\u00c7o\u011funuz bir vapurda seyahat etmi\u015fsinizdir. K\u0131\u015f\u0131n ellerinizi keser denizin so\u011fu\u011fu, yaz\u0131nsa t\u00fcm bunalt\u0131c\u0131 s\u0131ca\u011fa inat y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcze \u00fcfler serinli\u011fini.
\nBen \u0130stanbul d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ba\u015fka yerde vapura binmedim. \u00dclkemin \u00e7o\u011fu denizini hen\u00fcz g\u00f6remedim. O y\u00fczden size sat\u0131rlar\u0131mda anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m vapur ya Kad\u0131k\u00f6y-Be\u015fikta\u015f vapuru ya \u00dcsk\u00fcdar-Emin\u00f6n\u00fc vapurudur. Tam da bu y\u00fczden vapurun arka taraf\u0131ndaki al bayra\u011f\u0131mla beraber g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yakan\u0131n karma\u015fas\u0131 geliyor. Ben aslen Anadolu \u00e7ocu\u011fuyum. Annem do\u011funun en m\u00fcbarek \u015fehirlerinden Erzurum\u2019un bir k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, babam ise \u0130\u00e7 Anadolu\u2019nun en \u00fcretken yerlerinden olan sanayi \u015fehri Kayseri\u2019de d\u00fcnyaya gelmi\u015f. Fakat ne gariptir ki ben de Avrupa\u2019n\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00fclkelerinden biri olan Almanya\u2019n\u0131n D\u00fcsseldorf \u015fehrinde\u2026 \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumu ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim \u015fehir Kayseri, kendimi tan\u0131maya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fehir ise \u0130stanbul. Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 ise Kayseri\u2019den yaz\u0131yorum. Ve niye bilmiyorum son zamanlarda kendimi Egeli hissediyorum. San\u0131r\u0131m zeytinya\u011fl\u0131 yaprak sarmas\u0131na olan d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden. Neden bunlar\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 merak edebilirsiniz, s\u00f6yleyeyim. Bunca karma\u015fa aras\u0131nda bazen ka\u00e7\u0131p gidesim geliyor. Kendime s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacak bunca mekan aras\u0131nda bir \u015fehir bir yer bulam\u0131yorum. Yine de nereye bilmesem bile inatla gitmek istiyorum. Ama bu iste\u011fimi tam olarak deniz havas\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme vurdu\u011funda unutuyorum. Diyorum ki, \u00f6yle bir yerde ya\u015famal\u0131y\u0131m ki mavinin her tonuna \u015fahit olay\u0131m. \u00d6\u011fle vakti neminden bunaltan, ak\u015fam ise tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 esip \u00fc\u015f\u00fcten bir denizim olsun. Evimin \u00f6n\u00fcnde kumsal\u0131m olsun. Yal\u0131n ayak saatlerce y\u00fcr\u00fcyeyim. Bir teknem olsun u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z a\u00e7\u0131lay\u0131m sularda. Tam da b\u00f6yle bir nebze olsun hayal de bile olsa huzuru tadaca\u011f\u0131m anda y\u00fcre\u011fime kaya gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor h\u00fcz\u00fcnler. Bir anda yutkunamaz hale geliyorum. Diyorum ki, \u00f6zg\u00fcr olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde b\u0131rak denizi, ekme\u011fi dahi g\u00f6rmez g\u00f6z\u00fcm. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceme vurulan prangalar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zmedik\u00e7e y\u00fcr\u00fcyemem o kumsallarda. Ak\u015fam serinli\u011fi \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde huzurla sar\u0131lamam s\u0131rt\u0131mdaki \u015fala. B\u00f6yle i\u00e7im darald\u0131k\u00e7a kendimi yine kendim telkin ediyorum.<\/p>\n
Bak diyorum,
\n\u00d6yle ya da b\u00f6yle,
\nElbet bir g\u00fcn yine \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck gelecek vatan\u0131ma.
\n\u0130\u015fte o zaman g\u00f6r sen vapurlar\u0131,
\nO zaman ko\u015f u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z kumsallarda<\/p>\n
O zaman duy denizin kokusunu.
\nAma hele biraz daha sabret, biraz daha s\u0131k di\u015fini,
\nHele dur daha Haziran gelecek.<\/p>\n
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