{"id":7960,"date":"2016-09-01T19:03:51","date_gmt":"2016-09-01T16:03:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7960"},"modified":"2016-09-01T19:03:51","modified_gmt":"2016-09-01T16:03:51","slug":"insanin-karin-agrilari-uclemesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7960","title":{"rendered":"\u0130NSANIN KARIN A\u011eRILARI \u00dc\u00c7LEMES\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>I.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Benim bir ezberim vard\u0131. Sonbaharda d\u00f6k\u00fclen b\u00fct\u00fcn yapraklara \u201cinsanl\u0131k\u201d yazacak kadar g\u00fc\u00e7 toplayacakt\u0131m. Bast\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00fczel duygular\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131m. M\u00fczi\u011fe olan tutkumu herkes bilecekti. Hayallerde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ve hayat\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7oktan sona erdi\u011fini, k\u00f6t\u00fc adamlar taraf\u0131ndan \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7in Azrail\u2019den \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemek istedi\u011fimi hayk\u0131racakt\u0131m mavisini yitirmi\u015f g\u00f6klere. Ne yaz\u0131k ki, tarumar etmi\u015fler g\u00f6\u011fe bakma dura\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Eser kalmam\u0131\u015f insaftan, iz\u2019andan. Utanmasalar mart\u0131lar\u0131, kar\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 doyurduklar\u0131 simit par\u00e7alar\u0131yla ta\u015flayacaklar. Hayat\u0131 burnundan getirilenleri g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e, utan\u0131yorum ya\u015famaktan.\u00a0<strong><em><u>ACI.<\/u><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>II.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Temeli at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f duygular, bu \u015fehri kald\u0131ram\u0131yor art\u0131k. Sa\u011flam olamamak da varm\u0131\u015f i\u015fin i\u00e7inde. Gitmek, asl\u0131nda \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck \u00e7\u0131kmakm\u0131\u015f. Ah, son kullanma tarihi ge\u00e7mi\u015f duygular, ne yapt\u0131n\u0131z bize b\u00f6yle? Bu ad\u0131mlar \u00e7ok yavan, bu \u00e7arp\u0131k y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fler tembelli\u011fe dalalet\u2026 G\u00f6z\u00fc k\u00f6r olsun uykunun. Sad\u0131k de\u011fil kimse a\u015fk\u0131na. Gurur duyuluyor verilen s\u00f6zler tutulmay\u0131nca. G\u00fcvensizli\u011fe ne de \u00e7ok g\u00fcvenir olduk. Zira yalana itimad\u0131m\u0131z tam. Dostlar yamyam. G\u00f6zleri bile fark\u0131nda, de\u011fdik\u00e7e \u00e7atlatan nazarlar\u0131n. Hepimiz emir kuluyuz asl\u0131nda.\u00a0<strong><em><u>Korku.<\/u><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>III.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fczlerinizden okumak istemiyorum korkuyu. D\u00fc\u015fe kalka b\u00fcy\u00fcyoruz i\u015fte. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e b\u00fcy\u00fctmeyin oyunlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. En son oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gazoz kapa\u011f\u0131nda, bilyede, \u00e7elik \u00e7omakta kals\u0131n akl\u0131m\u0131z. Bo\u011fmay\u0131n bizi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na. Zira daha yeni kuruland\u0131k. Peki, nedir bu anlam karma\u015fas\u0131? Kabiliyeti olana m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr h\u00e2kimiyet? Kalbim yerinden \u00e7\u0131kacakm\u0131\u015f farz et ve sen seslen insanl\u0131\u011fa. De ki: \u201cYorgunum ama olsun. Etraf yemye\u015fil olacaksa, dikti\u011fim a\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi mezar\u0131ma soyunsun. \u0130stemem, meyvesi de sizin olsun. Ama sak\u0131n kavga etmeyin. Yeri gelir, \u00e7oktan aza verilir. Zaman gelir, az olan hi\u00e7 olmayana verir. Sonra? Sonra boynuzsuz koyun boynuzlu koyundan hakk\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r. Belki g\u00f6kten \u00fc\u00e7 elma d\u00fc\u015fer. Biri olmayan vefaya, biri kaybolan umuda, biri de hasret kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m vuslata.\u00a0<strong><em><u>\u00dcmit.<\/u><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I. Benim bir ezberim vard\u0131. 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