Kararm\u0131\u015f ruhlara bir ikindi sonras\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 gerek. Palmiyeli yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken g\u00f6n\u00fclleri ferahlatan ufuklar\u0131n engin mavisi. Keskin iyot kokusuna e\u015flik eden dalgalar\u0131n k\u00f6p\u00fck beyaz\u0131. Beyaz papatyalar \u00fclkesindeki yaln\u0131z, mor papatyan\u0131n asaleti. Havf-reca aras\u0131nda bocalayan bir g\u00f6nl\u00fcn \u0131zd\u0131rab\u0131, i\u00e7in i\u00e7in \u00e7a\u011flayan g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n berrakl\u0131\u011f\u0131. Kardelen umudu gerek bize, sabr\u0131, duru\u015fu, direnci\u2026 Bir r\u00fcya g\u00f6rmek gerek, bir hayal kurmak. Bir m\u0131srada kaybolmak. Bir na\u011fmenin t\u0131n\u0131s\u0131nda yeniden hayat bulmak. Bir ya\u011fmur sonras\u0131 dinginli\u011fi gerek, mis gibi toprak kokusu ve ruhlara do\u011fan apayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir g\u00fcne\u015f, g\u00fcne\u015fin m\u00fctebessim misafiri ebemku\u015fa\u011f\u0131\u2026 Asl\u0131nda en ba\u015fta s\u0131yr\u0131lmak gerek karanl\u0131klar \u00fclkesinden. G\u00f6\u00e7 etmek gerek g\u00fcne\u015fin diyar\u0131na, beklemeden beden y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6\u00e7meli ruhlar kervan\u0131yla. Y\u0131llar\u0131n so\u011fu\u011funu yemi\u015f, buz kesmi\u015f elleri \u0131s\u0131tmak gerek g\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131ms\u0131cak sinesinde. Karanl\u0131ktan yorgun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, iliklerine kadar \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f ruhlara bir umut s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gerek, ate\u015fe pervane bir kelebek umudu\u2026 Umudun rengi olur mu sahi? Olmaz ki\u2026 Umut rengarenktir. G\u00f6klerin engin mavisidir umut. G\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131ms\u0131cak sar\u0131s\u0131. Umut, kahverengi topraktan \u00e7\u0131kan ye\u015fil yaprakta sakl\u0131. Kardelen beyaz\u0131nda. Gelinci\u011fin narin k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yapraklar\u0131nda. Karanl\u0131k d\u00fcnyaya ald\u0131rmayan toz pembe hayallerde. Umuda sar\u0131lmal\u0131 \u00f6yleyse. Karanl\u0131klar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131kla bo\u011fmal\u0131. Ruhlarda karanl\u0131k mahzenlerin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 rengarenk bir umutlar \u00fclkesi kurmal\u0131. Bu rengarenk umutlar \u00fclkesinin ebedi mukimi olmal\u0131 insan\u2026 Kaybetmemeli umudu hi\u00e7, aramal\u0131 b\u0131kmadan, yorulmadan. Bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun tebess\u00fcm\u00fcnde bulmal\u0131. Mutluluk g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131nda, sevin\u00e7le gerilen dudaklarda yakalamal\u0131 umudun rengini. \u00c7izgi \u00e7izgi aramal\u0131 umudu avu\u00e7larda. Direnmeli t\u00fcm karanl\u0131klara umutla, sab\u0131rla, sebatla, duayla\u2026 Bir k\u00f6r \u0131\u015f\u0131k yakmal\u0131 karanl\u0131klara. Ve seyreylemeli ayd\u0131nlan\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 katran siyah\u0131n. \u0130yilikler biriktirmeli g\u00f6n\u00fcl heybesinde ve berrak bir yolda sab\u0131rla beklemeli g\u00fczel g\u00fcnleri. Ama ak\u0131ldan \u00e7\u0131karmamal\u0131 \u201cvarmak\u201d de\u011fil yolun bekledi\u011fi, \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n hi\u00e7 s\u00f6nmedi\u011fi rengarenk bir yol \u00fcmidi\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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