{"id":7891,"date":"2016-05-01T17:59:43","date_gmt":"2016-05-01T14:59:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7891"},"modified":"2016-05-01T17:59:43","modified_gmt":"2016-05-01T14:59:43","slug":"bir-garip","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7891","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R GAR\u0130P"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u201c<\/strong>Yazam\u0131yorum karde\u015fim. Elim gitmiyor, kalbim heyecandan yoksun, ak\u0131l ruhunu d\u00fcnyaya teslim etti. Ruh ba\u015fka mecralarda.<\/p>\n<p>Kay\u0131b\u0131m. Sanki\u2026 Sanki sokaklar bana kapatt\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131. Bana sustu kediler. Ben mi uza\u011f\u0131m insanl\u0131\u011fa, insanl\u0131k m\u0131 \u00e7ileke\u015f y\u00fck\u00fcnden de gitti uzaklara?<\/p>\n<p>Ben o ben de\u011filim karde\u015fim. Kar\u015f\u0131nda g\u00fclen \u00e7ocuk, i\u015fte o senin g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn vitrindeki g\u00fczel tablo. Arkas\u0131nda s\u0131radan bo\u015f bir tahta par\u00e7as\u0131.\u0130\u015fte ben oyum. Evet g\u00fczele aldand\u0131n\u0131z. \u00c7eviremezdiniz tabloyu. Koyamazd\u0131n\u0131z g\u00f6n\u00fcl duvar\u0131na.<strong>\u201c<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ne yapsa mutlu olamazd\u0131 insano\u011flu. A\u00e7t\u0131. Dahas\u0131n\u0131 arar dururdu. Ses ge\u00e7iremezdi nefsine. Nefsi ses ettirmezdi vicdan\u0131na. Vicdan, muhasebesini yapamazd\u0131.Ve karanl\u0131k i\u00e7inde bo\u011fulur giderdi..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Beklentiye girmemeliydi insano\u011flu. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z sevmeliydi. Sevmeye g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olmal\u0131, sevgi g\u00f6n\u00fclden olmal\u0131yd\u0131..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>A\u011flayabilmeliydi bazen insano\u011flu. Ay\u0131ps\u0131z, a\u015fik\u00e2re, ya\u011fmur misali. Bir kalbi oldu\u011funu, insan oldu\u011funu g\u00f6sterebilmeliydi ac\u0131n\u0131n resmine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda. Fark\u0131na varabilmeliydi be\u015feriyet makam\u0131n\u0131n, tek yetkisi acziyet olan..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u0131y\u0131ya vuran gemiyle beraber beklememeliydi batmay\u0131 insano\u011flu. \u00dcmit simidini b\u0131rakmamal\u0131yd\u0131. \u00d6\u011frenmeliydi y\u00fczebilmeyi \u00fcmit ve umutla. Karaya ula\u015fmal\u0131, unutmamal\u0131yd\u0131 sulanmay\u0131 bekleyen, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa ihtiya\u00e7 duyan \u00e7i\u00e7ekler oldu\u011funu..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201c<\/strong>\u00a0\u2018Haberin var m\u0131\u2019 t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu babam. A\u011fl\u0131yordu. Evet baba, s\u00f6ylediler. Bu d\u00fcnya zalim ama ge\u00e7ici..\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ve\u00a0gariplere m\u00fcjdeler yok muydu ki!..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cYazam\u0131yorum karde\u015fim. Elim gitmiyor, kalbim heyecandan&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":56,"featured_media":8613,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7891"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/56"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7891"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7891\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7891"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7891"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7891"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}