Hani mavi olurdu?<\/p>\n
Ku\u015flar\u0131n i\u00e7inden sonsuzlu\u011fa kanat \u00e7\u0131rpt\u0131\u011f\u0131, beraberinde bulutlar\u0131n arz-\u0131 endam etti\u011fi bir mavi. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm gri mi beyaz m\u0131 karar veremedi\u011fim bir renk oysa. Yoksa k\u00fcl rengi dedikleri b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey mi?<\/p>\n
Oysa sen g\u00f6zlerin g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden \u00f6te, ad\u0131n zikredildi\u011finde akla gelen renksin.
\nEy derin mavilik!
\nHabil\u2019in topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sen de\u011fil misin?
\nHz. \u0130brahim\u2019in ard\u0131ndan ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerle bakarken duaya el kald\u0131ran Hz. Hacer\u2019in g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sen de\u011fil misin?
\nSen de\u011fil misin, \u201cVur kazmay\u0131 Ferhat, \u00e7o\u011fu gitti az\u0131 kald\u0131\u201d dendi\u011finde, Ferhat\u2019\u0131n \u201cBismillah\u201d diyerek bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131? .
\nKimler geldi kimler ge\u00e7ti sana nazar ederek, kimler g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sana d\u00f6kt\u00fc, kimlere yolda\u015f oldun yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131nda? Kimlere mavi g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcn, kimler siyah\u00ee seyretti seni?<\/p>\n
Bilirim; bak\u0131p g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimiz, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fczden yans\u0131yanlard\u0131r. \u015e\u00f6yle bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc tutturup elleri cebinde, kah \u0131sl\u0131kla, kah sebepsiz bir tebess\u00fcmle g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz -g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc ne renk olursa olsun- mavidir. Bu ferahl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, huzurun, mesafelerin k\u0131sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n remzidir.
\nEvet evet, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc bu i\u015fte. Uzakta ki yak\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir ad\u0131m \u00f6tede gibi hissettiren, elimi uzatsam dokunabilece\u011fim mutlulu\u011fu verendir. Bu y\u00fczdendir \u00e7ok sevilmesi. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz, \u00f6zlediklerimizin de g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00a0g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc de\u011fil mi nihayetinde\u2026<\/p>\n
Nerdesiniz \u015fu an bilmem; belki okulda, belki i\u015fyerinde, belki yolda, belki de g\u00fcnlerdir kap\u0131dan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z evinizde.<\/p>\n
Bo\u015fverin mek\u00e2nlar\u0131, a\u015f\u0131n duvarlar\u0131 ve seyredin derin maviyi. Bulutlar\u0131n ard\u0131na gizlendiyse \u0131\u015f\u0131k,hadi kapat\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinizi ve tebess\u00fcm ederek derin nefes al\u0131n.\u00c7ok \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirece\u011fine inan\u0131yorum, hem de can\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fclden.
\nNeden mi dersiniz? \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kalemi elime ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, i\u00e7imden ge\u00e7en h\u00fczn\u00fc, h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, mutsuzlu\u011fu anlatmakt\u0131 akl\u0131mdan ge\u00e7en. Gri ve siyah bulutlar\u0131n kaplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6yle bir g\u00fcnde, siyah m\u00fcrekkep ile g\u00f6nl\u00fcmdeki kasveti d\u00f6kecektim k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da. Ama siyah de\u011fil, maviydi m\u00fcrekkep. O bakt\u0131k\u00e7a \u00a0dald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, dald\u0131k\u00e7a bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m mavi. Ve y\u00fcre\u011fimin akt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer, her ne kadar hayal de olsa, mavinin dayan\u0131lmaz huzuru oldu.
\nHangi \u00fclke, hangi \u015fehir, k\u00f6y kasaba\u2026 D\u00f6n\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6\u011fe, s\u00fcrur ile\u2026 Boz bulan\u0131k bulutlar varsa da, tak\u0131l\u0131p kalmay\u0131n kasvetine. Ge\u00e7in onlar\u0131n \u00f6tesine, mavinin derinli\u011fine\u2026<\/p>\n
Mavinin enginli\u011finde bulu\u015fmak \u00fczere\u2026Ayn\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yoruz nihayetinde\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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