00e7i ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131yla irkildi\u011finde, kalabal\u0131k bir kentin otantik \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir tezgah \u00fczerinde buldu kendini. Kendisi gibi yorgun bir han\u0131mefendinin talebi haline gelmi\u015fti. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ambalajla han\u0131m\u0131n misafiri olaca\u011fan\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp kendini rahatlataya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, yine g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc bir makinenin dar bo\u011faz\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kay\u0131yordu. B\u0131\u00e7aklar bedenin her yerine vuruyor, unufak ediyordu. Takati kalmam\u0131\u015f, minik bir ka\u011f\u0131t orba i\u00e7erisine y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kahve.<\/p>\n
En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc oldu i\u015fte, lime lime edildin, kaderin buymu\u015f diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Han\u0131mefendinin gelen misafirlerinin sesini duydu, mutfaktaki terek \u00fczerinde duran kenar\u0131 \u00e7atlak eski bir seramik kutu i\u00e7erisinden. \u015eimdiki sahibinin ve misafirinin naif muhabbetleri mutfak masas\u0131 etraf\u0131nda devam ederken, a\u00e7\u0131lan \u00e7ekmece vadesi dolmu\u015f bir ruhun sonunu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rlatt\u0131 kahveye\u2026<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi, suda bo\u011fulaca\u011f\u0131na m\u0131, kaynay\u0131p pi\u015fece\u011fine mi yanmal\u0131yd\u0131?<\/p>\n
Hat\u0131ras\u0131 oldu\u011fu her yerinden belli olan fincanlar yan\u0131ba\u015f\u0131nda duruyordu oca\u011f\u0131n, duru\u015fuyla fincanlar, ne yanmalar, ne kavrulmalara \u015fahit oldum dercesine bak\u0131yordu hala ocak \u00fczerinde kaynayan cezveye bakarken. Ac\u0131 sona erm\u015fti, fincanda son nefesini vermek \u00fczere can \u00e7eki\u015fen meyyitin a\u011f\u0131z k\u00f6p\u00fcrt\u00fclerine benzer k\u00f6p\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f gibi. Onun bu k\u00f6p\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f hali, ruhunu teslim ederken ba\u015fkas\u0131na hayat ve enerji verecek, ama o bunu bilmeyecekti. \u00c7ileli bir ser\u00fcvenin sonunda, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 duran iki eski fincanda ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 duran b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f bir y\u00fcrek, teslim edilmi\u015f tek ruh gibiydi art\u0131k. Fincanlar cenaze evi sessizli\u011findeyken, telvesinin vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu haz, damaktaki vazge\u00e7ilmez lezzet hala kahveyi hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130klim yaksa da bedenini, sopalarla d\u00f6v\u00fcl\u00fcp kopar\u0131lsan da topraklar\u0131ndan, eleklerden ge\u00e7sen de ilmek ilmek, pazarlarda sat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kara bir k\u00f6le gibi davran\u0131lsa hatta ufalansan ve yansa da bedenin, hatr\u0131n hat\u0131r\u0131 i\u00e7in diyerek sesini \u00e7\u0131kartmad\u0131n.<\/p>\n
K\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k hat\u0131r kals\u0131n diye dudaklarda ve g\u00f6n\u00fcllerde, sen yand\u0131n.. Senden geriye ac\u0131 bir TELVE kald\u0131 \u015fimdi bula\u015f\u0131k fincanlarda.<\/p>\n
Yanmalar hat\u0131r olur, hat\u0131ra olur y\u0131llar ge\u00e7se de.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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