Ya\u011fmur kokulu bah\u00e7eler sakl\u0131 kalbimde. Geceyi i\u00e7ine hapsetmi\u015f umutlar var semas\u0131nda. Bir hazan ya\u015f\u0131yor en g\u00fczel yaz ba\u015flar\u0131nda. Korkak, \u00fcrkek mazilerin titretmesiyle dikenli bir tel yutuyorum. Bo\u011faz\u0131mda y\u0131rtarcas\u0131na payidar bir ac\u0131\u2026
\nE\u011filen ba\u015f\u0131mla birlikte g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m kulak ard\u0131 etti\u011fim sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n hizas\u0131nda d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor birer birer. Kalemim muhteris bir divane. Sat\u0131rlarda aksettirdi\u011fi t\u00fcm hislerin esiri. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenen kelimelerimin izah\u0131\u2026
\nYa\u011fmurlarla y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f r\u00fczgar\u0131m y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor aniden. Buzlu cam\u0131m\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki manzaraya \u015fahit oluyorum ilk defa. Haddizat\u0131nda hep dinledi\u011fim bir \u015fark\u0131ya ilk defa ritim uydurmu\u015fum gibi, hep seyir halindeymi\u015fim de ilk defa g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f gibi. Adeta bir \u201cperesti\u015f\u201d g\u00f6nl\u00fcm. G\u00f6z \u00e7e\u015fmem, kuru topraklar\u0131 bulmu\u015f, incilerim karanl\u0131k denizlere sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, kalbim ince nak\u0131\u015fla i\u015flenmi\u015f sabr\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc \u015fimdi. Nasip kelimesinin her zerresine inanm\u0131\u015f ruhaniyetim. Bir yola gidi\u015f as\u0131l bendeki. \u00c7ok fazla gidi\u015fat\u0131n en do\u011frusuna y\u00f6neli\u015f. Dikenli teli yuta yuta\u2026 G\u00f6z \u00e7e\u015fmemi kuruta kuruta\u2026 Semamdaki y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131 yaka yaka belki de. En kalabal\u0131k sokaklar\u0131n bile tek \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131 bu yol.
\nBu yol bir \u201cperesti\u015f\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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